Sunday 9th November 2008

Well i have just completed my first day in chastity. i wonder just how long i will actually spend in chastity this time Mistress? Should i be thinking in terms of days, months or possibly even years Mistress? The thought of months or years does not please me Mistress but hopefully at worst Mistress, i will be remembering this period of chastity in terms of months and not years Mistress! Still the first day has passed without incident Mistress. i have been able to keep Your cock under control so far Mistress. Even allowing for the fact that maid marian has been very busy attending a BDSM event on the Gold Coast and assisting with decorating Your Christmas Tree Mistress which has helped keep my mind off Your cock Mistress Adira!

It is situation normal Mistress - back in chastity, sitting every time to pee now Mistress. It is so degrading and humiliating Mistress to have to sit to pee as well as such an inconvenience Mistress. i do not know how females do it all the time Mistress! i suppose this is the main impact of being in chastity Mistress. Am i still a male? Can i consider myself to be a male if cannot play with Your cock, cannot get an erection, cannot have an orgasm Mistress? The only term i can come up with Mistress that now seems to suit my predicament Mistress, is that i am not a male anymore Mistress, i am a slave Mistress! What a wonderful thought for me Mistress as all i have ever wanted to be is a slave Mistress!

Therefore Mistress all my thoughts about being in chastity this time Mistress are not negative Mistress. There is a great deal of excitement and anticipation Mistress associated with being kept in chastity for a very long period of time Mistress. i cannot play with Your cock now Mistress no matter what Mistress. You are in complete control of Your cock Mistress Adira and that is just so exciting Mistress to think that You are now in control of another part of my life Mistress.