Friday 11th July 2008

Well today has been a very interesting day for me, in fact it has been a very interesting and possibly defining week in my slave training. Until this week i have thought that being forced to wear a chastity device is the most humiliating and impossible thing to be required to do by Mistress Adira but i have to confess that i am now finding that wearing my chastity device this week to be completely comfortable and natural. i have previously thought it was never possible and consequently i have never thought it possible to be kept in locked chastity for weeks, let alone months, but after this week i am now convinced that it not only could happen but i may even look forward to it happening! For most of this week i have not even taken any notice of the fact that i have been wearing my chastity device and i do not even find going to toilet degrading anymore as i now naturally just sit down every time i have to go to the toilet, just like a female!

It has been a hard and difficult process but i feel as though i have made it now and it has only been with the help and guidance of my Goddess that has allowed me to get to this stage. Mistress Adira is a genius at training my mind and body to adapt to Her desired behaviour and wishes through practice, practice and more practice. This is now my 3rd attempt at locked chastity and will be my longest period in locked chastity. i do find it exciting as a slave to be kept in locked chastity by my Mistress. It really is a difficult concept to accept and embrace as a slave that my Goddess has a key that controls access to my cock and that such a device could be so effective in controlling a male slaves desire and accessibility.

i am very pleased that i can now look forward to being in locked chastity for the next two weeks and i am sure that Mistress Adira will be keeping me in locked chastity many more times in the future. As a slave is there a greater gift i can give to my Goddess than to be kept in locked chastity?

i completed my chauffeur's etiquette task this evening and Mistress Adira was pleased with my efforts. As co-incidence would have it, i identified 12 rules that i should follow as my Mistress' chauffeur. Mistress was so pleased that i had came up with Her favourite number 12 as the number of rules i had identified and now i have them pinned on my fridge as a constant reminder as to how i must behave when i am required to be Mistress Adira's chauffeur! What a lucky slave i am!

i was having a very good week with my diet this week but i am not sure anymore as i may have overindulged today - a fellow workmate bought me a BIG Blueberry Muffin for morning tea this morning. What else could i do but eat it! Now i just have to hope that i do not pay the price tomorrow morning when i step on the scales at 8.30am!! It should be a very exciting weekend ahead with Retribution on tomorrow night and whatever else Mistress Adira may have planned for Her slave!