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Saturday 6th September 2008
What did i say yesterday about what an exciting weekend i have ahead of me. Well i would like to change my mind as Mistress Adira did have something exciting planned for Her - placing Her slave back in chastity!!! How could my Mistress be so cruel especially after i have been having so much fun over the last few days tweaking Mistress' nipples, playing with Mistress' cock and having orgasm after orgasm!!! Although i am not exactly happy about being placed back in chastity, it is very exciting from the point of being a slave! If i really want to be a slave which i claim that i do, then being kept in chastity is something that i must not only expect but accept willingly! After all why should i be allowed to get an erection whenever i feel like it and why should my Mistress trust Her slave not to play with Her cock and/or nipples? There is one thing for sure Mistress, Your slave will not be playing with Your cock and/or nipples whilst in chastity because i am wearing the largest and most painful points of intrigue for the first time!!
Although i have tried to tell myself not to whinge, whine or complain and just accept chastity, it is so hard not to whinge, whine or complain in the vain hope that just once my Mistress may relent and i could be set free! The most alarming thing from my point of view is that Mistress Adira has not stated how long i will be in chastity. i just hope it is not forever, well from my good slave's mind it would love to be in chastity forever but from my bad slave's mind i hope it is not for much longer than last time which was 40 days. It is always a lot easier to accept a task or punishment when i know how many or how long it will be as once i get to the halfway mark, everything becomes easier. Without knowing it affects my mind big time just contemplating how long it will be. How long WILL it be Mistress?
However my day has not been all bad as my weigh in result was almost perfect - i managed to lose 0.4 kilograms this week and my weight is now 80.1 kilograms. To be oh so close to having achieved O/our goal is so disappointing but in reality it does not matter as there will be no relief for me no matter what my weight is. i cannot eat or drink anything extra from now on as even an extra Polly Waffle puts on weight now. Let me rephrase that, i put the weight on and not the Polly Waffle! Mistress Adira has me right where She wants me - obeying Her diet and fitness regime to the letter! Still it has been of great benefit to me as i really do feel a different person now and look much better!
i was required to attend my Mistress' premises at 3.30pm this afternoon but before i did i was given a task - i was required to use my toy on Mistress' nipples for 10 minutes at 12.30pm, 1.15pm and 2.00pm. This could mean only one thing i thought, Mistress Adira wanted Her slave well and truly aroused by the time i arrived and that hopefully meant orgasm time!! i approached my task with great enthusiasm and energy and Mistress' cock was well and truly pumped by the time i arrived! Just what did my Mistress have planned?
i was ordered to strip and lay on the table in the dungeon when Mistress began to secure me as tightly as possible to the bench. i was beginning to get very excited and so was Mistress' cock when i heard the earth shattering news: "When you leave here this afternoon slave tate, you will be back in chastity!" Did i hear correctly Mistress? i knew that i had. How could Mistress Adira deflate my hopes and dreams so quickly? Deep down i was expecting it to happen sometime but not today Mistress, not tomorrow, not this week Mistress, but some other time Mistress! Still there was one last orgasm to have so i may as well enjoy that although i was going to have no say as to when or how i would cum, that was going to be when my Goddess wished.
Whilst i lay there cursing my misfortune, Mistress continues to secure me to the bench and soon i was bound tightly and hardly able to move. Now my torment was about to commence as Mistress took out Her vibrator and played with Her nipples! Mistress' cock was bouncing around all over the place and soon my nerves were tingling and the slightest touch on any part of my body sent me into uncontrollable wriggling but i could hardly move - it was pure agony!! Mistress Adira turned Her attention to Her cock and almost made me cum straight away but it was not time just yet but it was not too long away. Mistress was not in a mood to waste time today. There was a purpose to this visit and that was to release all my seed from within and then get me into chastity as quickly as possible!!
Mistress returned with a towel and placed it near Her cock and my time had come (excuse the pun - LOL). Mistress was going to milk me and then it would be chastity time. my nerve sensations were on fire now and the slightest touch sent me into rapture but there was nowhere to go - Mistress had tied me down very well indeed! As i lay there it was about to happen and soon the seed flowed. It was a strange feeling as although i knew i was releasing seed everywhere i could not move!! Mistress had completed the first part of Her task and now it was off to the shower and time for chastity.
After my shower i stood before my Mistress head bowed and eyes down - there is no point for lightheartedness now as chastity for a slave is no laughing matter! my eyes bulged as Mistress Adira handed me the parts of my CB3000 and then i saw them - the large sharp painful points of intrigue. They look mean and i expect them to be very effective. They even made my Mistress smile as She handed them to me! Mistress' cock was flaccid now and unfortunately for me slipped easily into its cage and Mistress secured the lock and i was sent on my way!!
i have now been back in chastity for just on 5 hours and so far so good. That is, i have had no form of arousal from Mistress' cock. i really will have to try and control my desires this time as the points of intrigue are a very big concern to me Mistress - they look most painful! i am trying to convince myself that being kept in chastity is just another form of control and discipline that i should welcome and enjoy as a slave! Tonight i am excited and pleased that Mistress Adira considers me worthy of such an honour and privilege - to be Her chastity slave! i just hope i still have the same feeling this time tomorrow, this time next week, this time next month or this time next year!!
