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Sunday 31st August 2008
What an absolutely fantastic last 24 hours i have had. How can pain and public humiliation be so exciting? Where do i start? Saturday was punishment day and just what was my punishment going to be? my thoughts were varied - what did i hope for? 6 strokes? 12 strokes? 24 strokes? Or 50 strokes? How serious was my Mistress going to view my indiscretion? One thing i did know was that my Mistress was not amused and i had failed Her miserably and i would just accept whatever my punishment was because i knew that i deserved it! Still i had a lot more problems to overcome before i had to worry about that - my weigh-in which almost seemed irrelevant but i knew it would not be irrelevant and that any bad result would only increase my punishment. i had to learn my driving route for later in the evening as i was chauffeuring my Goddess to a pre-Hellfire party and then off to Hellfire in Brisbane where my punishment would be delivered. Before i did my chauffeuring duties, maid marian was required to do some cleaning for a few hours before W/we went out! Boy what a day lay ahead for me!!
My weight result was excellent - down 0.1 kilograms which under normal circumstances i would have been very excited about and even thought that a reward may have been warranted but not this week. There would be no rewards with a punishment pending and in reality, all i had done is made sure that my punishment was not going to be increased. The morning was very strange for me - Mistress' cock was very aroused. The prospect of my upcoming punishment was too exciting for me and there was a slight chance that i was going to cum if i continued with these thoughts and i did not want a punishment for cumming without permission as well, which would surely get me 50 strokes or more!!
i was able to get Mistress' cock back under control and before i knew it - it was time to leave and appear before my Goddess. After completing my maid duties, i had to get dressed and prepare for my chauffeuring duties. Before that could take place, i was to be fully prepared by my Goddess with lockable wrist cuffs and slave collar. Once in place, my fate was sealed so to say! Mistress once again looked absolutely stunning. As i picked up Mistress' travel bag of implements, my heart pounded - i saw a collection of canes and the BIG rubber coated black cane. my brain panicked. Was my Mistress really going to use that on me tonight or was it being taken just for show? Somehow i had a feeling Mistress was not taking Her most painful and effective cane for fun!
Settling Mistress into the back seat and putting my chauffeur's cap on W/we set off on O/our journey to O/our pre-Hellfire party! i had learned my driving route...well i thought i had...as i did not wish to upset my Mistress from this point on. ALAS could you believe it, coming to the first roundabout i turn right when i was supposed to go straight ahead! As soon as i turned down that road i thought, this road does not look familiar when i knew for sure in that instant when i hard from the back seat "Do a u-turn slave you have fucked up!" How could i have got the first corner wrong? No time to think about that as i did a u-turn and continued on in the right direction.
During the journey Mistress became very annoyed with the standard of the cleanliness of my car windows and promptly announced that when W/we arrive at the pre-Hellfire party i will be cleaning the inside of my car windows! Oh boy, Mistress' cock was about to explode. How much more trouble could i get into as the night was only young!! W/we arrived at the party and i was ordered to get my Mistress a drink and then i waited patiently but i did not have to wait too long as Mistress proudly announced to all present, that i was going to be punished at Hellfire this evening. As i slumped down in my chair trying to hide from the embarrassment, my Mistress said "slave tate, tell everyone why you are going to be punished!!" Say what Mistress i thought to myself - you must be kidding! i knew this evening was not the time to be flippant so i proceeded to tell ALL the people present that i had failed to do a task that i was set on Friday, hoping that would be sufficient for my Goddess. i did not have to wait long before i knew Mistress was not letting me off that easily. "What was the task you were supposed to do slave tate?" as my Mistress said with glee with a stare in my direction which said, oh no slave tate, you are not getting off that easy boy. i then advised the whole group that "i had failed to remember to tie a ribbon around my Mistress' balls". i chose the less humiliating task but i should not have bothered as the only word i could hear from my Mistress was, "AND?" So i then continued that "i also failed to take my toy to work as well on Friday!" Mistress had not finished with my public humiliation yet. "What is your toy slave tate?" said Mistress. "A 4" vibrator Mistress" i meekly said as i could find not find a hole big enough to hide in!
