Monday 14th December 2009

Christmas is rapidly approaching and means party time, although how much i get to party is dependent upon Mistress Adira! Last Thursday i had a small work party to attend and Mistress Adira allowed me to have two alcoholic drinks. Two drinks are better than none and i have learnt from past experience that drinking too much alcohol can be very expensive Mistress so it was 2 beers for me only at the party! i have another work party to attend next Thursday and i am hoping that i will be permitted to have more than 2 alcoholic drinks but how many more? That will be the big question. Hopefully Mistress will be in a very generous mood. After all, it is the festive season Mistress.

Saturday morning was my normal weigh-in and my weight has been constant for the last 3 weeks. Had i reached my limit? Mistress was beginning to think that maybe i would not be able to reach O/our goal weight of 75.0 kilograms however my weight during the week was good so i was confident that i would get a good result this week Mistress! i was correct as my weight was down to 75.4 kilograms, down 0.4 kilograms from last week and i have now lost 31.0 kilograms in just under 3 years. Only 0.4 kilograms to go Mistress, what a wonderful feeling it is Mistress. Pity Christmas is fast approaching as i may not be able to achieve O/our goal this year but it is sure W/we will early in the new year at the latest Mistress!

Saturday was a busy day for me as maid marian, helping Mistress Adira put up Her Christmas tree and then attending Retribution later that night. All up i spent an unbelievable 9 hours in my maid's uniform and 4" heels. What a mammoth day it was Mistress. An absolutely awesome feeling to be feminized for such a long time Mistress! Mistress Adira finally let maid marian see Her new toy, a Humiliation Gag with special attachments: an ashtray, serving tray and toilet brush. What an amazing gag Mistress. It fears that there will be plenty of object training ahead for maid marian Mistress as she learns to hold the trays in their correct position Mistress. It is about time maid marian suffered a little humiliation Mistress!!

Whilst maid marian was at Retribution she received a christmas card from Miss Katie Rose and woobieman for me. What a lucky slave to have such nice and thoughtful friends. After spending 9 hours in my maid's uniform and 4" heels, by the time i went to bed around 3.00am my legs were killing me. Every part of my lower body was in agony - my calf muscles, my ankles, my thighs, my buttocks. You name it Mistress, it hurt Mistress. Somehow i still managed to get some sleep. i was so tired Mistress that it was a struggle to get out of bed around 10.00am Mistress!

Yesterday was a quiet day as Mistress Adira required maid marian for cleaning duties - another 3 fabulous hours in my maid's uniform and 4" heels. i am certainly getting closer and closer to living a day in the life as a maid Mistress and what a fabulous feeling it is. my energy, enthusiasm and commitment to be a "good maid" is growing stronger and stronger Mistress. After such a busy weekend as maid marian i was feeling pretty tired by Sunday night and as i had today off i decided to have a rest and relax last night. i watched a movie for change and went to bed around 11.30pm!

i did my chores around my unit this morning and this afternoon Mistress Adira was having an afternoon tea to celebrate butch's 60th birthday and then W/we would be exchanging Christmas presents. Mistress had invited a few other boys to attend and i arranged to meet Bryan for a cup of coffee before attending the afternoon tea at 3.30pm! When Bryan and i arrived at 3.30pm, everybody else was already there and Mistress Adira lit the candles on butch's lovely caramel mud cake. It was very nice Mistress!! After the singing of happy birthday it was time to exchange Christmas presents and Mistress gave me my 2 gifts combining my 2 favorite pastimes - horses and rope. Mistress had found a beautiful horse made out of rope and i also received a framed picture of the rope horse. Thank You Mistress, what a perfect gift for Your slave Mistress!

Mistress Adira received Her Christmas gift from connor and myself - a combined christmas/birthday present us collared boys are buying together. It will be a sensational present Mistress when completed in April for Your birthday Mistress! Mistress was happy, everybody was happy and i was about to get happier as the other people left, i remained as Mistress was going to have some play with me!! Soon i was ordered into the dungeon where i stripped off and knelt before Mistress Adira's throne, waiting patiently for Mistress to enter! Mistress' cock has been totally out of control over the last 2 weeks. It has been in a constant state of arousal and i was very concerned about how it would react today as there is nothing worse for a slave than to cum too soon!!

After a few minutes of kneeling Mistress Adira appeared as i waited nervously to see what pleasure awaited me. After a short stay Mistress left the dungeon only to return a minute later with a wooden chair! After placing the chair in the middle of the dungeon with that wicked smile that only Mistress Adira possesses, i was ordered to take my seat on the chair!! Mistress picked up some red hemp rope and soon my chest was being tied to the chair and then my arms and hands were tied firmly to the chair with some hemp rope. i was feeling totally helpless already and Mistress' cock was in a very aroused state. Things were looking promising that maybe Mistress's cock would behave after all!

Mistress Adira continued to secure me to the chair - my thighs and ankles were secured tightly to the chair and i was now completely at Mistress Adira's mercy, unable to move, nowhere to go except wait and enjoy what evil things Mistress wanted to do with me! Mistress Adira decided to increase my sense of helplessness by applying a blindfold and gag. i was now unable to speak and in my own dark world! Mistress Adira was now happy as it did not take too long before i began to dribble freely from wearing my gag as Mistress then began to tweak my nipple. my whole body was on fire. The sensation of Mistress Adira's fingers on my nipples sent me into heaven and i writhed in excitement but i could not go far, Mistress had me tied firmly in position as She continued to play with a vibrator and/or Her fingers on my nipples!

It is amazing just how excited and how much pleasure i get from playing with or having my nipples played with. i much prefer to reach an orgasm through pure nipple stimulation rather than playing with Your cock Mistress! Mistress Adira sensed my high state of arousal and soon i was sent to the moon as Mistress began tweaking both of nipples at the same time. i screamed, i yelled, i cried out aloud but nobody heard my cries of delirious pleasure as the gag was working overtime. my cries were thankfully muffled as Mistress brought me closer and ever so closer to climax! Finally Mistress Adira granted me permission to cum...as if i was in any form of control Mistress...and soon i was crying with delight as Mistress brought me to orgasm. Oh what an intense and beautiful orgasm Mistress, one of the best i have ever had Mistress. i am so fortunate with a little help from Your magic fingers Mistress to be able to achieve orgasm through nipple stimulation Mistress!