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Friday 4th July 2008
There were no 4th of July celebrations for me today. With a weigh-in tomorrow as well as being in locked chastity, what do i have to celebrate? i am a bit concerned about tomorrow's weigh-in more than normal because i am worried that by being in locked chastity has meant that i may not paid as much attention to my weight this week and i do not have any real idea what to expect tomorrow! i am fearing the worst right now and i may well have to rely on the kindness and fairness of Mistress Adira to avoid being punished tomorrow. How harsh would that be to be in locked chastity and punished at the same time for not losing weight during the week? Surely i cannot be expected to do good when i am being asked to do so many difficult and challenging tasks at the same time!
i have survived three days in chastity and i am beginning to lose my patience. So far i have been in pretty good control and have been able to keep Mistress' cock in check, but i am beginning to lose the will to keep it under control! Whilst it will not be able to do much, the odd erection is very healthy for my psyche and so i may have to endure some pain from those points of intrigue just to feel like a man again! i can tell from my conversations with Mistress Adira that She really does enjoy having a slave in locked chastity. She has absolutely no intention of releasing me until She is ready and not one minute before!
The good news is that i have forgotten about my lovely feminine eyebrows and i am no longer trying to hide my face from the view of other people. i do not care what people say or think. This is my look and this is how i will continue to look unless my Goddess wishes to enhance my appearance by making further changes!
i think my days and nights are about to become much harder [really slave tate, was that pun intentional???]. The novelty and excitement of being placed in locked chastity is wearing off at a rapid pace and the level of torment for me is rising every day [that sounds like a Freudian slip to Me!]. What will i be like in 28 more days time? i even suggested to Mistress Adira that perhaps Her cock could be released for 30 minutes every day but Mistress was in no mood to hear such RUBBISH!
i have survived three days in chastity and i am beginning to lose my patience. So far i have been in pretty good control and have been able to keep Mistress' cock in check, but i am beginning to lose the will to keep it under control! Whilst it will not be able to do much, the odd erection is very healthy for my psyche and so i may have to endure some pain from those points of intrigue just to feel like a man again! i can tell from my conversations with Mistress Adira that She really does enjoy having a slave in locked chastity. She has absolutely no intention of releasing me until She is ready and not one minute before!
The good news is that i have forgotten about my lovely feminine eyebrows and i am no longer trying to hide my face from the view of other people. i do not care what people say or think. This is my look and this is how i will continue to look unless my Goddess wishes to enhance my appearance by making further changes!
i think my days and nights are about to become much harder [really slave tate, was that pun intentional???]. The novelty and excitement of being placed in locked chastity is wearing off at a rapid pace and the level of torment for me is rising every day [that sounds like a Freudian slip to Me!]. What will i be like in 28 more days time? i even suggested to Mistress Adira that perhaps Her cock could be released for 30 minutes every day but Mistress was in no mood to hear such RUBBISH!
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