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Sunday 7th December 2008
Somehow i managed to keep my weight under 80 kilograms even though it was very close. It does not matter how much, under 100 grams is enough to avoid punishment - 79.9 kilograms this week. The adrenalin rush of my tattoo has started to wear off, at least something wears off because my tattoo won't will it Mistress!! It has been 6 weeks since i managed to finally get my weight down to 80 kilograms and i am very happy that i have been able to keep my weight under O/our goal weight ever since, not that Mistress has any intention of allowing that to happen. The conversation on Thursday night was very stimulating for Mistress' cock as Mistress hinted/indicated/stated that there should be serious consequences for me if my weight was not satisfactory after my Christmas holiday. Doesn't a slave ever get a holiday Mistress? Apparently not with Mistress Adira!
The morning passed rather quickly as I was going to be very busy in the afternoon and evening. I was to appear before my Goddess at 1.00pm. What would happen i do not know, Mistress has indicated that i may be due for my first milking!! Sounds like i am cow. i have never been milked before so i have no idea what to expect but i do not think it is going to be all that enjoyable for me. As my Mistress keeps telling me, being in chastity is not about enjoyment for me! i arrived at 1.00pm as instructed and soon found myself naked before my Goddess wondering, thinking, pondering! What would be my pleasure today! Mistress took a few images of my tattoo as i have a written task to do about being branded and then i found out that today i was going to assist Mistress with the building of Her rope web!
Being given the privilege of having time in the presence of my Goddess is normally fantastic. i do get very excited when in the presence of my Goddess but being in chastity dampens my level of excitement somewhat. Standing so close to my Goddess watching my Goddess's every move, i want to have an erection, a huge erection, boy do what i want an erection but the CB3000 makes sure that will not happen! Being in the presence of my Goddess is supposed to be pleasure but when in chastity it is closer to hell than heaven! In fact the last week has been very painful. So much for my opinion that the small points of intrigue are useless - they may be if you have a cock that wants to behave itself but Mistress' cock does not want to behave any longer. It has been in chastity for more than 4 weeks now and it has had enough and it does not care about the points of intrigue anymore! Whilst it is difficult for me to see the exact level of damage, i can tell that it has caused some damage, hopefully not too much Mistress that i will have to be released from chastity Mistress! i will just have to hope that if i am to remain in chastity that Mistress Adira does not increase the size of the points of intrigue as i could be in big trouble then. No stimulation for me at all. How cruel would that be Mistress!
Mistress worked very hard placing the rope in the correct space, nothing straight or perpendicular for my Mistress. Unfortunately i could not do muchexcept offer some small pieces of advice every now and then as to where the web should go next! Two hours later Mistress had finished Her rope web and it looks fantastic - i cannot wait to be trapped in Mistress' web! Mistress soon sent me on my way as in less than 3 hours i would be picking up a friend of Mistress' and then W/we were all going to a BDSM Christmas Party on the Gold Coast!
i picked up Mistress' friend just after 6.00pm and after a visit to the bottle shop for Mistress' friend only. It may be Christmas but that does not mean any alcohol for me - coke and water is all i was allowed! Mistress Adira was waiting for us when we arrived! Tonight was another occasion when Mistress was taking both Her collared slaves and slave connor was already dressed. Mistress has decided that W/we would be dressed as Angels with Christmas tinsel - slave connor was a red angel and i was a silver angel! There was a twist of irony to O/our dress attire for this party i would have no trouble of knowing where Mistress was at all times - Mistress was wearing a Christmas bell on her red garter and every time She moved, Her bell rang!!
It was not long before W/we were on O/our way and could i manage to get through a night without getting into trouble? It certainly was my hope and ambition as i had not been having a good run lately, every time i have been out, i always seem to manage to do something wrong without even trying. Tonight i was determined to be different, tonight was going to be perfect! Mistress Adira and Her friend sat in the back as i drove to the party - i even knew the way this way time - so i could not go wrong! The weather looked very threatening as lightning filled the skyline but no rain had fallen by the time W/we arrived!
As W/we arrived i parked the car and slave connor parked behind and as i got out of the car and moved around the back to open the door for my Mistress. Mistress' friend had also got out of the car and had commenced having a conversation with slave connor about where he should park! Somehow i became involved in the conversation and next thing i knew, all i could hear was Mistress' bellowing voice "I will let Myself OUT slave tate!" "Holy shit" i thought to myself, what have i done? my dream, my hope, my ambition of being perfect tonight was shattered within 30 seconds of arriving! It was too late for me to do anything now Mistress was already out of the car glaring at me as only Mistress Adira can. "you will be punished for that later slave tate", Mistress said so matter of factly! There was nothing i could say or do except make sure i did not increase my deserved punishment!
