Sunday 14th June 2009

What a fantastic last 24 hours i have had and it all started with my weigh-in result - down 0.5 kilograms from last week! It is always a great relief and thrill for me to have a week where my weight has gone down. i feel as though it is an indication that i have lived my life according to the strict regime of diet and fitness that Mistress Adira demands of me! It is even more satisfying for me when i am afforded some treats and privileges during the week e.g. dinner on Saturday evening and pizza on Monday evening and i still can lose weight. Makes me wonder Mistress just what happens if i can enjoy all that food why i put on weight when i am not afforded such luxuries and privileges Mistress! i am enjoying my new level of fitness and body shape as it is allowing me to do so much more and enjoy all my fun activities so much more Mistress.

After my weigh-in it was off to the shops for me. Mistress Adira had given me a task to purchase two make-up items for Her and to go to my post box to hopefully collect my two new maid's uniforms! Is there a more humiliating task for a male than having to go into the make-up section of a major department store to buy some make-up? i think it is just the ambience of the make-up sections of these stores - it is a female world with no males anywhere!!! Femininity rules in these sections - so clean and spotless - males just feel so out of place and not welcome but then again a slave is not a male and i had a task to do so i decided to approach the beautiful and sensual sales assistant for some help. i explained to her that i was seeking to buy a eyeliner pencil and some eye shadow! To make my purchase seem authentic, i presented Her with a piece of paper that had recorded the exact shades that i was required and to my great luck they did not have the colour of eye shadow that Mistress Adira required!! Shit, what do i do? i tried to explain to the sales assistant that "my friend" was after a red eye shadow and she replied they did not have anything like that! i decided to seek assistance from Mistress Adira as to what She wished me to do but alas for me, Mistress was not able to answer Her phone. Damn. Where are You Mistress when Your slave needs You? That is what i was thinking Mistress! There was nothing else for me to do but to advise the sales assistant that i would just purchase the eye liner! Think it just goes to show Mistress, females should not trust males to buy such feminine products Mistress!

Enough of my dramas with trying to purchase the make-up for Mistress Adira, it was off to the Post Office to collect my parcel and yes indeed my two maid's uniforms had arrived. i was a very excited slave as i drove back home - i could not wait to open my parcel Mistress!! As soon as i arrived home, i ripped open the parcel and could not believe what i saw. What a fantastic sight Mistress - two beautiful maid's uniforms and two aprons/pinafores!! The only question i had on my mind, would they fit Mistress? There was only one way to find out and that was to put them on. i was stunned - what a perfect fit! How clever are the people who make clothes Mistress? Give them a few measurements and they produce a garment that fits perfectly. Simply amazing i think. Perhaps it is as a male that i usually never have anything made to order, just buy off the rack whereas with my maid's uniforms, they are now made to fit. What a great thrill it is to wear such lovely soft fabric Mistress!

i could not believe the difference between both uniforms. i could not recognize me - the difference was awesome. i do not have a favourite and i am extremely happy with both. i am going to have many happy days wearing my maid's uniforms now Mistress! That was the end of my morning but my day of excitement was only just beginning - i had a session with Mistress Adira to look forward to and then maid marian would be attending Retribution. What a busy day!!

Mistress was very keen to see my new maid's uniforms and as soon as i arrived i was ordered to get changed - the smile on Mistress' face was enough for me to know that Mistress Adira was very impressed and happy with my new maid's uniforms and in fact, the mischievous smile from Mistress was a slight concern. Mistress seemed to be liking my new maid's uniforms too much. It appeared as though Mistress was planning some interesting times ahead for maid marian already!! After showing my maid's uniforms i was stripped and standing before Mistress Adira - She wanted to practice some new rope bondage on me! i am always happy to be Mistress Adira's rope dummy and what a treat it was for me. Mistress wanted to experiment on some arms behind the back bondage! i do not think there is a position of such helplessness as having my arms tied behind my back and after a couple of different styles, Mistress had found the perfect combination in my opinion. i was completely helpless, arms unable to move, wrists locked together. i would be at the complete mercy of Mistress Adira in this position! Mistress was pleased with this position and practice was over for today but i do look forward to being placed in the same position again Mistress. It is fabulous to have arms secured firmly behind my back Mistress!

Before i left Mistress Adira announced what i would be wearing to Retribution. How lucky am i that my Mistress decides what i will wear and what a great choice Mistress made: my new hobble skirt maid's uniform, 4" heels and waist cincher!! Whooohoo i was on cloud nine. Not only would i be wearing my lovely new tight hobble skirt maid's uniform, but i would be wearing a waist cincher for 5 or 6 hours. i was going to be a very tightly bound and restricted maid this evening. The only doubt i had was 4" heels. Still i cannot have everything easy Mistress!

i had an absolutely wonderful time at Retribution. The feeling of my tight hobble skirt and waist cincher was absolutely sensational. The bonus of being slimmer is certainly a huge advantage Mistress, it does allow me to get maximum enjoyment Mistress. It appears as though my forced feminization is going to continue as Mistress Adira has expressed a desire to get my eyebrows waxed into a feminine look and now is talking about painting my nails either by growing my own nails or purchasing some false nails. Oh dear, how humiliating would it be to have feminine eyebrows and nails Mistress!

Whilst all this excitement has been happening i continue to be in chastity - 74 days now - only 14 days to go. my thoughts are now: do i actually want my chastity to end? With all my feminization it has been a huge bonus for me to be in chastity with no chance of any mistakes, no chance of temptation to do something silly Mistress. Will i be able to control myself when i am released Mistress? That is becoming the big question for me Mistress! i just do not know what i would prefer Mistress. Is it better to be free and face temptation every minute of every day or is it better to be in chastity free of temptation with just the frustration of never having an erection or an orgasm Mistress? Decisions, decisions, decisions Mistress. But luckily for me, i no longer have to be concerned with having to make any decisions Mistress and am i happy about that Mistress!