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Friday 2nd May 2008
My phone has been running hot today as Mistress Adira has been very excited about setting up Her collared slave's blog. One thing i have learned over the last 12 months, when Mistress sets her mind to something it happens, sometimes very quickly. i am still in a state of shock that Mistress has given me this privilege but i am very excited about this opportunity. my life has certainly been exciting over the last 12 months and it just keeps getting better and better, especially since moving to the Gold Coast.
It has been a big few days for me as i have been away interstate but no rest for me as i was given very strict instructions. i was only permitted to have a maximum of 1 glass of alcohol each day, no hot chips or potato crisps and i had to choose my meals very carefully, lean meats with salad. The reason is, i have been promised 12 strokes of Mistress' cane if i have put on any weight tomorrow morning. i dread Saturday mornings as i get on the scales and advise my Goddess of my weight. If i lose weight for the week that is OK, if i put on weight for the week i am punished usually 12 strokes of the cane - it has been a very positive influence on my outlook. i have gone away a few times previously and failed miserably each time and my Mistress has not been very impressed. i have been fined and caned for my previous failings and this time i have been put on notice - 12 strokes of the cane from my Mistress is something that i do not want. Mistress Adira canes hard, very hard, especially when her slave has to be punished. i have been very good, well that is what i think, but the result of my efforts will not be known till 8.00 am tomorrow - life is always on the edge as a slave.
Looking forward to the long weekend especially as i am having a session with my Mistress on Sunday - i never know what will happen but it is always exciting. It has been an interesting week for me - i have been given 2 chances to have an orgasm this week and both times i have failed to cum. i am not sure how Mistress Adira will react. It has been four weeks since i have been allowed to cum. Will i be given more opportunities this weekend or have i used up all my chances? It is not my choice. i will just have to hope that my Mistress is feeling generous and perhaps it will be 3rd time lucky for me and i will be able to cum at some stage this weekend.
It is good to be back home as i miss not being able to serve my Goddess and fulfil my dream of being a slave.
It has been a big few days for me as i have been away interstate but no rest for me as i was given very strict instructions. i was only permitted to have a maximum of 1 glass of alcohol each day, no hot chips or potato crisps and i had to choose my meals very carefully, lean meats with salad. The reason is, i have been promised 12 strokes of Mistress' cane if i have put on any weight tomorrow morning. i dread Saturday mornings as i get on the scales and advise my Goddess of my weight. If i lose weight for the week that is OK, if i put on weight for the week i am punished usually 12 strokes of the cane - it has been a very positive influence on my outlook. i have gone away a few times previously and failed miserably each time and my Mistress has not been very impressed. i have been fined and caned for my previous failings and this time i have been put on notice - 12 strokes of the cane from my Mistress is something that i do not want. Mistress Adira canes hard, very hard, especially when her slave has to be punished. i have been very good, well that is what i think, but the result of my efforts will not be known till 8.00 am tomorrow - life is always on the edge as a slave.
Looking forward to the long weekend especially as i am having a session with my Mistress on Sunday - i never know what will happen but it is always exciting. It has been an interesting week for me - i have been given 2 chances to have an orgasm this week and both times i have failed to cum. i am not sure how Mistress Adira will react. It has been four weeks since i have been allowed to cum. Will i be given more opportunities this weekend or have i used up all my chances? It is not my choice. i will just have to hope that my Mistress is feeling generous and perhaps it will be 3rd time lucky for me and i will be able to cum at some stage this weekend.
It is good to be back home as i miss not being able to serve my Goddess and fulfil my dream of being a slave.
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