Monday 21st December 2009

It has been a relatively quiet time for me over the last week although i did go to a fabulous BDSM Christmas party on Saturday night with Mistress Adira. Sometimes when it is relatively quiet time it gives me an opportunity to reflect on my behaviour and gives me a chance to see if i am improving in my quest to become a disciplined slave. During the last 2 weeks Mistress Adira has allowed me the rare privilege of having some alcoholic drinks whilst not in Her presence - the ultimate test of my discipline to be a slave! Mistress allowed me to have 2 alcoholic drinks at my first christmas party which in reality was not much of a test as i was only going to be in attendance at the party for about 1 hour so to restrict myself to just 2 drinks was relatively easy Mistress however the bigger test was still to come Mistress!

Mistress Adira asked me how many drinks i would like to be able to have - i responded with 5 or 6 Mistress, hoping that i would be allowed that many as i was attending a lunch at a pub and i would be staying at the pub for the afternoon! Mistress Adira considered my request carefully and then responded that She likes even numbers. you beauty i thought, what a lucky slave, i was going to be allowed 6 alcoholic drinks when Mistress Adira announced Her decision: i would be allowed 4 alcoholic drinks - that was all and no more Mistress said!

Previously i have found it virtually impossible to abide by Mistress Adira's rules at these parties - the temptation to drink has been too much without Mistress Adira present to keep me in check and it has been a very expensive and painful learning experience for me! i consider that i have matured and developed greatly as a slave over the last 12 months and i was about to face my biggest temptation Mistress - could i succeed in the face of the devil Mistress? Luckily for me it was a relatively sedate party and i was able to pace myself accordingly and after 4 hours in the pub it was time for me to leave Mistress (even though there were still plenty of people present Mistress). It was time to go home Mistress i had only had 4 alcoholic drinks Mistress! For some reason Mistress the train journey home was enjoyable Mistress. i was feeling very satisfied with myself Mistress, i had been able to keep control of myself Mistress under the most tempting of circumstances Mistress!

What a great feeling it was for me when i arrived home Mistress - feeling fabulous Mistress - i had abided by the wishes of My Mistress - yay Mistress! Although i was feeling happy (and very sober) Mistress, i had no-one to tell as Mistress Adira decided that She did not wish to speak with her slave that night. Perhaps Mistress knew that Her slave would behave itself this time. Whatever the reason was Mistress it did not matter, Your slave was feeling on a fabulous high Mistress. There is no better feeling for a slave than for a slave to have remained disciplined no matter how great the temptation Mistress!

i now only had one more problem to worry about (a slave never stops worrying Mistress. my Saturday morning weigh-in was due in less than 36 hours after the Christmas party and i was not confident of a good result Mistress after cake on Monday, pizza on Tuesday, alcohol and lunch at the pub on Thursday and pancakes for breakfast on Friday Mistress. Could there have been any more interruptions to my "normal" week Mistress? i doubt it Mistress! Pancakes with bacon for breakfast was a new experience for me but very nice Mistress however there was to be no other little snacks for me during this week Mistress, i just could not take the chance Mistress!

i stepped on the scales at 8.30am on Saturday morning Mistress and the result was 75.2 kilograms - down 0.2 kilograms. Unbelievable Mistress! i was stoked to have managed to lose a small amount of weight during this particular week Mistress. A remarkable effort Mistress but then i was slightly disappointed Mistress, i was now so close to O/our goal weight Mistress. It was within reach Mistress i could almost touch it Mistress, just 0.2 kilograms away Mistress!

i find that i am liking my new body shape Mistress - it is not unusual for me now Mistress to feel my flat tummy Mistress, my rib cage Mistress, my hip bones Mistress. What a great feeling it is Mistress. i think my new body shape is having a great influence on my desire to be feminized Mistress. Is there any better feeling than having a slim waist and protruding hip bones Mistress? i am enjoying the change in my body shape immensely Mistress - i feel fantastic Mistress.

Saturday night was party night - butch was continuing to celebrate his 60th birthday and W/we were all attending a BDSM Christmas/Birthday party at a private home! Before W/we could go to the party W/we had to buy 5 secret Santa presents - a quick trip to Surfers Paradise proved to be the ideal venue for such a task and just after 5.00pm W/we were on O/our way to collect a female friend of Mistress Adira's. W/we arrived at a slave friend's house to have a quick christmas drink and collect Mistress' friend and it was time to party!

W/we arrived at the party just after 7.30pm and the party was in full swing - Mistress Adira was giving and receiving many gifts. i am not sure why some people think of me when selecting some presents for You Mistress, You do not need any more toys to torment Your slave with Mistress! The food was served and then it was time to cut the cakes for butch and doormat and then it was time for Wenchie's famous pavlova. Mistress allowed me to have some dessert but the highlight of the night was still to come - Father Christmas was due in his cart being pulled by a zebra (or as Mistress Adira cleverly pointed out - a "Zebradeer")!!

slave connor was dressed in his zebra suit and was to pull the cart with Santa in it with his elf running alongside when there was a late change, Father Christmas was replaced by Wenchie. W/we were having a Mrs Claus instead as only kinksters can! Wenchie was hilarious as Mrs Claus taking advantage of the privileged position she was now occupying and there were a few scared and timid slaves/submissives, Dommes and Doms as it was their turn to get their present from Mrs Claus!!! It was an hilarious time for about an hour and before W/we realized it, it was after 2.00am and almost time for Mistress Adira to leave! i had a fabulous time at the christmas party and it was definitely one of the best parties ever Mistress and it was an interesting drive home as Mistress Adira and Her female friend relived some of the more incredible moments!

i have started 4 weeks holiday from work today and Mistress Adira required maid marian for cleaning duties this afternoon and i am required for Chauffeur duties tomorrow so there should be plenty of exciting times ahead for me over the next few weeks. A slave never has a day off does it Mistress!!