It was now time to get some food and i was allowed to eat a small serve by my Goddess - some chicken wings with rice and pasta was my choice. During the food gathering, i was given lots of suggestions as to how i could have got around my task. Could i have borrowed a vibrator from some one else at work - very funny. i thought every one was being so helpful but one question that did impact upon me was "did you think of not telling your Mistress?" and my immediate response was "No, i could not do that!" The person asking the question smiled and walked away! The conversations continued, some about my upcoming punishment and i just sat there hoping they would stop as i feared that all they were going to do was encourage my Mistress further and i knew my Mistress did not need any further encouragement!
W/we had been at the party for approximately 2 hours when Mistress approached the owner of the house asking if Her slave could have a dishcloth as he has to clean the inside of his filthy windows! Please Mistress i thought to myself, how much more humiliation was i going to endure this evening and the answer was much, much more!! i cleaned the inside of my car window and returned and it was now time to leave. Mistress had arranged that W/we would follow the other party goers and W/we set off, Mistress sitting in the back seat and me in the front seat with my chauffeur's cap on! After a short journey W/we stopped at a service station as someone in the other car needed some cash and as i pulled up alongside with my Mistress they all wound down their windows with huge smiles on the faces pointing and laughing at Mistress' chauffeur!! They claimed how hilariously funny i looked. Absolutely great i thought to myself. i had been living in the hope that people could not see me clearly through my tinted windows but my hope had now been evaporated. The whole world could see when i was Mistress' chauffeur!! Mistress' cock was nearly exploding with excitement but luckily for me Mistress could not see and W/we soon continued O/our journey into Brisbane and arrived at Hellfire around 9.30pm.
Upon O/our arrival a bit of organizing with chairs and tables and i was ordered to sit in the chair next to my Goddess. "No escaping for you tonight boy. you will sit there till it's time for your punishment!" "Yes Mistress" i replied really wanting to say "please Mistress can't we just get this over and done with". The intense and prolonged build up is getting too much for me but i knew that silence was the best reaction for me! Mistress continued to meet and chat with Her friends and soon my humiliation was to continue as one of Mistress' Superior Female friends approached me from behind and applied a small vibrator to my right nipple and whispered in my ear "did we forget something the other day slave tate?" Yes, after that statement, everybody was going to know before the night was finished that i had fucked up it would appear. Mistress' Superior Female friend continued to use Her vibrator on my nipple and i nearly screamed out for her to stop as an explosion was imminent. Mistress' cock could handle no more but luckily for me She stopped and my humiliation was over for now. Mistress continued to look at Her watch and said, "Not yet slave tate, I will wait for a few more people to arrive to see Me give you your punishment!" "Yes Mistress" i replied, after all, what else could i say?
The moment had arrived as Mistress ordered me on to the main stage and i was ordered to lower my pants and i was shackled to the cross. Mistress tugged my panties into a wedgie type formation - tied my shirt around my upper body and i was in position!! A few warm up strokes with Her paddle and crop and i was beginning to worry. Whenever Mistress has punished me previously there has been no warm up, just 6, 12 or 14 strokes of the cane!! Did this mean i was about to get something special? As Mistress warmed up my bottom She continued to grab my nipple. i was in ecstasy, agony, call it whatever you like, but if Mistress could see how big Her cock was, i was going to get a bigger punishment!!
