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Monday 9th June 2008
i am still on a high from yesterday but Mistress soon bought me back to earth - i was to spend all day as maid marian today she said with glee this morning. Still, being maid marian is not a chore for me, it is an absolute pleasure as Enforced Feminisation is one of my favorite fetishes! A day off work and time for another walk for me. i did not wake up till 9.00am this morning - i must have been exhausted after yesterday's session. As soon as i have completed breakfast, a quick check outside and as it is not raining, off i go and cross my fingers and hope that i do not get wet!
Luck is on my side as i complete my walk without getting wet. One of the dangers of walking so often is that it gives me plenty of thinking time - this can be dangerous for a slave but today it gives me time to recall some of the comments my Mistress made yesterday. The one comment that sticks firmly in my mind is Mistress states that i will be re-entering locked chastity again soon and that it will not be for 2 weeks next time - it will be for at least 2 months. Holy shit, 2 months i think as my walking pace quickens! i do get confused in my own mind about locked chastity. i get terribly excited about the build up and the prospect of locked chastity but once i commence the period of locked chastity i do not enjoy it, i just endure it!
i also think that Mistress understands me better than i understand myself at times! During the session yesterday Mistress and i discussed my feelings about fireplay and then Mistress announced that i appear to get more excited about the build up to being punished and then admiring the results of my punishment in the mirror than i do about receiving the punishment itself. my Mistress is completely correct. The most exciting part for me about any punishment is the lead up to the actual punishment and then the after effects of such a punishment, but the actual punishment itself is not pleasurable or exciting. But then again, i suppose it is not meant to be pleasurable or exciting for me as it is for my Mistress!
Mistress continues to keep me on my toes and today i was given another written assignment - i have to write an essay about my feelings about losing so much weight. i do not know where my Mistress gets all these crazy ideas from but they certainly do challenge me mentally! i am so lucky to have such an innovative Mistress as it so much better to have to use my brain to do a written assignment rather than have to be bored to tears and write 100 lines of repetitive mumbo jumbo!
i have a busy couple of days ahead with work - tomorrow i am off interstate for the day and then on a training course out of the office for two days. i hope these changes to my "normal" routine will not have too much of an effect on my weight for this week. There is never any guarantee that my Mistress will be in a generous mood with Her slave for any indiscretions that may not be entirely my fault!
Luck is on my side as i complete my walk without getting wet. One of the dangers of walking so often is that it gives me plenty of thinking time - this can be dangerous for a slave but today it gives me time to recall some of the comments my Mistress made yesterday. The one comment that sticks firmly in my mind is Mistress states that i will be re-entering locked chastity again soon and that it will not be for 2 weeks next time - it will be for at least 2 months. Holy shit, 2 months i think as my walking pace quickens! i do get confused in my own mind about locked chastity. i get terribly excited about the build up and the prospect of locked chastity but once i commence the period of locked chastity i do not enjoy it, i just endure it!
i also think that Mistress understands me better than i understand myself at times! During the session yesterday Mistress and i discussed my feelings about fireplay and then Mistress announced that i appear to get more excited about the build up to being punished and then admiring the results of my punishment in the mirror than i do about receiving the punishment itself. my Mistress is completely correct. The most exciting part for me about any punishment is the lead up to the actual punishment and then the after effects of such a punishment, but the actual punishment itself is not pleasurable or exciting. But then again, i suppose it is not meant to be pleasurable or exciting for me as it is for my Mistress!
Mistress continues to keep me on my toes and today i was given another written assignment - i have to write an essay about my feelings about losing so much weight. i do not know where my Mistress gets all these crazy ideas from but they certainly do challenge me mentally! i am so lucky to have such an innovative Mistress as it so much better to have to use my brain to do a written assignment rather than have to be bored to tears and write 100 lines of repetitive mumbo jumbo!
i have a busy couple of days ahead with work - tomorrow i am off interstate for the day and then on a training course out of the office for two days. i hope these changes to my "normal" routine will not have too much of an effect on my weight for this week. There is never any guarantee that my Mistress will be in a generous mood with Her slave for any indiscretions that may not be entirely my fault!
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