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Tuesday 4th November 2008
What can i say? No luck for me this year in the Cup! i eventually settled on 'Nom du Jou' as the selection for my Mistress and hopefully the horse that would keep me out of chastity for the rest of this year but alas O/our selection had little luck before running on well in the straight to finish 8th! Unfortunately 8th was not good enough for me and Mistress Adira now has the pleasure of keeping me in chastity for a "very long time"! Oh well these things happen to a slave from time to time and i am probably fortunate that i have not had any other bets with my Mistress.
i am disappointed that i did not manage to pick the winner of the Cup. Aafter all who could i select? 'Viewed'? It had no hope!! Unfortunately i did get so close to picking the winner with one of my other selections - 'Bauer'. How bad would i have felt if it had won and i would have still been placed in chastity because i chosen the wrong horse! That would have been a lot harder to accept my predicament. i do not have to worry about that now as 'Bauer' was just not quite good enough on the day! Unfortunately with 'Bauer' running 2nd there was not only no money in my pocket, but i now have to pay up - yes Mistress, that is right. Mistress Adira can and will keep me in chastity for a very long period of time! Still i cannot and will not moan, whinge or complain Mistress! W/we had a bet Mistress and Mistress, you won fair and square!
On a positive note i did have a wonderful afternoon with Mistress drinking champagne, eating nibblies and watching the races. If only i could have backed the winner. Ces't la vie, que sera sera, whatever will be, will be, it was obviously just not meant to be for me this time Mistress! i was very pleasantly surprised that Mistress allowed me to leave this evening without being in chastity. But Mistress will decide when i shall commence my next period of chastity although i fear that will happen very soon as i am sure Mistress will want to collect on Her winning bet sooner rather than later!
On the bright side, being kept in chastity for a very long period of time has always been a fantasy of mine. There is something appealing and exciting to me about being kept in chastity by my Mistress and now it appears i will get to live out my fantasy! As a slave who craves a total loss of control, humiliation and degradation, i do not think there is a greater form of humiliation or degradation for a male slave than being kept in chastity! i am sure this is why i find the idea of being kept in chastity so exciting and appealing! i have tried to reconcile my fate by thinking that it could be much worse for me e.g. i could be disciplined by: 1) having a mandatory weekly caning; 2) forced to wear a bra or some other form of feminine underwear 24/7; 3) forced to sleep on the floor; 4) forced to eat all meals from a doggy bowl: 5) not permitted to use the shower and/or hot water; 6) unable to sit from the time i get up till the time i go to bed etc. The list could go on forever Mistress and i now realize just how lucky i am that i will only have to endure a long period of time in chastity Mistress and nothing worse!
my longest period in chastity so far has been 33 days and somehow i do not think Mistress Adira believes that 33 days in chastity qualifies as a "really" long period of time. Therefore i am pretty sure that i will be in chastity for more than 33 days this time! It looks like i will be spending the rest of this year at least in chastity!! Gulp! Oh well Mistress, losers must always pay up with a smile Mistress!
i am disappointed that i did not manage to pick the winner of the Cup. Aafter all who could i select? 'Viewed'? It had no hope!! Unfortunately i did get so close to picking the winner with one of my other selections - 'Bauer'. How bad would i have felt if it had won and i would have still been placed in chastity because i chosen the wrong horse! That would have been a lot harder to accept my predicament. i do not have to worry about that now as 'Bauer' was just not quite good enough on the day! Unfortunately with 'Bauer' running 2nd there was not only no money in my pocket, but i now have to pay up - yes Mistress, that is right. Mistress Adira can and will keep me in chastity for a very long period of time! Still i cannot and will not moan, whinge or complain Mistress! W/we had a bet Mistress and Mistress, you won fair and square!
On a positive note i did have a wonderful afternoon with Mistress drinking champagne, eating nibblies and watching the races. If only i could have backed the winner. Ces't la vie, que sera sera, whatever will be, will be, it was obviously just not meant to be for me this time Mistress! i was very pleasantly surprised that Mistress allowed me to leave this evening without being in chastity. But Mistress will decide when i shall commence my next period of chastity although i fear that will happen very soon as i am sure Mistress will want to collect on Her winning bet sooner rather than later!
On the bright side, being kept in chastity for a very long period of time has always been a fantasy of mine. There is something appealing and exciting to me about being kept in chastity by my Mistress and now it appears i will get to live out my fantasy! As a slave who craves a total loss of control, humiliation and degradation, i do not think there is a greater form of humiliation or degradation for a male slave than being kept in chastity! i am sure this is why i find the idea of being kept in chastity so exciting and appealing! i have tried to reconcile my fate by thinking that it could be much worse for me e.g. i could be disciplined by: 1) having a mandatory weekly caning; 2) forced to wear a bra or some other form of feminine underwear 24/7; 3) forced to sleep on the floor; 4) forced to eat all meals from a doggy bowl: 5) not permitted to use the shower and/or hot water; 6) unable to sit from the time i get up till the time i go to bed etc. The list could go on forever Mistress and i now realize just how lucky i am that i will only have to endure a long period of time in chastity Mistress and nothing worse!
my longest period in chastity so far has been 33 days and somehow i do not think Mistress Adira believes that 33 days in chastity qualifies as a "really" long period of time. Therefore i am pretty sure that i will be in chastity for more than 33 days this time! It looks like i will be spending the rest of this year at least in chastity!! Gulp! Oh well Mistress, losers must always pay up with a smile Mistress!
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