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Sunday 4th May 2008
i am a very relieved and contented slave this evening. i awoke at 9.30am this morning - the only day i am allowed to sleep in but even this was a bit late for me. It was panic stations as i had to be ready to leave by 11.30 to attend my Mistress' premises on the Gold Coast. i completed my walk and packed my bags and was ready to see my Mistress. What would happen today? i never have any idea what Mistress Adira plans to do with me which just adds to my excitement. The only downer was going to be the announcement of Mistress' decision about my punishment. i have given up hope of Mistress being lenient and was now expecting the worst.
i had been thinking about offering Mistress Adira a deal - perhaps i could defer my punishment if i could offer my Mistress some other alternative. Many thoughts were running through my head and obviously any deal would have to be beneficial to my Mistress. The best offer i could think of was to accept a double punishment i.e. 24 strokes of the cane, if i could not lose a minimum of 0.4 kilograms this week which is back to the weight i was last week. Although i was tempted to make this offer, i was not sure that i could guarantee losing that much weight and the thought of 24 strokes was just too much so i did not offer to make a deal with my Mistress.
Luckily for me i did not have to try and worm my way out of my punishment as Mistress Adira decided that i would not be punished. Tthere were exceptional circumstances over the last week which could justify a small weight increase. i was very relieved but it just reinforces to me how lucky i am to have such a fair Mistress - that is why that when i do get punished, i know that i deserve it and that is why Mistress performs punishments with maximum force and impact. my run of good luck continued as i was going to receive 6 strokes of the cane for using inappropriate slave language. i referred to Mistress' cock as "my" cock. i have not had a cock for the last 12 months and i am not permitted to refer to Mistress' cock as "my" cock. However Mistress decided that i was not to be punished for this mistake as my slave's rules of language usage can be confusing at times but now it is clear just when i can use the words my cock and that is NEVER!
Mistress Adira was keen to take some images of me today to appear on my blogs and many images were taken by Mistress until She was satisfied that a suitable image was available. After that it was time to get changed into maid marian as she needed some images as well. A quick change and maid marian was smiling and laughing as Mistress took image after image. Mistress had completed the important tasks that needed to be done today and it was time for me to do some work: wash the dishes and model my new "winter" slave uniform. my Mistress was most satisfied with the selection of the outfit and size She had made for Her slave. Mistress Adira now considers that Her slave can be dressed appropriately all the year round.
After modeling my new uniform, Mistress sat down to havie Her lunch, a nice looking quiche. Mistress announced that my lunch was in the kitchen. How considerate i thought that my Mistress had bothered to get lunch for Her slave...that was until i learned what my lunch was. Mistress Adira matter of factly said that i was permitted to have the roll and butter - nothing else for lunch for me. i thought this was not too bad as i like bread and butter but when i saw the roll my heart sank. i had never seen a roll like it. i know it was fresh and probably healthy Mistress, but it looked disgusting...black and disheveled...most unappealing. Still a slave has no choice what it is allowed to eat so i knelt with a huge erect cock before My Goddess eating my plain black roll with butter.
Mistress announced that She was going to play with my nipples today. Would i be given the privilege to have an orgasm or not? That was the only thought going round in my head. Mistress never tells early whether it is my lucky day or not - i just have to hope and be patient. Mistress Adira used Her toy on my nipples and Her cock became hard and erect standing out straight wanting more but Mistress put away Her toy and began to use Her fingers to tweak my nipples. my right nipple has been most sensitive over the last few weeks - the pain was intense but Mistress does not let go. Once Mistress has a good grip on my nipples, it does not matter what i try and do. i cannot break Her hold, i squirm, i twist, i bend, trying to slither out of reach but Mistress was having none of that. Mistress leans forward to maintain Her grip. i am screaming in agony, "Mistress stop Mistress" but Mistress refuses to let go. i glance up and see a smile on Her face - Mistress is having too much fun to stop now.
For some reason that i have never done before i begin to act like a dog as i try to use my nose as a muzzle, ever so gently muzzling Mistress' right forearm, trying to break Mistress' grip on my nipples. But it does not matter what i do, Mistress will only let go when She is good and ready. i am tormented as Mistress Adira ponders will She let me cum. "Please Mistress", i beg. i wait impatiently until i hear the words i have been waiting to hear, "slave tate I have decided to allow you to cum" says Mistress, the words i have been wanting to hear for the last 5 weeks. No time to waste now as Mistress takes Her cock in Her hand and within a few seconds, my 5 weeks of torment and frustration are over until the next time as my Mistress drains every ounce of seed from Her cock. It has none left and i collapse beneath the feet of My Goddess - mentally and physically drained and emotionally exhausted.
What a fabulous few hours it has been. Somehow i have avoided being punished twice and have been allowed to cum. What more could a slave ask for? Nothing. However i am now pondering a new dilemma - could it possibly be that i have lost the ability to cum with my own hand? Does my Mistress now control Her cock to such an extent that it will now only release seed under Her hand? Could my Goddess have that much control over me? i do not understand how or why this could happen but after today, it does appear to be a reality. How else can i explain what has happened over the last week? Twice i was given permission this week to cum with my own hand and failed. Yet Mistress Adira could achieve this feat in a matter of seconds!
