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Friday 6th June 2008
A very quiet day today for me - woke up at 6.00am as usual and had a quiet day at work - even had time to get my haircut today. Look nice and neat again now! Finished work around 5.00pm and by the time i got home it was off for my postponed walk from yesterday - no point in trying to get another postponement and then dinner time. i am always in a quandary when it comes to dinner on Fridays. Do i eat or fast so that i will get my weight under that of last week? i decide that eating is far more important than any possible punishment from my weigh-in tomorrow so it is lamb chops for dinner again for me this evening.
i now realize that it has been 4 weeks since i was last permitted to have an orgasm. Perhaps i maybe lucky this weekend and Mistress may allow me this privilege. i may be lulling myself into a false sense of hope but surely i have more hope of being allowed an orgasm when i am not in a period of locked chastity? Speaking of period of locked chastity i am still struggling to get a decent nights sleep - i am lucky if i get more than 4 hours of solid sleep still so my sufferance in terms of sleep deprivation continues. Sufferance is one of Mistress' favourite words for Her slave now but how much sufferance is sufficient for my Goddess' pleasure i do not know yet! Still no news from my Mistress as to what the exciting plans Mistress has for maid marian so it may be a few more sleepless nights ahead for me until Mistress decides it is time to reveal Her new plans for maid marian!
Mistress continues to take control of my life as i am now getting more and more TV shows that i am allowed to watch - two shows on the ABC are now part of my slave life. It is very exciting to see just how my life has changed and just what impact my Goddess is having on me - it will not be too long (probably a few years) when my Goddess will finally control everything that i do and i will need to ask Her permission to do anything!
i now realize that it has been 4 weeks since i was last permitted to have an orgasm. Perhaps i maybe lucky this weekend and Mistress may allow me this privilege. i may be lulling myself into a false sense of hope but surely i have more hope of being allowed an orgasm when i am not in a period of locked chastity? Speaking of period of locked chastity i am still struggling to get a decent nights sleep - i am lucky if i get more than 4 hours of solid sleep still so my sufferance in terms of sleep deprivation continues. Sufferance is one of Mistress' favourite words for Her slave now but how much sufferance is sufficient for my Goddess' pleasure i do not know yet! Still no news from my Mistress as to what the exciting plans Mistress has for maid marian so it may be a few more sleepless nights ahead for me until Mistress decides it is time to reveal Her new plans for maid marian!
Mistress continues to take control of my life as i am now getting more and more TV shows that i am allowed to watch - two shows on the ABC are now part of my slave life. It is very exciting to see just how my life has changed and just what impact my Goddess is having on me - it will not be too long (probably a few years) when my Goddess will finally control everything that i do and i will need to ask Her permission to do anything!
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