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Saturday 5th July 2008
i have had a very good day today, a very feminine day as i have been dressed as maid marian since 11.30am and it is now after 9.00pm. i was required to do some cleaning of my unit today and after i finished at around 4.30pm, i decided that given i am in locked chastity, what is the point in getting changed to slave tate, i may as well stay dressed as maid marian. i enjoy being feminine. It is a very interesting and challenging experience and i do feel different and after all, i am not really a male at the moment! However the most frustrating and difficult task has been trying to go to the toilet in my maid's uniform. Who would think that having a pee would be such a big task as a female! What with having to lower my panties and pantyhose and then grabbing and lifting my petticoat up before i can sit on the seat, and after i have done all of that, i can finally get to pee. Luckily for me i was not in too much of a hurry but i have never known going to the toilet to be such an effort!
After dinner i was hoping that Mistress Adira would speak with me on Messenger and i would give Her a big surprise as She would see maid marian for the first time on webcam. i did surprise my Goddess, in fact i think it was more of a shock to see maid marian on webcam but i am sure Mistress Adira enjoyed seeing Her maid for the first time! However it also meant that i was able to see images of maid marian myself and i was pleasantly surprised. i look so much younger as maid marian - a very attractive girl if i say so myself!
i had one of my best nights sleep ever whilst in locked chastity last night and in fact, i was still asleep at 8.00am when it was time for me to get up and weigh myself. i was not keen to weigh myself this morning as i feared the result was not going to be good however i could afford to wait no longer and with great trepidation, i stepped on the scales - 82.1 kilograms! i could not believe it. Somehow my weight was exactly the same as last week! What a relief! i was very surprised but obviously very happy - my large piece of pavlova from the pajama party had not proven as costly as i feared!
Mistress' cock is beginning to get bored without receiving any attention over the last four days and it has been showing signs of waking from its slumber. i have felt the points of intrigue for the first time since beginning my period in locked chastity and perhaps i am getting used to them as they did not seem to cause as much as pain as last time! Perhaps i could begin to allow Mistress' cock get aroused and just enjoy a small amount of pain. i would enjoy getting some stimulation but there is a limit as to what the CB3000 will allow which is not much! The other thing that is starting to concern me is that i seem to be coping so much better this time with my period of locked chastity. Does this mean that i am beginning to enjoy being kept in locked chastity too much? Mistress Adira may like the sound of that!
After dinner i was hoping that Mistress Adira would speak with me on Messenger and i would give Her a big surprise as She would see maid marian for the first time on webcam. i did surprise my Goddess, in fact i think it was more of a shock to see maid marian on webcam but i am sure Mistress Adira enjoyed seeing Her maid for the first time! However it also meant that i was able to see images of maid marian myself and i was pleasantly surprised. i look so much younger as maid marian - a very attractive girl if i say so myself!
i had one of my best nights sleep ever whilst in locked chastity last night and in fact, i was still asleep at 8.00am when it was time for me to get up and weigh myself. i was not keen to weigh myself this morning as i feared the result was not going to be good however i could afford to wait no longer and with great trepidation, i stepped on the scales - 82.1 kilograms! i could not believe it. Somehow my weight was exactly the same as last week! What a relief! i was very surprised but obviously very happy - my large piece of pavlova from the pajama party had not proven as costly as i feared!
Mistress' cock is beginning to get bored without receiving any attention over the last four days and it has been showing signs of waking from its slumber. i have felt the points of intrigue for the first time since beginning my period in locked chastity and perhaps i am getting used to them as they did not seem to cause as much as pain as last time! Perhaps i could begin to allow Mistress' cock get aroused and just enjoy a small amount of pain. i would enjoy getting some stimulation but there is a limit as to what the CB3000 will allow which is not much! The other thing that is starting to concern me is that i seem to be coping so much better this time with my period of locked chastity. Does this mean that i am beginning to enjoy being kept in locked chastity too much? Mistress Adira may like the sound of that!
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