A slave is never allowed to take time to dwell on the past as Mistress Adira keeps me busy with my instructions for the rest of the day and tomorrow. Another fantastic week as a slave is about to commence.
i had been thinking about offering Mistress Adira a deal - perhaps i could defer my punishment if i could offer my Mistress some other alternative. Many thoughts were running through my head and obviously any deal would have to be beneficial to my Mistress. The best offer i could think of was to accept a double punishment i.e. 24 strokes of the cane, if i could not lose a minimum of 0.4 kilograms this week which is back to the weight i was last week. Although i was tempted to make this offer, i was not sure that i could guarantee losing that much weight and the thought of 24 strokes was just too much so i did not offer to make a deal with my Mistress.
Luckily for me i did not have to try and worm my way out of my punishment as Mistress Adira decided that i would not be punished. Tthere were exceptional circumstances over the last week which could justify a small weight increase. i was very relieved but it just reinforces to me how lucky i am to have such a fair Mistress - that is why that when i do get punished, i know that i deserve it and that is why Mistress performs punishments with maximum force and impact. my run of good luck continued as i was going to receive 6 strokes of the cane for using inappropriate slave language. i referred to Mistress' cock as "my" cock. i have not had a cock for the last 12 months and i am not permitted to refer to Mistress' cock as "my" cock. However Mistress decided that i was not to be punished for this mistake as my slave's rules of language usage can be confusing at times but now it is clear just when i can use the words my cock and that is NEVER!
Mistress Adira was keen to take some images of me today to appear on my blogs and many images were taken by Mistress until She was satisfied that a suitable image was available. After that it was time to get changed into maid marian as she needed some images as well. A quick change and maid marian was smiling and laughing as Mistress took image after image. Mistress had completed the important tasks that needed to be done today and it was time for me to do some work: wash the dishes and model my new "winter" slave uniform. my Mistress was most satisfied with the selection of the outfit and size She had made for Her slave. Mistress Adira now considers that Her slave can be dressed appropriately all the year round.
After modeling my new uniform, Mistress sat down to havie Her lunch, a nice looking quiche. Mistress announced that my lunch was in the kitchen. How considerate i thought that my Mistress had bothered to get lunch for Her slave...that was until i learned what my lunch was. Mistress Adira matter of factly said that i was permitted to have the roll and butter - nothing else for lunch for me. i thought this was not too bad as i like bread and butter but when i saw the roll my heart sank. i had never seen a roll like it. i know it was fresh and probably healthy Mistress, but it looked disgusting...black and disheveled...most unappealing. Still a slave has no choice what it is allowed to eat so i knelt with a huge erect cock before My Goddess eating my plain black roll with butter.
Mistress announced that She was going to play with my nipples today. Would i be given the privilege to have an orgasm or not? That was the only thought going round in my head. Mistress never tells early whether it is my lucky day or not - i just have to hope and be patient. Mistress Adira used Her toy on my nipples and Her cock became hard and erect standing out straight wanting more but Mistress put away Her toy and began to use Her fingers to tweak my nipples. my right nipple has been most sensitive over the last few weeks - the pain was intense but Mistress does not let go. Once Mistress has a good grip on my nipples, it does not matter what i try and do. i cannot break Her hold, i squirm, i twist, i bend, trying to slither out of reach but Mistress was having none of that. Mistress leans forward to maintain Her grip. i am screaming in agony, "Mistress stop Mistress" but Mistress refuses to let go. i glance up and see a smile on Her face - Mistress is having too much fun to stop now.
For some reason that i have never done before i begin to act like a dog as i try to use my nose as a muzzle, ever so gently muzzling Mistress' right forearm, trying to break Mistress' grip on my nipples. But it does not matter what i do, Mistress will only let go when She is good and ready. i am tormented as Mistress Adira ponders will She let me cum. "Please Mistress", i beg. i wait impatiently until i hear the words i have been waiting to hear, "slave tate I have decided to allow you to cum" says Mistress, the words i have been wanting to hear for the last 5 weeks. No time to waste now as Mistress takes Her cock in Her hand and within a few seconds, my 5 weeks of torment and frustration are over until the next time as my Mistress drains every ounce of seed from Her cock. It has none left and i collapse beneath the feet of My Goddess - mentally and physically drained and emotionally exhausted.
What a fabulous few hours it has been. Somehow i have avoided being punished twice and have been allowed to cum. What more could a slave ask for? Nothing. However i am now pondering a new dilemma - could it possibly be that i have lost the ability to cum with my own hand? Does my Mistress now control Her cock to such an extent that it will now only release seed under Her hand? Could my Goddess have that much control over me? i do not understand how or why this could happen but after today, it does appear to be a reality. How else can i explain what has happened over the last week? Twice i was given permission this week to cum with my own hand and failed. Yet Mistress Adira could achieve this feat in a matter of seconds!
A slave is never allowed to take time to dwell on the past as Mistress Adira keeps me busy with my instructions for the rest of the day and tomorrow. Another fantastic week as a slave is about to commence.
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