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Saturday 9th August 2008
Well it is amazing what a difference a week can make. Last week i was in disarray having put on 0.8 kilograms, this week would you believe, i lost 1.2 kilograms and my weight is now 80.6 kilograms! Woohoo! i am getting so close to the magical 80.0 kilograms. Will Mistress Adira relax my weight rules? i do not know but i cannot keep losing weight forever! Why did my weight go down so much this week? i can only put it down to one thing - 14 strokes of Mistress' cane last Sunday! Perhaps i should have a caning every week although no Mistress, i am not wanting that. i do think last weeks caning reminded me of what i am: i am a slave and i must abide by Your rules Mistress all of the time and not just when i am in Queensland!
Apart from that i am becoming frustrated with Mistress' cock. Having an orgasm is not important to me but the frustration stems from i just do not know if i can trust Mistress' cock to behave anymore. i fear that it is capable of releasing seed at any time now and that would be disastrous for me! i think i am finding this the most frustrating part as i am now finding myself not wanting to get an erection because i do not want to run the risk of having an unauthorized orgasm! Could Mistress' cock release seed without me having touched it or played with it? i do not know but if it did, would Mistress Adira believe me? i doubt it! But then again perhaps i do deserve to be punished if i do have such little control over Mistress' cock.
my other concern is just how long is Mistress Adira going to keep me out of chastity and will She allow me an orgasm before i am placed back into chastity? i really have no idea what my Mistress has planned for me and Her cock but the worst result for me would be to be placed back into chastity without having had an orgasm. The thought of Mistress' cock full of seed being placed in chastity is too horrific to imagine. Just what damage would those points of intrigue do every time Mistress' cock gained an erection? Whilst i am concerned, there is nothing i could do as my Mistress will do whatever She wants and that is the only way it should be for a slave!
Off to do some chauffeuring duties later this evening. Mistress Adira is going to Retribution as part of the celebration for slave connor and i am required to chauffeur my Goddess to the event. "Make sure you bring your chauffeur's cap slave tate" were the last words of my Goddess this afternoon. "Yes Mistress" i replied wondering just if anyone will notice me this evening. Probably not i think or hope! The exciting thing for me is that i will get to see the outfit Mistress Adira will be wearing to Retribution this evening and that is always sensational - although i hope the memories of my Goddess will not have serious repercussions for me if Mistress' cock gets too excited!!
Apart from that i am becoming frustrated with Mistress' cock. Having an orgasm is not important to me but the frustration stems from i just do not know if i can trust Mistress' cock to behave anymore. i fear that it is capable of releasing seed at any time now and that would be disastrous for me! i think i am finding this the most frustrating part as i am now finding myself not wanting to get an erection because i do not want to run the risk of having an unauthorized orgasm! Could Mistress' cock release seed without me having touched it or played with it? i do not know but if it did, would Mistress Adira believe me? i doubt it! But then again perhaps i do deserve to be punished if i do have such little control over Mistress' cock.
my other concern is just how long is Mistress Adira going to keep me out of chastity and will She allow me an orgasm before i am placed back into chastity? i really have no idea what my Mistress has planned for me and Her cock but the worst result for me would be to be placed back into chastity without having had an orgasm. The thought of Mistress' cock full of seed being placed in chastity is too horrific to imagine. Just what damage would those points of intrigue do every time Mistress' cock gained an erection? Whilst i am concerned, there is nothing i could do as my Mistress will do whatever She wants and that is the only way it should be for a slave!
Off to do some chauffeuring duties later this evening. Mistress Adira is going to Retribution as part of the celebration for slave connor and i am required to chauffeur my Goddess to the event. "Make sure you bring your chauffeur's cap slave tate" were the last words of my Goddess this afternoon. "Yes Mistress" i replied wondering just if anyone will notice me this evening. Probably not i think or hope! The exciting thing for me is that i will get to see the outfit Mistress Adira will be wearing to Retribution this evening and that is always sensational - although i hope the memories of my Goddess will not have serious repercussions for me if Mistress' cock gets too excited!!
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