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Thursday 14th January 2010
Posted by slave tate at Thursday, January 14, 2010 6:54 PM 
Categories: my slave journal
Tags: Mistake Caning Cane Strokes Punishment Mistress Adira Slave
Categories: my slave journal
Tags: Mistake Caning Cane Strokes Punishment Mistress Adira Slave
It has been a very hard 24 hours for me waiting for my punishment time to arrive Mistress. i found it difficult to sleep, in fact i found it hard to do anything last night. How severe would my punishment be from Mistress Adira? i had mucked up big time and my punishment had to be my most severe yet, but how severe was the big question Mistress! Although i was not pleased with position in which i found myself in, i had no doubts about whether any punishment was deserved. Deserved it was, most certainly deserved Mistress, there was absolutely no doubt about that Mistress. i was reconciled to accept my fate whatever that would be Mistress!
my plan was to try and keep myself busy this morning as i did have small task to do for Mistress, a visit to the cosmetic section to purchase an eyebrow pencil. What a privilege for a male slave to enter the feminine world of cosmetics! The cosmetics section of any large shop just ooze everything about femininity that i adore - so clean, so precise, so beautiful. Just heavenly and i was a very excited slave as i arrived at the cosmetics section! i had a quick search through all the different brand of cosmetics and then i found the brand i was looking for and luckily for me they had 1 eyebrow pencil in the shade Mistress uses! It was now my turn to take my purchase and meet the graceful and naturally beautiful sales assistant Rachel. i think female sales assistant enjoy serving a male cosmetics, they think i am such a kind and loving person for purchasing cosmetics for my partner and i am certainly not going to destroy their illusion of me! Unfortunately they do not have any more eyebrow pencils in stock so i am only able to purchase 1 pencil today but most importantly, i have achieved my task - always a wonderful feeling for a slave Mistress!
In fact my morning had gone extremely well i had also made a booking for a stretch limousine for Mistress Adira's birthday party. i have a feeling it is going to be such a fantastic night Mistress!! i began to wonder about my punishment, the countdown was now on Mistress - three hours and counting Mistress! i had come to the conclusion that i deserved probably at least 36 strokes and that was not a pleasant prospect Mistress but i could not see that i could hope for anything less. Mistress is always fair with Her punishments and if i was to receive more i only had myself to blame Mistress. At least it made it easier to accept my punishment Mistress! Two hours i was getting more and more nervous. There would be nothing worse than not being able to take my punishment, how embarrassing would that be for a slave, unable to cope with a punishment. That must not happen today Mistress, no matter what Mistress, i had to take my punishment Mistress.
Time passes so slowly when waiting for bad news and i was getting so worried that i left 15 minutes earlier than i would normally leave Mistress. There was no way i was going to be late for my punishment Mistress and risk getting an even greater punishment Mistress!! i arrived just before 4.45pm - 15 minutes before my punishment time so i spent a few minutes down by the river watching the quiet peaceful water flow back and forth. i was as relaxed as i could be Mistress - hopefully i was ready to accept my punishment like a "good" slave Mistress.
i arrived at Mistress Adira's dungeon and i could immediately tell things were not looking good, Mistress was in Her very strict disciplinarian mood. No idle chat, straight into the cross dressing room to get undressed and into the dungeon were the only words spoken! As i headed into the dungeon Mistress Adira was only one step behind giving instructions to move the chair and spanking bench into position. Mistress is very, very precise where the spanking bench must be placed to ensure She has maximum swinging room. If i wasn't scared before Mistress, i was now Mistress! Mistress went to Her canes and selected a thick shiny cane, a few swishes in the air and there was not enough swish for Mistress. She selected another thinner, wispier cane, the type that stings and cuts the skin, the worse type of cane from my point of view! The cane Mistress chose was one of Her favorites i feared. It had no leather grip on the end but Mistress had the perfect solution for that as She left the dungeon for a few seconds returning with a pair of black leather gloves to give Her the grip required!