The Christmas party was in full swing with lots of clever and imaginative costumes: some very interestingly positioned Christmas boxes, elves and lots of attractive Mrs Santa Claus' were some of the highlights for me! There was even a fashion parade for the best dressed female and male which slave connor won as the best dressed male! i managed to keep out of trouble and had a very good time socializing with some friends and time passed very quickly! Soon it was after midnight and some people began to leave. I began to think, had Mistress forgotten about my punishment? Maybe Mistress has forgotten. Should i say anything? No slave tate, don't be silly, i said to myself as i continued to have a laugh and share stories!
Suddenly it was like Mistress appeared from nowhere. "Right slave tate, time for your punishment. Let Me find a suitable place" were Mistress' stern words and my fate was determined! Mistress found a nice spanking horse for me to bend over and i was ordered to lay over the horse as Mistress said my punishment "6 strokes slave tate for failing to open the door should be suitable". "Yes Mistress", i replied, thinking to myself, "only six Mistress?", but never game to say that aloud! It must have been Christmas as not only was i only receiving 6 strokes of the cane, i could keep my cotton boxer shorts on and the only cane Mistress Adira had bought this evening was a very thin cane! i was going to be a very lucky slave this evening to escape with such a light punishment!
Mistress positioned the cane against my buttock and i waited for that swishing sound as the cane strikes into my buttock. It did not take too long till it came across the centre of my buttocks! In terms of a caning this was like a feather compared to Mistress' black cane as Mistress applied the 2nd and 3rd stroke very close to each other! Mistress was being very kind to me this evening as i awaited my 4th stroke and soon it was applied and the 1st 2 strokes followed quickly with my boxer shorts pulled down so the last stroke could be applied to my exposed buttocks! my punishment was over in no time at all. i was a very fortunate slave this evening to have escaped with such a light punishment but it is Christmas and perhaps Mistress Adira was just sharing some of the spirit of the festive season with Her slave!
After my punishment had been completed it was time to head home and after i had collected all O/our belongings paying particular attention to ensure that the top of Mistress' water bottle was closed - a slave always learns from its mistake and W/we were on O/our way. After i arrived home at around 2.00am, i was not tired, i was on a bit of high as it was less than an hour ago i was bent over the horse getting 6 strokes of Mistress' cane. A look in the mirror and 6 strokes were clearly visible. The only sad thing for me is that i know they will not last long. Still a slave cannot have everything - i cannot be fortunate enough to only receive a light caning and hope that the marks will remain for a week!
It is going to be a very busy time for me this afternoon as maid marian is required by Mistress Adira. She has been without the services of Her maid for long enough and apparently i maybe milked at anytime!
The morning passed rather quickly as I was going to be very busy in the afternoon and evening. I was to appear before my Goddess at 1.00pm. What would happen i do not know, Mistress has indicated that i may be due for my first milking!! Sounds like i am cow. i have never been milked before so i have no idea what to expect but i do not think it is going to be all that enjoyable for me. As my Mistress keeps telling me, being in chastity is not about enjoyment for me! i arrived at 1.00pm as instructed and soon found myself naked before my Goddess wondering, thinking, pondering! What would be my pleasure today! Mistress took a few images of my tattoo as i have a written task to do about being branded and then i found out that today i was going to assist Mistress with the building of Her rope web!
Being given the privilege of having time in the presence of my Goddess is normally fantastic. i do get very excited when in the presence of my Goddess but being in chastity dampens my level of excitement somewhat. Standing so close to my Goddess watching my Goddess's every move, i want to have an erection, a huge erection, boy do what i want an erection but the CB3000 makes sure that will not happen! Being in the presence of my Goddess is supposed to be pleasure but when in chastity it is closer to hell than heaven! In fact the last week has been very painful. So much for my opinion that the small points of intrigue are useless - they may be if you have a cock that wants to behave itself but Mistress' cock does not want to behave any longer. It has been in chastity for more than 4 weeks now and it has had enough and it does not care about the points of intrigue anymore! Whilst it is difficult for me to see the exact level of damage, i can tell that it has caused some damage, hopefully not too much Mistress that i will have to be released from chastity Mistress! i will just have to hope that if i am to remain in chastity that Mistress Adira does not increase the size of the points of intrigue as i could be in big trouble then. No stimulation for me at all. How cruel would that be Mistress!
