Saturday 18th April 2009

Although Mistress Adira returned from Her Easter break on Wednesday it has been a very quiet time for me. Luckily for me everybody else has been keeping Mistress busy so She has not had any time to worry about me!! Why do i say that? Well my skipping has not been progressing as well as i have hoped and i am sure nowhere near as well as Mistress requires. It is going to be very interesting to see how Mistress improves my skipping technique but improve it will, i am certain Mistress will make sure of that!!! The other reason why it has been good for me that Mistress has been busy is that She has not had time to respond about my weight result. Gulp, my weight went up 0.3 kilograms this past week. Luckily my weight is still under 80.0 kilograms so i may escape a punishment but the trend is a bit worrying for me. my weight seems to be going up more often than it is going down which only spells one thing for me - trouble!!!!

This morning Mistress sent me a message to say that i would be doing some cleaning of my unit as maid marian this afternoon! i seem to be spending more time dressed as maid marian these days than as myself. But then again, i may as well dress in feminine attire because i am no longer a male at the moment. How could i be when i have to sit to pee all the time? The chastity device makes sure of that! i am now into my 18th day of chastity and Mistress has not mentioned anything about a possible release date. Is this the beginning of permanent chastity? i do not know but i think Mistress intends on keeping me in chastity for quite a lengthy period of time as a minimum!

i have been coping quite well with my period of chastity so far although Mistress' cock has been getting aroused lately and with no points of intrigue in place, an attempt at an erection is not that painful. Generally speaking i have been bale to keep Mistress' cock in a reasonably flaccid state most of the time! i do not know if it is related to being in chastity but i have had the desire to wear mainly feminine attire when at home over the last couple of weeks. Nothing full on, just a nice nylon slip, panties and occasionally stockings and 3" heels! i feel so comfortable just lounging around in my feminine lingerie. It is about the only excitement i can get up to when in chastity Mistress!!!