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Wednesday 23rd July 2008
It has been a quiet few days for me well to be frank it has been a very quiet 23 days for me. i will remember the 1st July - the day Mistress Adira placed me in locked chastity for a month. Whilst it has been a very unstimulating 23 days i have finally come to grips with being in chastity. It has been a very difficult 23 days and my mind has been all over the place but finally i have learned to accept my cock is no longer mine and it is no longer a thing that i can get stimulation from. It has been a weird roller coaster journey and now i am just looking forward to the end of the month. Trust Mistress Adira to pick a month with 31 days! Whilst i am looking forward to being released in seven days i am beginning to wonder what it will be like next time because i am wondering whether i will just accept it from day one or if i will have to take the great roller coaster ride of emotional and physical frustration. There is one thing of which i am sure - i am certain that this will not be my last period of locked chastity.
i have felt naked the last few days as my slave collar has been in for repairs. It has been very strange to see myself without a collar - i look and feel undressed. It has been a fascinating few days for me as i have been watching my weight this week. i know it is only Wednesday and i have two more days to survive but the indications are that i will have a very good week. In fact if my weight loss for this week continues, i am certain that my Goddess will not believe it when i tell Her my weight. Dare i say it Mistress - 80 kilograms Mistress!!
i was allowed to take some time off work to do some cleaning for Mistress Adira this afternoon as maid marian but i am given a surprise when i arrive. Mistress says before i get changed into maid marian, that i will do some weeding! Weeding i thought? Mistress, that is something new for me although weeding the patio area sounded a pretty simple task. i quickly decide why i like being a maid so much and how pleased i am that i am allowed the privilege of being Mistress' maid!
i have left the most significant event of the last few days to last. This evening i gave my Mistress a key to my unit. Yes, that is right, Mistress Adira now has unrestricted access to my unit! i am now under the possibility of instant inspections! i have been very excited about this new development by my Goddess as She seeks to take further control of my behaviour but also very apprehensive about the impact it will have on me. i am resigned to the fact that although my unit is cleaner and tidier than it has ever been, it will (probably) not live up to the standard that my Mistress demands of me. After my first inspection, i will have a number of areas to improve and maintain. It looks like i am going to be a very neat and tidy slave from now on!
i have felt naked the last few days as my slave collar has been in for repairs. It has been very strange to see myself without a collar - i look and feel undressed. It has been a fascinating few days for me as i have been watching my weight this week. i know it is only Wednesday and i have two more days to survive but the indications are that i will have a very good week. In fact if my weight loss for this week continues, i am certain that my Goddess will not believe it when i tell Her my weight. Dare i say it Mistress - 80 kilograms Mistress!!
i was allowed to take some time off work to do some cleaning for Mistress Adira this afternoon as maid marian but i am given a surprise when i arrive. Mistress says before i get changed into maid marian, that i will do some weeding! Weeding i thought? Mistress, that is something new for me although weeding the patio area sounded a pretty simple task. i quickly decide why i like being a maid so much and how pleased i am that i am allowed the privilege of being Mistress' maid!
i have left the most significant event of the last few days to last. This evening i gave my Mistress a key to my unit. Yes, that is right, Mistress Adira now has unrestricted access to my unit! i am now under the possibility of instant inspections! i have been very excited about this new development by my Goddess as She seeks to take further control of my behaviour but also very apprehensive about the impact it will have on me. i am resigned to the fact that although my unit is cleaner and tidier than it has ever been, it will (probably) not live up to the standard that my Mistress demands of me. After my first inspection, i will have a number of areas to improve and maintain. It looks like i am going to be a very neat and tidy slave from now on!
Hi, giving your Mistress the key to your flat for cleanliness inspections is very brave and reminds me of when I was at boarding school. When I was 14 my mother came into the common room one Sunday afternoon and cleaned my desk and locker in front of about 30 other boys in my house. 38 years on I still remember the humiliation. Good luck and keep up the blogs they are great.
Richard
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