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Monday 2nd June 2008
Mistress allowed me to take the day off work today so that i could attend my appointment with the skin specialist - passed with flying colors - the doctor even paid me a compliment by saying my skin is very healthy which is good to know. Whilst that was good news, i am struggling to come to grips with being free from locked chastity. At least it is a pleasure to go to the toilet again - standing and just pointing is so much easier and quicker! However i have lost all my desire to play with Mistress' nipples and/or cock - could 11 days in locked chastity have changed me so much or is it just a temporary change? i hope it is only temporary!
Last night Mistress instructed me to play with my toy for 10 minutes on Her nipples 5 times. Normally such a task is a pleasure and very stimulating for me but last night it was a chore. i did not look forward to having to repeat the task 4 more times after i had completed my task for the 1st time. It was more like a punishment rather than a pleasure! Mistress' cock did become aroused each time but my enthusiasm for the task just was not there. For a person who used to spend many hours a day playing with his cock, this is a remarkable change in behaviour for me. i am beginning to wonder: if 11 days in locked chastity has this much of an effect on me, what would 4 or 6 weeks do to me? The thought is too horrendous!
Mistress announced last night that from now on whenever i have a day off work i will be required to do an additional walk - no rest for me Mistress said. i was surprised at this but then again, it is only a small price to pay for having a day off work! However my surprises have not finished yet as due to the weather being so wet today, i was unable to go for my walk, so Mistress announced that no walk means no chocolate treat this week. i am not happy about that - i have given up a lot of things over the last 12 months beer, potato chips, lollies, coke and many other things, but Mistress has allowed me to have at least 1 chocolate bar each week. i love chocolate so much and this is a very big sacrifice for me not to have a chocolate treat this week but what can i do? Nothing! i have given my Mistress control of my life and if Mistress says no chocolate bar this week then no chocolate bar it will be. It looks like i will be doing all my walks in future, rain or sunshine!
my bottom is starting to clear today - very disappointing the marks do not last longer than a day or two! Still, i won't be walking in front of my Goddess again just to get some more marks as i know my punishment will be much more severe should i reoffend as a collared slave should never make the same mistake twice!
Last night Mistress instructed me to play with my toy for 10 minutes on Her nipples 5 times. Normally such a task is a pleasure and very stimulating for me but last night it was a chore. i did not look forward to having to repeat the task 4 more times after i had completed my task for the 1st time. It was more like a punishment rather than a pleasure! Mistress' cock did become aroused each time but my enthusiasm for the task just was not there. For a person who used to spend many hours a day playing with his cock, this is a remarkable change in behaviour for me. i am beginning to wonder: if 11 days in locked chastity has this much of an effect on me, what would 4 or 6 weeks do to me? The thought is too horrendous!
Mistress announced last night that from now on whenever i have a day off work i will be required to do an additional walk - no rest for me Mistress said. i was surprised at this but then again, it is only a small price to pay for having a day off work! However my surprises have not finished yet as due to the weather being so wet today, i was unable to go for my walk, so Mistress announced that no walk means no chocolate treat this week. i am not happy about that - i have given up a lot of things over the last 12 months beer, potato chips, lollies, coke and many other things, but Mistress has allowed me to have at least 1 chocolate bar each week. i love chocolate so much and this is a very big sacrifice for me not to have a chocolate treat this week but what can i do? Nothing! i have given my Mistress control of my life and if Mistress says no chocolate bar this week then no chocolate bar it will be. It looks like i will be doing all my walks in future, rain or sunshine!
my bottom is starting to clear today - very disappointing the marks do not last longer than a day or two! Still, i won't be walking in front of my Goddess again just to get some more marks as i know my punishment will be much more severe should i reoffend as a collared slave should never make the same mistake twice!
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