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Saturday 17th May 2008
i am a very happy slave this evening after having had the privilege of serving my Goddess this afternoon albeit that i have something that is about to happen tomorrow that every slave dreads - the C word - Chastity. Got off to a great start today with my weigh-in. A small loss of 0.2 kilograms which means no caning for me this week. i am pleased that i can continue to lose weight as i need to lose as much weight as i can if i wish to do something that i have wanted to do for many years.
Arrived at my Mistress' premises at midday where i was greeted by Mistress eating lunch - Mistress once again took pity on Her slave and bought some lunch for Her slave as well. Mistress had quiche and coffee - a white bread roll and butter for me. Still, something is better than nothing when you are a slave and i knelt before my Goddess eating my lovely roll! After completing lunch it was time for me to give Mistress a foot massage - one of the pleasures of being a collared slave - and after arranging the warm water with bath oil - i knelt before my Goddess whilst She soaked Her feet in the bowl reading about a Charm School on the Gold Coast and tormenting me with the possibility of having to attend. Surely not Mistress i kept thinking to myself! After soaking my Goddess' feet for about 15 minutes it was time to dry them and then to get the pumice stone and remove all the rough skin from each foot. my task was made easier by being allowed to sit in a more comfortable position but this did not change my focus as my Mistress' feet were the sole focus of my attention - nothing else was important! It is an interesting task using the rock on Mistress's skin as to be effective i have to be quite forceful yet at the same time i try to be as gentle as i can - i must never cause any discomfort to my Mistress!
Mistress's feet were in quite good condition and my task was finished in around 20 minutes as Mistress felt Her smooth skin and was pleased with my efforts. my foot pampering task was not completed yet as it was time to give my Mistress a foot massage - i enjoy giving Mistress a foot massage as i like getting my hands nice and slippery - it is fun but also good to know that Mistress enjoys having Her feet massaged. An hour has passed and my eyes have not moved from the feet of my Goddess but my task is now completed and i await for my Mistress to announce what will happen next!
Not too long for me to wait - into the dungeon - wrist cuffs on and shackled to the overhead cross bar - my mind begins to race - what will it be - nipple torment, fire play, bondage or something else! Mistress decides i should have a mild flogging, introducing me to the horsehair flogger, rubber flogger and elk flogger. The horsehair flogger is nice as it flickers around my body and although it is quite heavy and Mistress is being very gentle, i enjoy the horsehair flogger. The next flogger is different - makes much more of normal flogger noise so it sounds much worse although its effect is not that much different to the horsehair flogger. Next is the rubber flogger and this flogger is quite nasty - makes a real loud noise and has some force as it lashes my back and front. i immediately form the opinion that this is my least favourite flogger and probably the horsehair flogger is my favourite today but who knows which flogger will have that privilege in the future.
Spreadeagled on the overhead crossbar looking in the mirror Mistress has ordered me to raise my head and wants me to see the image of Her enjoyment on Her face as She wields the floggers but i focus more on my own body. The change in my body shape has been amazing over the last 12 months, i have lost some 23 kilograms and my body now has some shape. i keep looking at the mirror and detect a hint of a natural waist. Unbelievable! i have not had a natural waist for 35 years.
Mistress begins to play with Her nipples first with Her fingers, then with Her zebra vibrator, then with another toy hard to describe but some kind of female pleasure toy - Mistress' cock begins to get hard - could i possibly be allowed to cum today? It has only been 2 weeks since i was last allowed to cum - surely Mistress will not be that generous today as i usually have to wait somewhere between 4 and 7 weeks before i am allowed such a privilege.
Mistress continues to play with Her nipples and then disappears and returns with a black waist cincher - smiling at me. Mistress wants to see if this will fit on me now - it has been a long time since Mistress last tried it on me and it only just fitted last time! Mistress places it around my waist and fastens the front, then moves around to the back and begins to tie the laces. "slave tate, you have lost a lot of weight" says Mistress with glee as She places Her knee in the middle of my back - a big yank on the laces and thwack - my gut is sucked in. Could this be happening to me? For 20 years i have wanted to have the pleasure of being restrained in a corset - could it be that it may now happen? Mistress places Her foot in the small of my back again and another tug of the laces and my stomach is pulled in tight. It is an unbelievable feeling as Mistress ties the laces around my body. my level of excitement is high, my level of arousal is extreme as i look down at Mistress' cock - it is huge - standing so proudly out from my body it is obviously enjoying the sensation of me wearing a waist cincher.