The time had come as i could see in the shadow Mistress pick up a cane and i heard the words whispered in my ear "6 strokes for forgetting to tie a ribbon around My balls, 6 strokes for forgetting to take your toy to work and 6 strokes for all your other recent mistakes" as Mistress took up Her position! 18 strokes i mulled to myself - severe but not too bad as i really expected anywhere up to 50 strokes this time, so 18 was not too bad. The question was: just with which cane? To my relief i could see that it was not the black cane so i was quite content in that knowledge as THWACK, the 1st stroke lit up my buttock. The strokes flowed quite quickly and with some force and soon my buttocks were on fire. 6 down, 12 left i thought when Mistress stopped. "How many slave tate?" Mistress asked. i turned with a slight grin on my face "6 Mistress" thinking this was not too bad, when Mistress went behind me, bent down and all i could see was the black cane!! Gulp! Panic - my time had come - i was about to experience Mistress' black cane for the 1st time!
i did not have to wait long as THUD - holy toledo my backside felt like it had just been hit by a truck - my heart skipped a few beats and before i had time to think too much about that stroke, THUD again about 6" higher. WHOAH!! This was something special. This was some cane!! This was something i had not experienced for a very long time. Was this supposed to be a punishment or pleasure i began to ponder as i received my 3rd blow, another thundering shot. The pain emanating from each stroke was extreme and i felt like every square inch of my buttocks had been hit as the 4th, 5th and 6th strokes came quickly!! Mistress asked, "how many slave tate?" "12 strokes Mistress" i replied, not with a cheeky grin this time, but still smiling inwardly as i knew i was experiencing something special from my Goddess! All i could think of now was that i was well past half way and it was all down hill sailing from here i thought to myself.
i was expecting to continue to receive the rest of my strokes with Mistress' black cane when i saw to my surprise, Mistress pick up a smaller cane and delivered the final 6 strokes with cutting precision. i was in survival mode now. i was just counting down the strokes, my buttocks were on fire and my end was near or so i thought! i received what i thought was my 18th and final stroke when Mistress asked how many and i replied 18 Mistress" with a feeling of relief this time, that was the only emotion i could muster and Mistress announced "2 more i think slave tate". If Mistress could have seen what i was thinking at that moment i would have been in huge trouble, but it did not matter as strokes 19 and 20 were applied!!
my punishment was finally over now i thought, but Mistress invited a Superior Female friend up on to the stage to assist Her tweak my nipples as i writhed around on stage tied to the cross with a severely punished bottom laughing, giggling, squirming in pleasure from having my nipples tweaked. What a strange sight it must have been! i was released from the cross and i returned to my seat with head bowed and eyes down! i sat on my seat with my swollen buttocks. They felt like they had been coated in cement and the welts were huge. All i wanted to do was see the result of my Mistress' punishment! i took the opportunity of going to the toilet hoping to get a glimpse of my punishment but i could not see very well so i placed my ice cool hand on my blazing buttocks, i smiled as i felt the huge welts for the first time as i knew my Mistress had punished me very well indeed! i returned to my seat and although slightly uncomfortable, there was not too much pain yet - that was still to come as the adrenalin was still flowing and the pain was a few hours away!
W/we left Hellfire around 2.00am and my buttocks were now hurting and the pain was flowing as i tried to concentrate on my chauffeuring duties. All i really wanted to do was get home and have a close up look at my punishment! By the time i was released from my lockable wrist cuffs and collar, it was after 3.00am and time for me to head off home some 12 hours after my arrival. What a lucky slave i am to spend so much time in the presence of my Goddess! i arrived home at 3.30am and raced to my full length mirror and stripped off. i stood there for about 5 minutes admiring every mark from every angle that my Mistress had applied.
It was now 4.00am - how could i sleep all i wanted to do was cum. Mistress' cock was hard. Was this about to be the harshest and cruelest punishment of all? Perhaps i could call my Mistress and ask for permission to have an orgasm!! i quickly came to my senses and decided that would be a big mistake but boy i would have done anything to have had an orgasm right then Mistress! Eventually my excitement decreased to a level where i tried to get to sleep but instead of worrying about Mistress' cock, now i had to worry about trying to get some sleep with some very, very sore buttocks! i did drop off to sleep and before i knew it - it was 10.00am. Time to get out of bed and have a look at my punishment in the natural light! Mistress, your slave was very, very impressed with the marks from your punishment Mistress. They were very impressive indeed Mistress and your slave will remember this punishment for a very long time Mistress!
