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Wednesday 2nd July 2008
i have had my best day in chastity ever - somehow i have managed to get through a whole 24 hour period without getting an erection, which means no pain! Beautiful! i never would have thought it possible that i could go through a 24 hour period without getting an erection! What has Mistress Adira done to me? Hopefully i will not lose the ability to get an erection permanently because what is a person who does not get an erection? They are not male! That is the overwhelming feeling that i have this evening and that is, i am no longer a male. After all how could i possibly be? Unable to get an erection and have to sit every time i go to the toilet. That is probably the most humiliating and most difficult part of being in locked chastity it is so deflating to a male ego to be forced to sit every time it needs to go to the toilet. Only women sit to pee!
Eventually went to bed around 11.30pm and got to sleep about an hour later which is not too bad on previous attempts at sleeping in chastity! The great news was that because i got no erection, i slept right through the night until my alarm went of at 6.00am. No worries about me getting up early from now on. There is no need for me to stay in bed now as i cannot play with Mistress' nipples and/or cock this month so it will be easier to get to work on time! Traveling on the train i usually have a nap, think about Mistress Adira and get Her cock aroused as much as i can. Today i tried not to think of my Goddess (i know that is probably not very good Mistress) but i have to make some sacrifices to survive a month in chastity!
The other hardest thing about being in chastity is boredom. i have lived my life playing/stimulating my cock and without that, what else can a male do? Nothing! To add to my woes, Mistress Adira advised that She was going out tonight so i was left to stay at home and amuse myself. Pretty hard to amuse oneself when in chastity Mistress so i had to resort to watching State of Origin (it could have been worse)!
Without trying to get too carried away every time at being placed in chastity, i do feel more and more comfortable and if i can continue to control Mistress' cock and not get an erection, then being in chastity will not be that bad!!
i cannot believe that not one person has made a single comment about my feminine eyebrows. The biggest danger is that this may encourage Mistress Adira to do some more adventurous things to me! i was going to adopt a more mature approach to being placed in locked chastity and so far i think i have done much better than any attempt previously. my big concern is that i may be able to control Mistress' cock for one day but will i be able to keep control for 31 days? Only time will tell!
Eventually went to bed around 11.30pm and got to sleep about an hour later which is not too bad on previous attempts at sleeping in chastity! The great news was that because i got no erection, i slept right through the night until my alarm went of at 6.00am. No worries about me getting up early from now on. There is no need for me to stay in bed now as i cannot play with Mistress' nipples and/or cock this month so it will be easier to get to work on time! Traveling on the train i usually have a nap, think about Mistress Adira and get Her cock aroused as much as i can. Today i tried not to think of my Goddess (i know that is probably not very good Mistress) but i have to make some sacrifices to survive a month in chastity!
The other hardest thing about being in chastity is boredom. i have lived my life playing/stimulating my cock and without that, what else can a male do? Nothing! To add to my woes, Mistress Adira advised that She was going out tonight so i was left to stay at home and amuse myself. Pretty hard to amuse oneself when in chastity Mistress so i had to resort to watching State of Origin (it could have been worse)!
Without trying to get too carried away every time at being placed in chastity, i do feel more and more comfortable and if i can continue to control Mistress' cock and not get an erection, then being in chastity will not be that bad!!
i cannot believe that not one person has made a single comment about my feminine eyebrows. The biggest danger is that this may encourage Mistress Adira to do some more adventurous things to me! i was going to adopt a more mature approach to being placed in locked chastity and so far i think i have done much better than any attempt previously. my big concern is that i may be able to control Mistress' cock for one day but will i be able to keep control for 31 days? Only time will tell!
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