Mistress continues to play with Her nipples and my body begins to twitch with excitement but the feeling is different - i have no control over the middle part of my body. my upper body moves, my lower body moves but the middle part of my body is fixed rigid, it does not move. Is this the effect of wearing a waist cincher? How exciting! Mistress places a towel on the floor - to me that only means one thing. Could this be true? Is my Mistress really going to allow me to cum today? It must be i tell myself! Mistress goes to the back of Her dungeon and returns wearing a plastic glove and some lube in Her hand - i am in heaven as Mistress grabs Her cock with Her gloved hand and begins to jerk Her cock. i am excited and want this moment to last forever when my world comes crashing down. Mistress says, "I have decided to allow you to cum today boy because tomorrow you are going into chastity". my heart sinks. Did i hear my Mistress correctly? Yes i did as my Mistress repeats those words "tomorrow you will be going into chastity boy" as Mistress' cock is ready to explode. i don't know whether to laugh or cry but soon i have no say as Mistress' cock is ready to release seed. Mistress is wanting Her slave to cum and i soon begin to cry out in ecstasy as my Mistress drains every drop of seed from Her cock - every last drop!
i remain shackled to the overhead crossbar emotionally drained - how could it be that i feel so distraught after i have just been allowed the privilege of being allowed to cum? The answer is simple - one word - the worst word a male can hear - "chastity". How degrading, how humiliating, how embarrassing, how unmanly! Before being allowed to leave Mistress reminds me that i must bring my chastity device tomorrow because after She has finished with maid marian it will be chastity time for slave tate. Is my Mistress messing with my mind? i can only hope so and if She is, then She has done a treat, however i fear that this is not an idle promise and that by this time tomorrow night, i will be locked in my chastity device. For how long, i can only hope it will be for a short period of time. But with my Mistress i never know - i hope it will only be days, but it could be weeks, or Goddess forbid, months! Oh well, i guess this is just one of the added benefits of being a collared slave - i can only hope that my Goddess gets a great deal of pleasure and enjoyment from having Her slave in chastity if that is what must happen!
i was allowed to cum today which is always a highlight for me now and it looks like i am getting that much closer to living a dream - my dream of wearing a tightly laced corset that reduces my waist by 4 - 6 inches. That is just so exciting for me! i would do anything at the moment to ensure that i get the opportunity of wearing a tight lacing corset. If i had to, i would even volunteer to go into locked chastity forever but i know that i will not have to do that for my Goddess!
Arrived at my Mistress' premises at midday where i was greeted by Mistress eating lunch - Mistress once again took pity on Her slave and bought some lunch for Her slave as well. Mistress had quiche and coffee - a white bread roll and butter for me. Still, something is better than nothing when you are a slave and i knelt before my Goddess eating my lovely roll! After completing lunch it was time for me to give Mistress a foot massage - one of the pleasures of being a collared slave - and after arranging the warm water with bath oil - i knelt before my Goddess whilst She soaked Her feet in the bowl reading about a Charm School on the Gold Coast and tormenting me with the possibility of having to attend. Surely not Mistress i kept thinking to myself! After soaking my Goddess' feet for about 15 minutes it was time to dry them and then to get the pumice stone and remove all the rough skin from each foot. my task was made easier by being allowed to sit in a more comfortable position but this did not change my focus as my Mistress' feet were the sole focus of my attention - nothing else was important! It is an interesting task using the rock on Mistress's skin as to be effective i have to be quite forceful yet at the same time i try to be as gentle as i can - i must never cause any discomfort to my Mistress!
Mistress's feet were in quite good condition and my task was finished in around 20 minutes as Mistress felt Her smooth skin and was pleased with my efforts. my foot pampering task was not completed yet as it was time to give my Mistress a foot massage - i enjoy giving Mistress a foot massage as i like getting my hands nice and slippery - it is fun but also good to know that Mistress enjoys having Her feet massaged. An hour has passed and my eyes have not moved from the feet of my Goddess but my task is now completed and i await for my Mistress to announce what will happen next!
Not too long for me to wait - into the dungeon - wrist cuffs on and shackled to the overhead cross bar - my mind begins to race - what will it be - nipple torment, fire play, bondage or something else! Mistress decides i should have a mild flogging, introducing me to the horsehair flogger, rubber flogger and elk flogger. The horsehair flogger is nice as it flickers around my body and although it is quite heavy and Mistress is being very gentle, i enjoy the horsehair flogger. The next flogger is different - makes much more of normal flogger noise so it sounds much worse although its effect is not that much different to the horsehair flogger. Next is the rubber flogger and this flogger is quite nasty - makes a real loud noise and has some force as it lashes my back and front. i immediately form the opinion that this is my least favourite flogger and probably the horsehair flogger is my favourite today but who knows which flogger will have that privilege in the future.
