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Monday 26th May 2008
i am a slightly worried slave this evening - Mistress has stated that i am required to keep count of the number of arousals i have with Her cock each 24 hour period - Mistress as She does - torments me from time to time by stating that depending upon the result i may get punished at the weekend. What punishment i may receive, Mistress refuses to give any indication - no matter how hard i tried to find out so i will just have to speculate and fantasize for the next few days just what my punishment may be!
Today Mistress' cock has been aroused 7 times so far - 3 times during the night, once on the train this morning, once at work, once on the train home and once during conversations with my Goddess. i do not know but i suspect that Mistress is not happy with Her cock getting aroused so much whilst it is in locked chastity. i am not sure whilst being in locked chastity should mean no form of arousal for me - after all isn't being in locked chastity punishment enough? However, if i can cope with the pain from the points of intrigue and from it being kept in the small cage, then that should be my pleasure but i am beginning to think that being in locked chastity is supposed to be about denying me any pleasure.
my biggest problems seem to arrive when i sleep - my mind never stops. Life is so exciting as a collared slave and there is always something to get me excited, always something to dream about, so sleeping is not good for me if i am not supposed to get Mistress' cock aroused. Last night Mistress' cock was aroused at 1.15am, 3.12am and 5.27am this morning - Mistress says that if i cannot control Her cock then i should place an ice pack on Her cock to stop it from getting aroused - as if i am going to put an ice pack on Her cock at these ridiculously early hours of the morning.
One thing that i have been able to do is to learn to sleep on the train going to work - helps make up for some of the sleep that i miss out on by getting up at 6.00am every morning. Whilst catching up on my sleep on the train my thoughts are always about my Goddess and just what has happened yesterday or what may happen today. Either way Mistress' cock gets very aroused on the train and it has become quite a habit of mine over the last few months.
Things are usually pretty busy at work so not much spare time to sit and dream but there was a bit of time around 1.30pm when i did get Mistress' cock aroused and then it was time to head home when it was aroused again. What else is there to do after you have read MX - nothing, so may as well get an erection. Mistress' cock always gets aroused when i interact with my Goddess on Messenger and tonight Mistress was in a very frisky mood - every time i answered a question, i just seemed to get myself further and further into trouble but eventually i managed to extricate myself without getting myself into too much trouble. Of course with all this interaction, Mistress' cock has no choice but to get aroused - there is only so much tease and torment any cock can take before it will react.
i have no idea if 7 arousals of Mistress' cock is a good result or not - all will be revealed on the weekend however i will continue to tell my Mistress the truth because if i am not controlling Her cock in the correct manner, then i deserve to be punished so that i do learn to control Her cock to the required standard. No matter how difficult it may appear to a normal male because i am not a normal male - i am a collared slave and different rules apply to me - Mistress Adira's rules!
Today Mistress' cock has been aroused 7 times so far - 3 times during the night, once on the train this morning, once at work, once on the train home and once during conversations with my Goddess. i do not know but i suspect that Mistress is not happy with Her cock getting aroused so much whilst it is in locked chastity. i am not sure whilst being in locked chastity should mean no form of arousal for me - after all isn't being in locked chastity punishment enough? However, if i can cope with the pain from the points of intrigue and from it being kept in the small cage, then that should be my pleasure but i am beginning to think that being in locked chastity is supposed to be about denying me any pleasure.
my biggest problems seem to arrive when i sleep - my mind never stops. Life is so exciting as a collared slave and there is always something to get me excited, always something to dream about, so sleeping is not good for me if i am not supposed to get Mistress' cock aroused. Last night Mistress' cock was aroused at 1.15am, 3.12am and 5.27am this morning - Mistress says that if i cannot control Her cock then i should place an ice pack on Her cock to stop it from getting aroused - as if i am going to put an ice pack on Her cock at these ridiculously early hours of the morning.
One thing that i have been able to do is to learn to sleep on the train going to work - helps make up for some of the sleep that i miss out on by getting up at 6.00am every morning. Whilst catching up on my sleep on the train my thoughts are always about my Goddess and just what has happened yesterday or what may happen today. Either way Mistress' cock gets very aroused on the train and it has become quite a habit of mine over the last few months.
Things are usually pretty busy at work so not much spare time to sit and dream but there was a bit of time around 1.30pm when i did get Mistress' cock aroused and then it was time to head home when it was aroused again. What else is there to do after you have read MX - nothing, so may as well get an erection. Mistress' cock always gets aroused when i interact with my Goddess on Messenger and tonight Mistress was in a very frisky mood - every time i answered a question, i just seemed to get myself further and further into trouble but eventually i managed to extricate myself without getting myself into too much trouble. Of course with all this interaction, Mistress' cock has no choice but to get aroused - there is only so much tease and torment any cock can take before it will react.
i have no idea if 7 arousals of Mistress' cock is a good result or not - all will be revealed on the weekend however i will continue to tell my Mistress the truth because if i am not controlling Her cock in the correct manner, then i deserve to be punished so that i do learn to control Her cock to the required standard. No matter how difficult it may appear to a normal male because i am not a normal male - i am a collared slave and different rules apply to me - Mistress Adira's rules!
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