Monday 2nd February 2009

After my busy day yesterday i was in a very unsettled frame of mind last night! i had completed my dinner and written my blog entries when i was trying to relax and watch the tennis! Whilst the tennis was very exciting there was something missing and i was not concentrating! What was my problem? After about 30 minutes it occurred to me. There was something i had to do Mistress Adira, and no Mistress, it was not what You are thinking! i did not want to play with Your cock Mistress, i did not want or need to have an orgasm, i wanted to be feminine!!

i thought i would solve my craving by getting dressed in my lingerie: bra, panties, pantyhose, wig and lipstick. That should do the trick i thought to myself as i resumed my seat to continue watching the tennis! To my shock i was still unsettled and there was something lacking. Then it hit me - i needed to wear some heels!! Oh boy what a contrast, here i was wanting to wear heels but the problem was, which heels to wear? Wearing my 3" heels is a cinch (well in my mind Mistress) and 5" heels are still new so the decision was easy, it just had to be 4" heels! i was interested to see how i would go wearing my 4" heels! However my task was not finished yet as i began to think if i am going to wear my 4" heels, then i should make it a worthwhile experience and i decided i would stand in my 4" heels for as long as possible! This would make my little extra heel training useful Mistress!

i stood in my 4" heels watching the tennis, the time was now just after 9.00pm. How long could i remain standing in 4" heels? 10 minutes? Maybe 20 at the most Mistress but that would be about my limit Mistress!! After all Mistress it is incredibly boring just standing in heels Mistress! i cannot believe what happened Mistress, the next 80 minutes were the most incredible 80 minutes i could have imagined Mistress as i remained standing in my 4" heels watching the tennis for an unbelievable 80 minutes Mistress! i was shocked Mistress at just how comfortable i had felt Mistress. i could not believe it Mistress and i was in a state of shock Mistress! i do not know if i was still on such a high from my afternoon of potential public humiliation Mistress or the tennis was so intense and that it had captured my concentration fully Mistress. Whatever the cause, i stood rock solid, back straight for 80 minutes in my lingerie Mistress!! What can i say Mistress? i cannot believe it myself Mistress! Hopefully there was nobody looking in the window Mistress as they tried to work out why anybody would be standing in their lingerie for 80 minutes Mistress!!!

Although i was exhausted Mistress once the tennis had finished, it was well after midnight and time for me to go to bed. i would have thought that i would have slept like a baby Mistress but i could not sleep Mistress! my mind was still awake and it was not until after 2.00am before i finally dozed off Mistress! Somehow i woke at 6.00am and i have felt as bright as a button Mistress. How could this be Mistress with less than 4 hours sleep Mistress? i felt terrific and the only tell tale sign of my additional heel training Mistress are some very sore thighs and calves Mistress!!!

So far things are looking good for a quiet night tonight Mistress. No strong desires to be feminized or to do anything else Mistress so hopefully i will be able to get more than 4 hours sleep tonight Mistress!!