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Wednesday 18th June 2008
What a very exciting day for me in more ways than one. Mistress has announced that a very exciting change is going to happen very shortly that will mean my life as a collared slave will never be the same again. Mistress has requested that i purchase a webcam for my laptop so that She will be able to keep Her eye on me. Tonight Mistress used Her webcam so that i could see Her but She could not see me. It is very hard to describe how it felt being able to see my Goddess - scary, intimidating, unnerving are words that immediately come to mind. my mind has been racing since this news contemplating the impact this change will have and i have come up with only one conclusion - the impact is going to be massive. As Mistress said She will be able to see my face when i am telling Her porkies (as if i would ever do that Mistress) and that She would be able to see what Her slave is doing at any time. Mistress' cock was very, very excited about this news and about the privilege and luxury it was having this evening by looking at the image of my Goddess. Holy moley, what is it going to be like when i have a webcamera and the interaction is two way? It is going to mean 100% obedience from me at all times from now on as i will have nowhere to hide. my dream of being under the total control of my Goddess is going to be reality and it will be very interesting to see how i cope with being under such scrutiny and control. i know i can cope because i will have to cope or it will be punishment after punishment for me!
Today i was ordered to carry my toy with me at work today. Mistress does not know how embarrassing it is to have to carry a 4" vibrator in your pocket all day. Just how would i explain this to anyone should they see it? Apart from this, my day was quite relaxing at work until around 1.30pm when i received a SMS from my Goddess. For some reason i did not read the message until 1.50pm, i was too busy talking to a female co-worker when i eventually read the message. i was required to use my toy on my nipples at 1.45pm for 4 minutes, at 2.30pm for 6 minutes and at 3.30pm pm for 8 minutes. So much for a quiet relaxing day at work! i had a mild panic attack as i had already missed the first part of my task. That would teach me not to read my messages immediately but i do have to be careful where i read my messages, never know who may be looking over my shoulder!
Rather than panic too much, i just went straight to the toilet at 1.55pm and hoped that the cubicles were not occupied - it is very difficult to play with a vibrator with a male sitting in the next cubicle! Luckily for me there was no-one else present in the cubicles so i shut the door, pulled out my toy, unbuttoned my shirt and began to play as instructed. It is amazing just how humiliating it is to play with my toy in the cubicle Mistress cock is hard and erect within seconds, my ears strain to hear the sound of anyone else entering the toilet and yet i want to stimulate Mistress' cock like anything. i no longer seemed to have started when the timer goes off and my 4 minutes has elapsed - time to re-dress, await for Mistress' cock to subside as it is very embarrassing to walk out of a male cubicle with a full-on erection. One part of my task completed only 2 more to go!
i respond to my Goddess that i have received Her message and then before i know it is rapidly approaching 2.30pm and time for me to go to the toilet again. Hopefully people do not notice my frequent visits to the toilet! i am far more cautious this time as 6 minutes is a very, very long time to be on a knife's edge so i do not really relax and enjoy my task from now on - it is more of a matter of survival and just not getting caught. This time is fine as once again no-one else enters a cubicle although an unidentified person does use the urinal which causes me to pause for about 60 seconds that damn buzzing noise only a vibrator makes!
It is not long before i am back in the toilet for a 3rd time today and this time it is for 8 minutes - luckily for me i am often away from my desk for long periods so no-one notices such a long absence, not that my Mistress would care! i use the end cubicle as someone else is in the other end cubicle but they leave shortly after so i am able to play with my toy for the full 8 minutes. i am very relieved that i have completed my task now without getting caught but has anyone noticed how often i need to go to the toilet? i certainly hope not!
my day of stimulation was not over yet and although Mistress' cock has been in a very aroused state for most of the evening as i have been watching my Goddess on webcam - Mistress announced that i was to use my toy on Her nipples for 15 minutes at 9.30pm. i have just completed my task and Mistress' cock has been very pleased with this additional stimulation - it has been very excited about this evening's event. It will continue to be aroused for most of the night as it is going to take me a few hours/days to return to some form of normality as i am genuinely excited about having a webcam and hope to purchase one tomorrow and then i will be waiting anxiously to see just when and how often Mistress will be keeping Her eye on me!
Today i was ordered to carry my toy with me at work today. Mistress does not know how embarrassing it is to have to carry a 4" vibrator in your pocket all day. Just how would i explain this to anyone should they see it? Apart from this, my day was quite relaxing at work until around 1.30pm when i received a SMS from my Goddess. For some reason i did not read the message until 1.50pm, i was too busy talking to a female co-worker when i eventually read the message. i was required to use my toy on my nipples at 1.45pm for 4 minutes, at 2.30pm for 6 minutes and at 3.30pm pm for 8 minutes. So much for a quiet relaxing day at work! i had a mild panic attack as i had already missed the first part of my task. That would teach me not to read my messages immediately but i do have to be careful where i read my messages, never know who may be looking over my shoulder!
Rather than panic too much, i just went straight to the toilet at 1.55pm and hoped that the cubicles were not occupied - it is very difficult to play with a vibrator with a male sitting in the next cubicle! Luckily for me there was no-one else present in the cubicles so i shut the door, pulled out my toy, unbuttoned my shirt and began to play as instructed. It is amazing just how humiliating it is to play with my toy in the cubicle Mistress cock is hard and erect within seconds, my ears strain to hear the sound of anyone else entering the toilet and yet i want to stimulate Mistress' cock like anything. i no longer seemed to have started when the timer goes off and my 4 minutes has elapsed - time to re-dress, await for Mistress' cock to subside as it is very embarrassing to walk out of a male cubicle with a full-on erection. One part of my task completed only 2 more to go!
i respond to my Goddess that i have received Her message and then before i know it is rapidly approaching 2.30pm and time for me to go to the toilet again. Hopefully people do not notice my frequent visits to the toilet! i am far more cautious this time as 6 minutes is a very, very long time to be on a knife's edge so i do not really relax and enjoy my task from now on - it is more of a matter of survival and just not getting caught. This time is fine as once again no-one else enters a cubicle although an unidentified person does use the urinal which causes me to pause for about 60 seconds that damn buzzing noise only a vibrator makes!
It is not long before i am back in the toilet for a 3rd time today and this time it is for 8 minutes - luckily for me i am often away from my desk for long periods so no-one notices such a long absence, not that my Mistress would care! i use the end cubicle as someone else is in the other end cubicle but they leave shortly after so i am able to play with my toy for the full 8 minutes. i am very relieved that i have completed my task now without getting caught but has anyone noticed how often i need to go to the toilet? i certainly hope not!
my day of stimulation was not over yet and although Mistress' cock has been in a very aroused state for most of the evening as i have been watching my Goddess on webcam - Mistress announced that i was to use my toy on Her nipples for 15 minutes at 9.30pm. i have just completed my task and Mistress' cock has been very pleased with this additional stimulation - it has been very excited about this evening's event. It will continue to be aroused for most of the night as it is going to take me a few hours/days to return to some form of normality as i am genuinely excited about having a webcam and hope to purchase one tomorrow and then i will be waiting anxiously to see just when and how often Mistress will be keeping Her eye on me!
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