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Wednesday 10th September 2008
What can i say food, food and more food today - make hay whilst the sun shines was my theory today. Mistress Adira allowed me to have free choice of food today for lunch. W/we went to a Seafood/Steak Restaurant where i chose kilpatrick oysters and BBQ prawns with chips and salad!!! But before that it was garlic bread by the bucket loads. What a feast it was - 1/2 dozen beautiful oysters and then the main meal arrived - 10 of the biggest, most succulent prawns imaginable. Suffice to say W/we had no room for dessert. i cannot remember the last time i was allowed to eat chips!
Mistress Adira decided that She would like some wine with Her meal - a Chardonnay - so it was my task to find a suitable bottle. Searching through all the wines i eventually found one that i just had to choose. i did not know the maker or the wine itself and the reason i chose it was because it was made by Evans & Tate. i just had to pick it, after all anything with the name "Tate" in it just has to be good!!! Mistress laughed when i explained the reason for my choice as some cuts with Her cane were promised if my choice was not good. Boy what an inspired choice it was - it was in all honesty one of the best Chardonnay's W/we have both tasted!!
Whilst W/we were at lunch Mistress was complimented by one of the Female waitresses on Her seamed stockings. Mistress Adira was wearing fully fashioned stockings this afternoon with beautiful seams and although they would hardly have been noticed, the waitress had obviously seen them. Mistress and the Waitress then had a conversation about stockings - unfortunately i was not wearing any today so i could not show her mine!! Seriously though it was very interesting to hear the Waitress ask Mistress so many questions about stockings and Mistress was able to answer them with ease and i am sure that if W/we go back in a few months time there will be a number of waitresses at this restaurant wearing fully fashioned seamed stockings which would be very pleasing on the eye and exciting for all males (except those in chastity)!!
After lunch Mistress Adira decided that She would like to see one of Her Superior Female friends so a small detour on the way home to visit Mistress' friend and an hour passed so quickly before Mistress had to leave! It had been a very enjoyable and relaxing day on another beautiful Gold Coast day! i have my unit looking spotless so i am hopeful that i will pass the inspection by my landlord tomorrow without any problems. i had better or i think Mistress' cane will have something to say if i do receive any negative comments from my Landlord!!
It has been an interesting time of reflection for me over the last few days about being in chastity and what it means to me! Mistress Adira has told me repeatedly that the only reason i am being kept in chastity is purely for Her fun and enjoyment. It just reminds me of what it is really like being a slave where everything that either i do or have done to me is purely for my Mistress' pleasure and benefit and not for my benefit or pleasure, although sometimes it just may benefit me as well! i have been thinking about being in chastity and in reality it is something that i should be begging my Mistress to allow to happen to me given that one of my greatest desires is to be totally under Mistress' control i.e. i should not be able to do anything without my Mistress' permission although this does sound much easier to do than it is in reality!
Chastity is really the ultimate form of control - 24/7 absolutely. No escape, no way out, just what i crave for Mistress. Wearing a chastity device is like wearing a slave collar 24/7 which unfortunately in my "vanilla" life i cannot do as it is impossible to wear my slave collar locked in place by my Mistress 24/7. As people cannot see my chastity device it has in essence become my defacto slave collar - locked in place, unable to be removed by me and worn 24/7. There is nothing better for a slave to have something locked on and forced to wear 24/7 Mistress.
Mistress whilst it is not my choice to wear a chastity device and i understand that i am wearing it for Your fun and amusement. It has also become very exciting and important to me to be able to wear a chastity device as it keeps me in absolute no doubt as to what i am and what i want to be Mistress - Your slave Mistress Adira!
Mistress Adira decided that She would like some wine with Her meal - a Chardonnay - so it was my task to find a suitable bottle. Searching through all the wines i eventually found one that i just had to choose. i did not know the maker or the wine itself and the reason i chose it was because it was made by Evans & Tate. i just had to pick it, after all anything with the name "Tate" in it just has to be good!!! Mistress laughed when i explained the reason for my choice as some cuts with Her cane were promised if my choice was not good. Boy what an inspired choice it was - it was in all honesty one of the best Chardonnay's W/we have both tasted!!
Whilst W/we were at lunch Mistress was complimented by one of the Female waitresses on Her seamed stockings. Mistress Adira was wearing fully fashioned stockings this afternoon with beautiful seams and although they would hardly have been noticed, the waitress had obviously seen them. Mistress and the Waitress then had a conversation about stockings - unfortunately i was not wearing any today so i could not show her mine!! Seriously though it was very interesting to hear the Waitress ask Mistress so many questions about stockings and Mistress was able to answer them with ease and i am sure that if W/we go back in a few months time there will be a number of waitresses at this restaurant wearing fully fashioned seamed stockings which would be very pleasing on the eye and exciting for all males (except those in chastity)!!
After lunch Mistress Adira decided that She would like to see one of Her Superior Female friends so a small detour on the way home to visit Mistress' friend and an hour passed so quickly before Mistress had to leave! It had been a very enjoyable and relaxing day on another beautiful Gold Coast day! i have my unit looking spotless so i am hopeful that i will pass the inspection by my landlord tomorrow without any problems. i had better or i think Mistress' cane will have something to say if i do receive any negative comments from my Landlord!!
It has been an interesting time of reflection for me over the last few days about being in chastity and what it means to me! Mistress Adira has told me repeatedly that the only reason i am being kept in chastity is purely for Her fun and enjoyment. It just reminds me of what it is really like being a slave where everything that either i do or have done to me is purely for my Mistress' pleasure and benefit and not for my benefit or pleasure, although sometimes it just may benefit me as well! i have been thinking about being in chastity and in reality it is something that i should be begging my Mistress to allow to happen to me given that one of my greatest desires is to be totally under Mistress' control i.e. i should not be able to do anything without my Mistress' permission although this does sound much easier to do than it is in reality!
Chastity is really the ultimate form of control - 24/7 absolutely. No escape, no way out, just what i crave for Mistress. Wearing a chastity device is like wearing a slave collar 24/7 which unfortunately in my "vanilla" life i cannot do as it is impossible to wear my slave collar locked in place by my Mistress 24/7. As people cannot see my chastity device it has in essence become my defacto slave collar - locked in place, unable to be removed by me and worn 24/7. There is nothing better for a slave to have something locked on and forced to wear 24/7 Mistress.
Mistress whilst it is not my choice to wear a chastity device and i understand that i am wearing it for Your fun and amusement. It has also become very exciting and important to me to be able to wear a chastity device as it keeps me in absolute no doubt as to what i am and what i want to be Mistress - Your slave Mistress Adira!
Posted by slave tate at Wednesday, September 10, 2008 6:56 PM 
Categories: my chastity, my slave journal
Categories: my chastity, my slave journal
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