i have been trying to be good over the last few days without much success. Mistress Adira left me to my own devices on Thursday evening and then at around 11.00pm She wanted to know what i had been doing and not wasting my time! Well what could i say? Nothing but "yes Mistress i must beg Your pardon Mistress for wasting my time Mistress!" Luckily for me honesty paid off this time as my Mistress did not punish me but it must have been a close thing and just reminded me that there is no escape for me from my Mistress' eye!

i have been busy since then doing the transcription of Mistress' postcards and i have completed another 34 cards now - for a total of approximately 70 cards completed now which is just over half!! It was a good morning for me this morning as i stepped on the scales. The result was 80.6 kilograms which is down 0.7 kilograms from last week. Back to my equal lowest ever weight. No satay chicken this week Miss Mira!! i think i was very lucky to lose weight this week as i do not think Mistress Adira was going to be very happy if i gained weight two weeks in a row! The reward for me is that i am allowed one can of coke this evening!

Speaking of this evening i am accompanying my Mistress to a private BDSM play party this evening and my Mistress has just advised me that my eyebrows are going to be waxed again! Mistress had given me no indication of this happening before - now i am actually a bit worried because i think my Mistress has some severe femininising of my eyebrows planned for me this evening! It will be interesting to see what food and drink i will be allowed to have tonight although it appears my drink rules are already defined - water and one can of coke!! Oh well no luxuries for me drink wise. Hopefully there may be some bonus for me with food as there is pavlova on the menu and i just love pavlova and hopefully Mistress Adira will allow me such a luxury!

It is going to be another interesting few days for me as i have to travel interstate for work again tomorrow and will not be back till Tuesday. i just wonder what rules my Mistress will impose upon me for this trip because even though i will not be in Her presence i am always under Her control no matter where i am!!