Tuesday 30th June 2009

Being Your slave Mistress Adira does not get any better mid week for me as maid marian was required for cleaning duties this evening! The effect on me has been little or no sleep last night and just excitement and anticipation all day. Time just drags so much when you are waiting for it to pass! A day at work followed by an hour or so as maid marian cleaning Mistress, and pizza for dinner Mistress, it just does not get any better than that as Your slave Mistress!

In preparation for being mad marian this evening i decided that i had to shave my legs last night. Although my intentions have been good over the last few months Mistress to at least shave my legs once a week Mistress, something had happened over the last 3 weeks. i just had not had time to shave them Mistress and the hairs were looking quite long and ugly Mistress. Not at all suitable for a person who was about to wear lovely sheer stockings Mistress! Boy what a difference it makes having lovely smooth legs Mistress. i am going to have to become much more disciplined with my shaving habits Mistress as having ugly hair is just not acceptable feminine behaviour Mistress.

It has now been 4 days since i have been released from 88 days in chastity and Mistress i am not kidding when i say this, i have not touched or had any desire to want to play with Your cock Mistress! i am stunned with my change in desires Mistress although i understand why, i just cannot believe the change in me Mistress. It is unbelievable Mistress to think that i no longer have any desire to want to play with Your cock Mistress! There may not be a need to put me back in chastity ever again Mistress!

Mistress Adira is getting very excited about the possibility of Her new Zebra Punishment Cane being here by this weekend! i am not sharing Mistress' enthusiasm for this new purchase as i think Mistress has every intention of using it upon me at the earliest opportunity and i can assure You Mistress, i will not be volunteering willingly to christen Your new Punishment Cane Mistress. It looks mean, nasty and vicious Mistress but i am sure that there will be plenty of opportunities to punish me over the next few days, weeks and months Mistress. Just the thought of being punished with that cane Mistress springs one word to mind Mistress - ouch Mistress!!