For the rest of today i have had to battle very much with the strong desire to play with Your cock Mistress. All of a sudden, locked chastity seemed like a good idea Mistress. my desire has never been so intense for a very long time Mistress. This is a very difficult time Mistress but i will prevail Mistress as i could not stand another punishment Mistress - not just yet Mistress!
My weight result was excellent - down 0.1 kilograms which under normal circumstances i would have been very excited about and even thought that a reward may have been warranted but not this week. There would be no rewards with a punishment pending and in reality, all i had done is made sure that my punishment was not going to be increased. The morning was very strange for me - Mistress' cock was very aroused. The prospect of my upcoming punishment was too exciting for me and there was a slight chance that i was going to cum if i continued with these thoughts and i did not want a punishment for cumming without permission as well, which would surely get me 50 strokes or more!!
i was able to get Mistress' cock back under control and before i knew it - it was time to leave and appear before my Goddess. After completing my maid duties, i had to get dressed and prepare for my chauffeuring duties. Before that could take place, i was to be fully prepared by my Goddess with lockable wrist cuffs and slave collar. Once in place, my fate was sealed so to say! Mistress once again looked absolutely stunning. As i picked up Mistress' travel bag of implements, my heart pounded - i saw a collection of canes and the BIG rubber coated black cane. my brain panicked. Was my Mistress really going to use that on me tonight or was it being taken just for show? Somehow i had a feeling Mistress was not taking Her most painful and effective cane for fun!
Settling Mistress into the back seat and putting my chauffeur's cap on W/we set off on O/our journey to O/our pre-Hellfire party! i had learned my driving route...well i thought i had...as i did not wish to upset my Mistress from this point on. ALAS could you believe it, coming to the first roundabout i turn right when i was supposed to go straight ahead! As soon as i turned down that road i thought, this road does not look familiar when i knew for sure in that instant when i hard from the back seat "Do a u-turn slave you have fucked up!" How could i have got the first corner wrong? No time to think about that as i did a u-turn and continued on in the right direction.
During the journey Mistress became very annoyed with the standard of the cleanliness of my car windows and promptly announced that when W/we arrive at the pre-Hellfire party i will be cleaning the inside of my car windows! Oh boy, Mistress' cock was about to explode. How much more trouble could i get into as the night was only young!! W/we arrived at the party and i was ordered to get my Mistress a drink and then i waited patiently but i did not have to wait too long as Mistress proudly announced to all present, that i was going to be punished at Hellfire this evening. As i slumped down in my chair trying to hide from the embarrassment, my Mistress said "slave tate, tell everyone why you are going to be punished!!" Say what Mistress i thought to myself - you must be kidding! i knew this evening was not the time to be flippant so i proceeded to tell ALL the people present that i had failed to do a task that i was set on Friday, hoping that would be sufficient for my Goddess. i did not have to wait long before i knew Mistress was not letting me off that easily. "What was the task you were supposed to do slave tate?" as my Mistress said with glee with a stare in my direction which said, oh no slave tate, you are not getting off that easy boy. i then advised the whole group that "i had failed to remember to tie a ribbon around my Mistress' balls". i chose the less humiliating task but i should not have bothered as the only word i could hear from my Mistress was, "AND?" So i then continued that "i also failed to take my toy to work as well on Friday!" Mistress had not finished with my public humiliation yet. "What is your toy slave tate?" said Mistress. "A 4" vibrator Mistress" i meekly said as i could find not find a hole big enough to hide in!
It was now time to get some food and i was allowed to eat a small serve by my Goddess - some chicken wings with rice and pasta was my choice. During the food gathering, i was given lots of suggestions as to how i could have got around my task. Could i have borrowed a vibrator from some one else at work - very funny. i thought every one was being so helpful but one question that did impact upon me was "did you think of not telling your Mistress?" and my immediate response was "No, i could not do that!" The person asking the question smiled and walked away! The conversations continued, some about my upcoming punishment and i just sat there hoping they would stop as i feared that all they were going to do was encourage my Mistress further and i knew my Mistress did not need any further encouragement!