Spreadeagled on the overhead crossbar looking in the mirror Mistress has ordered me to raise my head and wants me to see the image of Her enjoyment on Her face as She wields the floggers but i focus more on my own body. The change in my body shape has been amazing over the last 12 months, i have lost some 23 kilograms and my body now has some shape. i keep looking at the mirror and detect a hint of a natural waist. Unbelievable! i have not had a natural waist for 35 years.
Mistress begins to play with Her nipples first with Her fingers, then with Her zebra vibrator, then with another toy hard to describe but some kind of female pleasure toy - Mistress' cock begins to get hard - could i possibly be allowed to cum today? It has only been 2 weeks since i was last allowed to cum - surely Mistress will not be that generous today as i usually have to wait somewhere between 4 and 7 weeks before i am allowed such a privilege.
Mistress continues to play with Her nipples and then disappears and returns with a black waist cincher - smiling at me. Mistress wants to see if this will fit on me now - it has been a long time since Mistress last tried it on me and it only just fitted last time! Mistress places it around my waist and fastens the front, then moves around to the back and begins to tie the laces. "slave tate, you have lost a lot of weight" says Mistress with glee as She places Her knee in the middle of my back - a big yank on the laces and thwack - my gut is sucked in. Could this be happening to me? For 20 years i have wanted to have the pleasure of being restrained in a corset - could it be that it may now happen? Mistress places Her foot in the small of my back again and another tug of the laces and my stomach is pulled in tight. It is an unbelievable feeling as Mistress ties the laces around my body. my level of excitement is high, my level of arousal is extreme as i look down at Mistress' cock - it is huge - standing so proudly out from my body it is obviously enjoying the sensation of me wearing a waist cincher.
Mistress continues to play with Her nipples and my body begins to twitch with excitement but the feeling is different - i have no control over the middle part of my body. my upper body moves, my lower body moves but the middle part of my body is fixed rigid, it does not move. Is this the effect of wearing a waist cincher? How exciting! Mistress places a towel on the floor - to me that only means one thing. Could this be true? Is my Mistress really going to allow me to cum today? It must be i tell myself! Mistress goes to the back of Her dungeon and returns wearing a plastic glove and some lube in Her hand - i am in heaven as Mistress grabs Her cock with Her gloved hand and begins to jerk Her cock. i am excited and want this moment to last forever when my world comes crashing down. Mistress says, "I have decided to allow you to cum today boy because tomorrow you are going into chastity". my heart sinks. Did i hear my Mistress correctly? Yes i did as my Mistress repeats those words "tomorrow you will be going into chastity boy" as Mistress' cock is ready to explode. i don't know whether to laugh or cry but soon i have no say as Mistress' cock is ready to release seed. Mistress is wanting Her slave to cum and i soon begin to cry out in ecstasy as my Mistress drains every drop of seed from Her cock - every last drop!
i remain shackled to the overhead crossbar emotionally drained - how could it be that i feel so distraught after i have just been allowed the privilege of being allowed to cum? The answer is simple - one word - the worst word a male can hear - "chastity". How degrading, how humiliating, how embarrassing, how unmanly! Before being allowed to leave Mistress reminds me that i must bring my chastity device tomorrow because after She has finished with maid marian it will be chastity time for slave tate. Is my Mistress messing with my mind? i can only hope so and if She is, then She has done a treat, however i fear that this is not an idle promise and that by this time tomorrow night, i will be locked in my chastity device. For how long, i can only hope it will be for a short period of time. But with my Mistress i never know - i hope it will only be days, but it could be weeks, or Goddess forbid, months! Oh well, i guess this is just one of the added benefits of being a collared slave - i can only hope that my Goddess gets a great deal of pleasure and enjoyment from having Her slave in chastity if that is what must happen!
i was allowed to cum today which is always a highlight for me now and it looks like i am getting that much closer to living a dream - my dream of wearing a tightly laced corset that reduces my waist by 4 - 6 inches. That is just so exciting for me! i would do anything at the moment to ensure that i get the opportunity of wearing a tight lacing corset. If i had to, i would even volunteer to go into locked chastity forever but i know that i will not have to do that for my Goddess!
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