Sunday 8th February 2009

It has been a relatively quiet weekend for me but it has been a good opportunity for me to learn some more about myself! my weekend started sensationally. my weight was down 0.4 kilograms and i came in under O/our goal weight of 80 kilograms - 79.7 kilograms was the figure and i feel fantastic about that! Monitoring my weight each week has become a very important tool for me to gauge how well behaved and disciplined i have been as a slave each week - it has been a marvelous training tool for me! my Mistress has given me the guidance and incentive to be fit and eat healthy but in reality it is up to me to make sure that i follow Her advice! It has made me a better slave and it has been a test of my desire and commitment to be a slave. i have been stunned just how well i have accepted the discipline that Mistress Adira expects and demands from Her slave. It has helped to develop me as a slave but there has been a huge bonus - it has allowed me to fully explore my feminine desires both enforced and on a voluntarily basis! It is absolutely amazing how much more feminine i feel when my weight is down under 80 kilograms. All of a sudden i feel like my panties fit me as i no longer have a big fat stomach but just a nice little tummy!!

i was left to my own devices yesterday and spent most of my time wisely doing my washing, ironing and other domestic chores! However i did have time to think about my feminine side and i decided that girls do not have hairy toes so i found a pair of tweezers and plucked and removed all my unsightly long toe hairs. Now even my toes look slimmer, much more feminine and even sexy! i have had some discussions with Mistress during the week about the mammoth task of shaving my legs and Mistress showed no empathy for me at having to do such a task by reminding me there are many things that i must do if i want to be feminine and shaving my legs is just one of those tasks that females must do at least once every 2 weeks! This comment has made me think about what else there possibly is that females have to do that i have not been doing? But i decided that it was no use worrying about things that i have no knowledge of and i shall just be guided by my Mistress and perform what ever feminine tasks Mistress requires of me from now on!! So it will be shaving on a regular basis for me as i will be shaving my legs at least once every 2 weeks from now without fail Mistress as i realize just how important nice smooth legs are for a girl!

Mistress was going to contact me sometime this morning to advise what time maid marian was required for cleaning duties - sounded like nothing special was going to happen today! However that was far from the situation when Mistress contacted me just before lunch to advise that i would be required for cleaning duties at 2.00pm but before that i was required to pick Mistress Adira's daughter up. What a surprising but pleasant twist Mistress! The idea of performing my chauffeur duties for a Superior Female other than my Mistress was a new but very exciting addition to my already ever changing and more demanding role! i was required to collect Mistress Adira's daughter at 1.50pm and there was no way i was going to be late for this task Mistress, and at precisely 1.50pm i was standing by the rear door awaiting the arrival of Mistress Adira's daughter! i have had the privilege of meeting and chauffeuring Mistress Adira's daughter previously but my heart beat faster as She approached the car and i opened the rear passenger door, a smile in my direction as She settled into Her seat and W/we commenced O/our short journey!

Mistress Adira's daughter sat in the back seat and appeared to enjoy the privilege of being chauffeur driven as i happily concentrated on my driving for the short journey and once W/we arrived at Mistress' premises, i wondered what would Mistress Adira's daughter do when W/we arrived. Would She remain seated to allow me to perform my "chauffeur role"? i certainly hoped so, after all that is my role but would She follow the expected protocol. As W/we arrived at Mistress' premises i glanced in the rear mirror and to my pleasure Mistress Adira's daughter was showing no sign of leaving the car. i was going to be allowed the privilege of opening the door for the young Superior Female after all! Why do i worry so much Mistress! What a hoot for me as i raced around the rear of the car to open the door for the young Superior Female and it was a very happy slave who arrived for maid duties!

However i did not realize just how much of an impact Mistress Adira's daughter's presence would have upon me! i was soon ordered to change into my maid's uniform when i realized that i would also be performing my maid's role in the presence of Mistress Adira's daughter! As i got changed i began to wonder how i would feel performing my maid's duties before a young Superior Female. i was reasonably confident that i would feel comfortable but i just never know how i will feel until it happens! Therefore i was a slightly nervous maid as i made my entrance before Mistress Adira and Her daughter but any nerves i had disappeared immediately as both Mistress and Her daughter smiled as they glanced in my direction and i felt absolutely fantastic. i felt so proud to be performing my maid duties before Mistress and Her daughter!

The afternoon went very quickly and at 5.00pm i was dismissed by my Mistress and advised that i could have a reward this evening - one hot pizza! What a very lucky slave Mistress!