Sunday 15th February 2009

Late on Friday evening i was in a very relaxed and contented mood as i chatted with Mistress Adira online when my mood changed dramatically! Mistress announced that i will be getting punished and that will happen tomorrow at Retribution for failing to put my hand brake on last Wednesday! i sat mouth wide open. Mistress, how could you spring that upon Your slave like that? i was so much looking forward to Retribution as my "new look" maid marian that a punishment was just not on my agenda! Despite my very small protestations Mistress was in no mood for a change of heart as i was informed that i will learn to put my hand brake on every time and not just most of the time! However there was some good news (i think) in that i was able to delay my punishment by Mistress agreeing to my suggestion that it was inappropriate to punish maid marian for my failure! i tried to get an indication just how severe my punishment maybe as last time i was punished 1 stroke for each time that i had failed to put my hand brake on! According to my mathematics that would mean i would only get 1 stroke of the cane this time! i was quickly informed that was the punishment for my first offence and that will not apply to a 2nd punishment for the same offence! i am now slightly worried just what my punishment will be but i am sure that whatever my punishment is, it will assist me to remember to put my hand brake on every time in future!! i certainly hope so as i do not want to think what the punishment would be for a 3rd punishment for the same offense! There is nothing worse that having a punishment hanging over my head as i cannot afford to get another punishment before i have received this one!!

Yesterday was a great day for me as i stepped on the scales and my weight was 79.4 kilograms - down 0.3 kilograms from last week after having been allowed a few treats during the week pizza and fries! W/we have now lost 27 kilograms in just under 2 years and i am now at the equal lowest weight i have been just prior to christmas last year! As a result of my new levels of fitness and health i am feeling absolutely fantastic and feeling great! Unfortunately for me the weather was terrible yesterday morning and it was impossible for me to complete my walk - but that does not mean i get out of it - i just get to do it tomorrow!!

Last night maid marian attended Retribution and i arrived home just after 3.00am and i tried to go to sleep! But my legs were on fire - every inch of my thighs and calves were on fire. maid marian had worn her heels for more than 6 hours and i was now paying the price! It is amazing just how much influence maid marian is having over life now. Last night, instead of talking about sport, alcohol, sex and cars like males normally do i was in deep discussions with other females about female problems and interests e.g. the difficulty with hair covering my face and eyes, the benefits of shaving or waxing legs and the excitement of wearing heels!! i am finding it far more exciting and interesting learning to be feminine than i ever imagined possible Mistress.

However i do not think the aches and pains in my legs were the main reason why i could not sleep. i was still on such a high from attending Retribution and i just did not want the night to end. i wanted to be maid marian forever so i could not sleep! It was such a wonderful night for me to make my debut as the pretty pink maid. i have never felt more beautiful or feminine as i did last night and i am still so excited this morning that i was up at 8.00am. No point staying in bed Mistress when i have a catch up walk to do from yesterday Mistress. Perhaps it is true Mistress that slaves do not need sleep after all Mistress!!!