i have been in a strange mood all day today - don't know why. It all started this morning when the alarm went off at 6.00am as usual but i did not want to get up, in fact not only did i not want to get up, i did not get up, turned the alarm off, rolled over and went back to sleep, How long for i did not care! Eventually i awoke at 7.45am. Do i get up now and go to work or stay in bed and tell Mistress that Her slave has had another day off work? i decided to go to work - after all how would i tell Mistress that Her slave was too lazy to go to work today! i arrived at work at 10.15am, some 2 hours later than normal but i guess the old saying of better late then never Mistress!

Traveling on the train i realized that i have not had my daily erection on the train. How could this be?  No longer in locked chastity and for the 1st time in 2 weeks, no erection on the train. i cannot understand but then again, i have given up trying to work out how a male's cock works a long time ago. That is now Mistress' problem to understand how this cock works - good luck Mistress because i had no idea after 30 odd years! i am hoping this does not last for too much longer although i am sure Mistress would be quite pleased about this change in my desires and may like it to continue forever!

The weather has cleared remarkably well today - no more rain. So arriving home at my normal time around 5.30pm (just because i get to work 2 hours late does not mean that i stay 2 hours longer), and it was time to get changed and go for my walk. The good news is that because i did go for my walk this evening, Mistress has agreed that i can still have my chocolate treat for this week - very lucky for me!

Once again this evening i continue to have no desire to have an erection or play with Mistress' nipples and/or cock. i am beginning to become a bit concerned now, a male that does not get an erection is not really a male but what is he? i do not know - perhaps it is a slave! Mistress has not set me any tasks today or this evening, occasionally i do have a quiet day and i am very appreciative of having a bit of quiet time every now and then because i know that it is very rare for me now!

Hopefully i will be a bit keener to go to work tomorrow as my Mistress may not be too happy if i do not go to work till 10.00am again!