Although i have tried to tell myself not to whinge, whine or complain and just accept chastity, it is so hard not to whinge, whine or complain in the vain hope that just once my Mistress may relent and i could be set free! The most alarming thing from my point of view is that Mistress Adira has not stated how long i will be in chastity. i just hope it is not forever, well from my good slave's mind it would love to be in chastity forever but from my bad slave's mind i hope it is not for much longer than last time which was 40 days. It is always a lot easier to accept a task or punishment when i know how many or how long it will be as once i get to the halfway mark, everything becomes easier. Without knowing it affects my mind big time just contemplating how long it will be. How long WILL it be Mistress?
However my day has not been all bad as my weigh in result was almost perfect - i managed to lose 0.4 kilograms this week and my weight is now 80.1 kilograms. To be oh so close to having achieved O/our goal is so disappointing but in reality it does not matter as there will be no relief for me no matter what my weight is. i cannot eat or drink anything extra from now on as even an extra Polly Waffle puts on weight now. Let me rephrase that, i put the weight on and not the Polly Waffle! Mistress Adira has me right where She wants me - obeying Her diet and fitness regime to the letter! Still it has been of great benefit to me as i really do feel a different person now and look much better!
i was required to attend my Mistress' premises at 3.30pm this afternoon but before i did i was given a task - i was required to use my toy on Mistress' nipples for 10 minutes at 12.30pm, 1.15pm and 2.00pm. This could mean only one thing i thought, Mistress Adira wanted Her slave well and truly aroused by the time i arrived and that hopefully meant orgasm time!! i approached my task with great enthusiasm and energy and Mistress' cock was well and truly pumped by the time i arrived! Just what did my Mistress have planned?
i was ordered to strip and lay on the table in the dungeon when Mistress began to secure me as tightly as possible to the bench. i was beginning to get very excited and so was Mistress' cock when i heard the earth shattering news: "When you leave here this afternoon slave tate, you will be back in chastity!" Did i hear correctly Mistress? i knew that i had. How could Mistress Adira deflate my hopes and dreams so quickly? Deep down i was expecting it to happen sometime but not today Mistress, not tomorrow, not this week Mistress, but some other time Mistress! Still there was one last orgasm to have so i may as well enjoy that although i was going to have no say as to when or how i would cum, that was going to be when my Goddess wished.
Whilst i lay there cursing my misfortune, Mistress continues to secure me to the bench and soon i was bound tightly and hardly able to move. Now my torment was about to commence as Mistress took out Her vibrator and played with Her nipples! Mistress' cock was bouncing around all over the place and soon my nerves were tingling and the slightest touch on any part of my body sent me into uncontrollable wriggling but i could hardly move - it was pure agony!! Mistress Adira turned Her attention to Her cock and almost made me cum straight away but it was not time just yet but it was not too long away. Mistress was not in a mood to waste time today. There was a purpose to this visit and that was to release all my seed from within and then get me into chastity as quickly as possible!!
Mistress returned with a towel and placed it near Her cock and my time had come (excuse the pun - LOL). Mistress was going to milk me and then it would be chastity time. my nerve sensations were on fire now and the slightest touch sent me into rapture but there was nowhere to go - Mistress had tied me down very well indeed! As i lay there it was about to happen and soon the seed flowed. It was a strange feeling as although i knew i was releasing seed everywhere i could not move!! Mistress had completed the first part of Her task and now it was off to the shower and time for chastity.
After my shower i stood before my Mistress head bowed and eyes down - there is no point for lightheartedness now as chastity for a slave is no laughing matter! my eyes bulged as Mistress Adira handed me the parts of my CB3000 and then i saw them - the large sharp painful points of intrigue. They look mean and i expect them to be very effective. They even made my Mistress smile as She handed them to me! Mistress' cock was flaccid now and unfortunately for me slipped easily into its cage and Mistress secured the lock and i was sent on my way!!
i have now been back in chastity for just on 5 hours and so far so good. That is, i have had no form of arousal from Mistress' cock. i really will have to try and control my desires this time as the points of intrigue are a very big concern to me Mistress - they look most painful! i am trying to convince myself that being kept in chastity is just another form of control and discipline that i should welcome and enjoy as a slave! Tonight i am excited and pleased that Mistress Adira considers me worthy of such an honour and privilege - to be Her chastity slave! i just hope i still have the same feeling this time tomorrow, this time next week, this time next month or this time next year!!
Posted by slave tate at Saturday, September 06, 2008 8:17 PM 
Categories: Sessions, my chastity, Tasks, my slave journal
Categories: Sessions, my chastity, Tasks, my slave journal
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