W/we had been at the party for approximately 2 hours when Mistress approached the owner of the house asking if Her slave could have a dishcloth as he has to clean the inside of his filthy windows! Please Mistress i thought to myself, how much more humiliation was i going to endure this evening and the answer was much, much more!! i cleaned the inside of my car window and returned and it was now time to leave. Mistress had arranged that W/we would follow the other party goers and W/we set off, Mistress sitting in the back seat and me in the front seat with my chauffeur's cap on! After a short journey W/we stopped at a service station as someone in the other car needed some cash and as i pulled up alongside with my Mistress they all wound down their windows with huge smiles on the faces pointing and laughing at Mistress' chauffeur!! They claimed how hilariously funny i looked. Absolutely great i thought to myself. i had been living in the hope that people could not see me clearly through my tinted windows but my hope had now been evaporated. The whole world could see when i was Mistress' chauffeur!! Mistress' cock was nearly exploding with excitement but luckily for me Mistress could not see and W/we soon continued O/our journey into Brisbane and arrived at Hellfire around 9.30pm.
Upon O/our arrival a bit of organizing with chairs and tables and i was ordered to sit in the chair next to my Goddess. "No escaping for you tonight boy. you will sit there till it's time for your punishment!" "Yes Mistress" i replied really wanting to say "please Mistress can't we just get this over and done with". The intense and prolonged build up is getting too much for me but i knew that silence was the best reaction for me! Mistress continued to meet and chat with Her friends and soon my humiliation was to continue as one of Mistress' Superior Female friends approached me from behind and applied a small vibrator to my right nipple and whispered in my ear "did we forget something the other day slave tate?" Yes, after that statement, everybody was going to know before the night was finished that i had fucked up it would appear. Mistress' Superior Female friend continued to use Her vibrator on my nipple and i nearly screamed out for her to stop as an explosion was imminent. Mistress' cock could handle no more but luckily for me She stopped and my humiliation was over for now. Mistress continued to look at Her watch and said, "Not yet slave tate, I will wait for a few more people to arrive to see Me give you your punishment!" "Yes Mistress" i replied, after all, what else could i say?
The moment had arrived as Mistress ordered me on to the main stage and i was ordered to lower my pants and i was shackled to the cross. Mistress tugged my panties into a wedgie type formation - tied my shirt around my upper body and i was in position!! A few warm up strokes with Her paddle and crop and i was beginning to worry. Whenever Mistress has punished me previously there has been no warm up, just 6, 12 or 14 strokes of the cane!! Did this mean i was about to get something special? As Mistress warmed up my bottom She continued to grab my nipple. i was in ecstasy, agony, call it whatever you like, but if Mistress could see how big Her cock was, i was going to get a bigger punishment!!
The time had come as i could see in the shadow Mistress pick up a cane and i heard the words whispered in my ear "6 strokes for forgetting to tie a ribbon around My balls, 6 strokes for forgetting to take your toy to work and 6 strokes for all your other recent mistakes" as Mistress took up Her position! 18 strokes i mulled to myself - severe but not too bad as i really expected anywhere up to 50 strokes this time, so 18 was not too bad. The question was: just with which cane? To my relief i could see that it was not the black cane so i was quite content in that knowledge as THWACK, the 1st stroke lit up my buttock. The strokes flowed quite quickly and with some force and soon my buttocks were on fire. 6 down, 12 left i thought when Mistress stopped. "How many slave tate?" Mistress asked. i turned with a slight grin on my face "6 Mistress" thinking this was not too bad, when Mistress went behind me, bent down and all i could see was the black cane!! Gulp! Panic - my time had come - i was about to experience Mistress' black cane for the 1st time!
