Friday 1st May 2009

i cannot believe another weekend looms and the 1st four months of the year have passed already. Where does time go? Never a dull moment when you are a slave i think must be the answer Mistress! Another exciting and interesting weekend for me but i am a contented slave within myself as last night Mistress Adira required the answer to Her question: "Did i leave my handbrake on or off on Wednesday night?" The answer was of course, "No Mistress, in Your slave's hurry to ensure it ate hot pizza, it forgot Mistress!" There was no thought of me lying to Mistress as how do i grow, learn and develop to be a slave if i do not admit my failings! Mistress was very philosophical about my failure - i will be punished - but primarily because i chose to eat hot pizza over telling Mistress that in my haste to eat my hot pizza i may have failed to remember to put my handbrake on and i would like to check Mistress! Mistress was right of course. i was being greedy and selfish and there is no place for behaviour like that from a slave and i do deserve to be punished! The good news for me i think is that Mistress says my punishment will not be as severe as it would normally be for a 3rd offence because i did eventually confess my failure. i just am not sure how much my punishment will be reduced but whatever it is, i deserve it Mistress and hopefully i will learn from my failing again Mistress! i have a feeling Mistress that i may not be having hot pizza for quite a while Mistress!!! Mistress has decided that i can wait till Monday to find out what my punishment will be. What can i say except that is fair. i deserve everything that i get Mistress!

i have been having some very strange thoughts Mistress today. Yes Mistress, even stranger than normal Mistress. i have been thinking how disappointing it will be to be released from chastity Mistress!! i cannot believe i am even thinking it Mistress let alone saying it Mistress, but after 32 days in chastity Mistress, it is beginning to feel natural to wear a chastity device. It is natural to go to a cubicle and sit when having to pee, it seems natural not to be able to touch or play with Your cock Mistress, but most importantly, it feels that when i wear the chastity device, that You are in control of me Mistress and as you know Mistress, i crave the giving up of control of various parts of my life and behaviour Mistress. i am not saying that i enjoy being in chastity Mistress but i do enjoy the fact that You are in control of another part of my life Mistress and that excitement can be greater than any discomfort that accompanies the loss of control Mistress. But do not despair, i am sure Mistress that i will adjust quite quickly to being normal again when i am released from chastity by Mistress Adira Day on 6th of June Mistress.

Saturday tomorrow and another weigh-in for me. i am hopeful of having a good result although the effect of the "Wednesday night pizza" still hovers. Hopefully it will not have too great an impact as i want to be as slim as possible for tomorrow afternoon as something special is planned to happen. Mistress requires maid marian for some cleaning at Her dungeon and i am being permitted to wear my pink satin maids uniform, my new white with pink trim petticoat, flesh coloured stockings and Mistress has decided that tomorrow i will commence wearing a corset!!! WOOOOHOOOO...i am a very happy slave! i have been looking forward to commence corset training for 12 months but Mistress has been waiting for the correct time and my time has come. i do not know why i have the fascination to be bound tightly in a corset but it is just one thing that i desire to be encased in a tightly laced corset! It is certainly going to be some very interesting times ahead for me as i undertake corset training. i am sure it is going to be difficult at times but there is never any gain without pain so i am sure that no matter whatever the level of discomfort, it will not dampen my enthusiasm and excitement to wear a corset!

It also appears as though i will be busy as Mistress Adira's chauffeur over the weekend and then on Monday something very special may happen. Mistress is planning to have a double play session with collared sub butch and me. What a blast that will be and i am looking forward to that immensely even though it will probably be when i receive my punishment. Oh well it has to happen sometime as i was a rather careless and greedy slave and slaves who exhibit that kind of behaviour deserve to be punished. It is sure that its punishment on Monday will assist Your slave in remembering to put its handbrake ALL of the time from now on Mistress.