Tuesday 10th June 2008
Who would have ever thought that being in locked chastity would come in handy one day - well today it did. i had to travel interstate for work today and it was up at 3.30am for me to catch a 6.00am flight and then not returning home till 9.30pm. What does locked chastity have to do with this? Well having had only four hours sleeps a night for 11 nights whilst in locked chastity came in very handy as i have been able to survive all day on only four hours of sleep!
However my excitement for today is huge as today has been a very significant day for me in my development and maturity as a slave. For the first time since becoming a collared slave, i have been able to travel interstate, be exposed to free alcohol all day, and i have not had one alcoholic drink all day. i would have thought that was impossible for me and previously i have felt very ashamed of myself when i have returned home and had to confess to my Goddess that i had disobeyed Her instructions. Last night Mistress stated no alcohol today and today i did not have any alcohol! i was determined to do what my Goddess wanted and it did not matter what i was offered, i was not going to succumb!
i am feeling very proud of myself for finally being able to do what my Goddess has insisted and although in reality it should not be such a big deal, but to me it was almost a mission impossible. i suppose i have made it hard for myself in future as now that i have done it once, there is no excuse for any new failures but then again, there should be no more failures for me now!
i arrived home just in time to watch Ladette to Lady and now it is off to bed early tonight as i have a few hours sleep to catch up on!
However my excitement for today is huge as today has been a very significant day for me in my development and maturity as a slave. For the first time since becoming a collared slave, i have been able to travel interstate, be exposed to free alcohol all day, and i have not had one alcoholic drink all day. i would have thought that was impossible for me and previously i have felt very ashamed of myself when i have returned home and had to confess to my Goddess that i had disobeyed Her instructions. Last night Mistress stated no alcohol today and today i did not have any alcohol! i was determined to do what my Goddess wanted and it did not matter what i was offered, i was not going to succumb!
i am feeling very proud of myself for finally being able to do what my Goddess has insisted and although in reality it should not be such a big deal, but to me it was almost a mission impossible. i suppose i have made it hard for myself in future as now that i have done it once, there is no excuse for any new failures but then again, there should be no more failures for me now!
i arrived home just in time to watch Ladette to Lady and now it is off to bed early tonight as i have a few hours sleep to catch up on!
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