Mistress worked very hard placing the rope in the correct space, nothing straight or perpendicular for my Mistress. Unfortunately i could not do muchexcept offer some small pieces of advice every now and then as to where the web should go next! Two hours later Mistress had finished Her rope web and it looks fantastic - i cannot wait to be trapped in Mistress' web! Mistress soon sent me on my way as in less than 3 hours i would be picking up a friend of Mistress' and then W/we were all going to a BDSM Christmas Party on the Gold Coast!
i picked up Mistress' friend just after 6.00pm and after a visit to the bottle shop for Mistress' friend only. It may be Christmas but that does not mean any alcohol for me - coke and water is all i was allowed! Mistress Adira was waiting for us when we arrived! Tonight was another occasion when Mistress was taking both Her collared slaves and slave connor was already dressed. Mistress has decided that W/we would be dressed as Angels with Christmas tinsel - slave connor was a red angel and i was a silver angel! There was a twist of irony to O/our dress attire for this party i would have no trouble of knowing where Mistress was at all times - Mistress was wearing a Christmas bell on her red garter and every time She moved, Her bell rang!!
It was not long before W/we were on O/our way and could i manage to get through a night without getting into trouble? It certainly was my hope and ambition as i had not been having a good run lately, every time i have been out, i always seem to manage to do something wrong without even trying. Tonight i was determined to be different, tonight was going to be perfect! Mistress Adira and Her friend sat in the back as i drove to the party - i even knew the way this way time - so i could not go wrong! The weather looked very threatening as lightning filled the skyline but no rain had fallen by the time W/we arrived!
As W/we arrived i parked the car and slave connor parked behind and as i got out of the car and moved around the back to open the door for my Mistress. Mistress' friend had also got out of the car and had commenced having a conversation with slave connor about where he should park! Somehow i became involved in the conversation and next thing i knew, all i could hear was Mistress' bellowing voice "I will let Myself OUT slave tate!" "Holy shit" i thought to myself, what have i done? my dream, my hope, my ambition of being perfect tonight was shattered within 30 seconds of arriving! It was too late for me to do anything now Mistress was already out of the car glaring at me as only Mistress Adira can. "you will be punished for that later slave tate", Mistress said so matter of factly! There was nothing i could say or do except make sure i did not increase my deserved punishment!
The Christmas party was in full swing with lots of clever and imaginative costumes: some very interestingly positioned Christmas boxes, elves and lots of attractive Mrs Santa Claus' were some of the highlights for me! There was even a fashion parade for the best dressed female and male which slave connor won as the best dressed male! i managed to keep out of trouble and had a very good time socializing with some friends and time passed very quickly! Soon it was after midnight and some people began to leave. I began to think, had Mistress forgotten about my punishment? Maybe Mistress has forgotten. Should i say anything? No slave tate, don't be silly, i said to myself as i continued to have a laugh and share stories!
Suddenly it was like Mistress appeared from nowhere. "Right slave tate, time for your punishment. Let Me find a suitable place" were Mistress' stern words and my fate was determined! Mistress found a nice spanking horse for me to bend over and i was ordered to lay over the horse as Mistress said my punishment "6 strokes slave tate for failing to open the door should be suitable". "Yes Mistress", i replied, thinking to myself, "only six Mistress?", but never game to say that aloud! It must have been Christmas as not only was i only receiving 6 strokes of the cane, i could keep my cotton boxer shorts on and the only cane Mistress Adira had bought this evening was a very thin cane! i was going to be a very lucky slave this evening to escape with such a light punishment!
Mistress positioned the cane against my buttock and i waited for that swishing sound as the cane strikes into my buttock. It did not take too long till it came across the centre of my buttocks! In terms of a caning this was like a feather compared to Mistress' black cane as Mistress applied the 2nd and 3rd stroke very close to each other! Mistress was being very kind to me this evening as i awaited my 4th stroke and soon it was applied and the 1st 2 strokes followed quickly with my boxer shorts pulled down so the last stroke could be applied to my exposed buttocks! my punishment was over in no time at all. i was a very fortunate slave this evening to have escaped with such a light punishment but it is Christmas and perhaps Mistress Adira was just sharing some of the spirit of the festive season with Her slave!
After my punishment had been completed it was time to head home and after i had collected all O/our belongings paying particular attention to ensure that the top of Mistress' water bottle was closed - a slave always learns from its mistake and W/we were on O/our way. After i arrived home at around 2.00am, i was not tired, i was on a bit of high as it was less than an hour ago i was bent over the horse getting 6 strokes of Mistress' cane. A look in the mirror and 6 strokes were clearly visible. The only sad thing for me is that i know they will not last long. Still a slave cannot have everything - i cannot be fortunate enough to only receive a light caning and hope that the marks will remain for a week!
It is going to be a very busy time for me this afternoon as maid marian is required by Mistress Adira. She has been without the services of Her maid for long enough and apparently i maybe milked at anytime!
Posted by slave tate at Sunday, December 07, 2008 11:08 AM 
Categories: my chastity, Social Activities, my slave journal
Categories: my chastity, Social Activities, my slave journal
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