Sunday 27th July 2008 - Part 2
i have always thought that it would be absolutely fantastic to be kept in a form of chastity where i am unable to get any form or erection or arousal except when my Mistress allows it. i have often wondered if this is possible and i have previously thought this is just a pipe dream! However i am not so sure as during the session today i advised my Goddess of some of my experiences in chastity this month. i confessed that the middle points of intrigue are not that bad, in fact they are quite reasonable and do allow some form of erection/arousal although the cage limits the size of this erection. Mistress Adira seems to already know this as She states that next time it will be the large points of intrigue, "they will keep My cock under control boy!" i grimace at that thought as i have tried the large points of intrigue on an experimental basis once or twice before and i have not even done the cage up as the pain from those extremely sharp points has been too bad. i know that wearing those points of intrigue will force me not to want to get any erection ever.
Mistress Adira enquires what my thoughts are about being in chastity and being released for a short period of time where i am allowed to have an orgasm and then placed straight back into chastity. i advise my Goddess that would be fantastic from my point of view as i consider that i should be kept in chastity all the time and should only be released when my Goddess chooses. If i am allowed the privilege of having an orgasm during this period of temporary release, that should be entirely up to my Mistress. After all, why should i be allowed and orgasm every time i am temporarily released from chastity!
Mistress continues to probe my inner thoughts and asks about the effect of having a hot bath every week to assist in removing the urine crystals and i state that it does help but it would be better if it could be arranged to remove the device for a short period - do a quick clean and then replace it back in position. Mistress Adira discusses some possibility about perhaps doing that and giving me a key to hold so that when She considers it is appropriate, i would be given permission to remove the CB3000, clean it and Her cock and then replace the device and reseal the key into the envelope. i advise my Mistress that part of the excitement for me about being in chastity is that my Mistress has the key. i am completely under the hand of my Goddess and that it may detract from my experience if i had potential access to a key. Mistress said little and smiled!
i continued to answer questions from my Goddess and then the following announcements were made by my Goddess. Mistress says "slave tate, what I am going to do is this:
- I will be placing you back in locked chastity soon;
- you will be wearing the large points of intrigue - that will keep My cock under the control I want;
- you will remain in locked chastity unless I decide to release you for very short periods of time where I will play with My cock;
- during your periods of release you may be allowed the privilege of having an orgasm or you may be denied - that will be My choice;
- you may just be released for a quick clean of My cock and device and then you will be placed back in chastity until I release you again;
- I will keep the key to your chastity device in My possession and you will only ever be released from your chastity device when you are in My presence;
- I will be taking complete control of My cock!"
i did not know where to look or how to react - all my Christmas' have come at once. i eventually raise my eyes with a huge smile on my face and tell my Mistress, "Yes Mistress, thank You Mistress, that would be absolutely fantastic Mistress." i have now had a few hours to think about being kept in locked chastity all the time and the enormity of the challenge is huge. There are some things that a slave just wants to do, and to be kept in a state where i cannot get an erection except when my Goddess allows, is perhaps the ultimate form of control a Mistress can exert over Her slave.
Under normal circumstances i would have been playing with my cock for hours after such a fabulous day today with my Goddess but there is no chance of that this evening as i have 1 more week of chastity to endure. What would it be like if i could never have the opportunity to play with my cock again? It is hard to believe that it could happen but i am slowly learning that anything is possible as a slave of Mistress Adira. i may have had my last erection without the permission of my Goddess - the answer will be known very soon!
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