i did not have to wait long as THUD - holy toledo my backside felt like it had just been hit by a truck - my heart skipped a few beats and before i had time to think too much about that stroke, THUD again about 6" higher. WHOAH!! This was something special. This was some cane!! This was something i had not experienced for a very long time. Was this supposed to be a punishment or pleasure i began to ponder as i received my 3rd blow, another thundering shot. The pain emanating from each stroke was extreme and i felt like every square inch of my buttocks had been hit as the 4th, 5th and 6th strokes came quickly!! Mistress asked, "how many slave tate?" "12 strokes Mistress" i replied, not with a cheeky grin this time, but still smiling inwardly as i knew i was experiencing something special from my Goddess! All i could think of now was that i was well past half way and it was all down hill sailing from here i thought to myself.
i was expecting to continue to receive the rest of my strokes with Mistress' black cane when i saw to my surprise, Mistress pick up a smaller cane and delivered the final 6 strokes with cutting precision. i was in survival mode now. i was just counting down the strokes, my buttocks were on fire and my end was near or so i thought! i received what i thought was my 18th and final stroke when Mistress asked how many and i replied 18 Mistress" with a feeling of relief this time, that was the only emotion i could muster and Mistress announced "2 more i think slave tate". If Mistress could have seen what i was thinking at that moment i would have been in huge trouble, but it did not matter as strokes 19 and 20 were applied!!
my punishment was finally over now i thought, but Mistress invited a Superior Female friend up on to the stage to assist Her tweak my nipples as i writhed around on stage tied to the cross with a severely punished bottom laughing, giggling, squirming in pleasure from having my nipples tweaked. What a strange sight it must have been! i was released from the cross and i returned to my seat with head bowed and eyes down! i sat on my seat with my swollen buttocks. They felt like they had been coated in cement and the welts were huge. All i wanted to do was see the result of my Mistress' punishment! i took the opportunity of going to the toilet hoping to get a glimpse of my punishment but i could not see very well so i placed my ice cool hand on my blazing buttocks, i smiled as i felt the huge welts for the first time as i knew my Mistress had punished me very well indeed! i returned to my seat and although slightly uncomfortable, there was not too much pain yet - that was still to come as the adrenalin was still flowing and the pain was a few hours away!
W/we left Hellfire around 2.00am and my buttocks were now hurting and the pain was flowing as i tried to concentrate on my chauffeuring duties. All i really wanted to do was get home and have a close up look at my punishment! By the time i was released from my lockable wrist cuffs and collar, it was after 3.00am and time for me to head off home some 12 hours after my arrival. What a lucky slave i am to spend so much time in the presence of my Goddess! i arrived home at 3.30am and raced to my full length mirror and stripped off. i stood there for about 5 minutes admiring every mark from every angle that my Mistress had applied.
It was now 4.00am - how could i sleep all i wanted to do was cum. Mistress' cock was hard. Was this about to be the harshest and cruelest punishment of all? Perhaps i could call my Mistress and ask for permission to have an orgasm!! i quickly came to my senses and decided that would be a big mistake but boy i would have done anything to have had an orgasm right then Mistress! Eventually my excitement decreased to a level where i tried to get to sleep but instead of worrying about Mistress' cock, now i had to worry about trying to get some sleep with some very, very sore buttocks! i did drop off to sleep and before i knew it - it was 10.00am. Time to get out of bed and have a look at my punishment in the natural light! Mistress, your slave was very, very impressed with the marks from your punishment Mistress. They were very impressive indeed Mistress and your slave will remember this punishment for a very long time Mistress!
For the rest of today i have had to battle very much with the strong desire to play with Your cock Mistress. All of a sudden, locked chastity seemed like a good idea Mistress. my desire has never been so intense for a very long time Mistress. This is a very difficult time Mistress but i will prevail Mistress as i could not stand another punishment Mistress - not just yet Mistress!
Posted by slave tate at Sunday, August 31, 2008 1:26 PM 
Categories: Punishments, Social Activities, my slave journal
Categories: Punishments, Social Activities, my slave journal
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