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Monday 16th June 2008
i am a very bored slave this evening - have had absolutely no contact from my Goddess since 5.00pm yesterday - i feel as though my throat has been cut. No seriously, it is always a strange feeling when i do not have daily contact with my Goddess. The reason is that serving my Goddess has become my life, there is nothing more important in my life that i want to do and when i have no contact from my Goddess i am lost. i do not know what to do as i do not normally have to make any decisions about what i will do and when anymore because for the last twelve months my Mistress has made all of those decisions for me!
As i have been left to my own devices i have tried to keep myself busy but there is only so much a collared slave can do without permission. After cooking dinner i decided to do some washing - wash maid's marian uniform and petticoat. she must have a nice clean uniform for when she is required next. After completing my washing i even had time to do my stretching exercises - i am supposed to do these every day but i have not had time over the last 4 weeks to do them much at all - in fact i think i have only been able to do them about 4 times in the last 4 weeks! This was partly due to being in locked chastity and then being kept busy as maid marian! However tonight i was good and by 8.30pm i had completed my washing and stretching exercises and then what!
Well i could not play with Mistress' cock and/or nipples as i had not been given permission to do that so i sat at my computer waiting for my Mistress to give me a nudge! But no nudge tonight from Mistress so it has just been a bit of surfing on the net and it looks like it will be an early night to bed for me. After all what else can i do? Nothing! i can't eat or drink anything, i cannot go out anywhere and have a few drinks so i may as well go to bed.
i have been spoilt by the amount of contact i have had with my Goddess recently and whilst i hope to speak with my Goddess every night and have a task to do every minute of every day, i know that will not always happen and i have to appreciate that fact and be patient. However the longer my Mistress takes to contact me again, will only increase my level of anticipation and excitement because it just makes me cherish and appreciate even more, every contact that i do have with my Goddess!
As i have been left to my own devices i have tried to keep myself busy but there is only so much a collared slave can do without permission. After cooking dinner i decided to do some washing - wash maid's marian uniform and petticoat. she must have a nice clean uniform for when she is required next. After completing my washing i even had time to do my stretching exercises - i am supposed to do these every day but i have not had time over the last 4 weeks to do them much at all - in fact i think i have only been able to do them about 4 times in the last 4 weeks! This was partly due to being in locked chastity and then being kept busy as maid marian! However tonight i was good and by 8.30pm i had completed my washing and stretching exercises and then what!
Well i could not play with Mistress' cock and/or nipples as i had not been given permission to do that so i sat at my computer waiting for my Mistress to give me a nudge! But no nudge tonight from Mistress so it has just been a bit of surfing on the net and it looks like it will be an early night to bed for me. After all what else can i do? Nothing! i can't eat or drink anything, i cannot go out anywhere and have a few drinks so i may as well go to bed.
i have been spoilt by the amount of contact i have had with my Goddess recently and whilst i hope to speak with my Goddess every night and have a task to do every minute of every day, i know that will not always happen and i have to appreciate that fact and be patient. However the longer my Mistress takes to contact me again, will only increase my level of anticipation and excitement because it just makes me cherish and appreciate even more, every contact that i do have with my Goddess!
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