Gulp, i was really in for it this time, Mistress has never used Her black leather gloves when caning me before. She has never had to get such a good solid grip. i immediately thought i was getting the full swing today, there was going to be no holding back from Mistress Adira for this punishment! i was getting slightly embarrassed as Mistress' cock was getting aroused. Please cock i muttered to myself, do not get into an aroused state. i thought that may only add to my punishment if Mistress saw Her cock was getting excited about my punishment! The moment of truth had arrived - just what would my punishment be? Mistress announced in the sternest of voices "36 strokes for your stuff up yesterday slave tate. However, as the impact on attending My nail appointment late was minimal, I have decided to reduce your punishment by 12 strokes so you will receive 24 strokes boy." Before i had a chance to say anything, Mistress Adira continued: "And you will receive 6 strokes of the cane for your handbrake failure last week making your total punishment 30 strokes!"
"Do you have anything to say slave tate?" Mistress said. This was the time when a slave's bravado can get it into big trouble. Did i deserve a deduction on my original sentence? Should i offer to accept 36 strokes for my mistake? Although i was tempted, luckily sense prevailed and i politely replied, "Mistress, no thank You Mistress." What a good move that turned out to be as Mistress Adira was determined to make sure every single stroke hurt! i was in position, bent over the spanking bench, buttocks exposed. i do think how cruel it is that i get caned with no fat on my buttocks to minimize the effect of the stinging blows, a consequence of losing so much weight i never imagined possible Mistress, but there was no more time to waste, Mistress had finished Her practice swings and the swish was ringing in my ears. Mistress Adira looked frighteningly terrifying - the effect of Her wearing Her black leather gloves had taken my punishment to a new level Mistress!
The cold cane was placed against my buttocks: "30 strokes in sets of 6 at a time" Mistress said and then my punishment commenced with as strong a blow Mistress has ever delivered across the middle of my buttocks. "1, thank You Mistress" i responded. Jesus, 29 more of these Mistress and i was going to have some very sore buttocks Mistress! Mistress applied the next 5 strokes in quick succession, each of the same strong force. Most of the blows were across the middle of my buttocks and after the 6th stroke, Mistress Adira walked slowly, ever so slowly around the spanking bench. Oh, what an awesome and scary sight Mistress it was from my lowly position bent over the spanking bench, watching each slow precise step Mistress. It was creating an intense sensation of the strict disciplinarian going about Her task and unfortunately i was the sole focus of Your attention Mistress!
i was not sure what the impact would be of receiving my punishment 6 strokes at a time. Would it be easier for me to accept or was it for Mistress to regain Her strength? It did not take long for me to realize that it certainly was not for my benefit as the 7th blazing stroke was placed across my buttocks. So far so good, Mistress had not delivered one blow low around the crease in my buttocks but i thought too soon as the 8th blow was perfectly placed right in the crease of my buttocks. This blow almost takes my breath away so a quick small deep breath before i respond with "8, thank You Mistress." Jesus, i still have 22 more strokes to come Mistress. i was now glad that i did not volunteer to take Your original punishment in full Mistress! Mistress applied the next 4 strokes in quick succession and then the slow precise walk around the spanking bench occurred again. Not a word was spoken, Mistress just walked around Her prey before resuming Her position to commence my next set of 6 strokes!
The 3rd group of 6 strokes was the hardest and most difficult for me to take Mistress. The middle period of any punishment is always the worst and the full effect of each blow was having an impact on me. my willingness to accept my punishment as a "good" slave was now being tested but thankfully i managed to take each blow and the 3rd walk around was in progress!! The effect of each walk around Mistress was chilling Mistress. i watched each precise step within my view. What an awesome feeling Mistress but there was no time for me to relax, i had 2 very sore buttocks but still had 12 more strokes to suffer Mistress!
The 4th series of 6 strokes were much easier to take Mistress. i was finally in sight of the finishing line Mistress and i was going to be able to take my punishment but that does not mean Mistress, that i did not feel each and every stroke Mistress! i felt each stroke Mistress, especially the ever more so often low blows Mistress. my buttocks were on fire now as my first punishment was completed, now i had to receive my punishment for my handbrake failure but only after Mistress had done Her death walk around me once again. It certainly did not get any easier Mistress as Mistress was now back in place and the final 6 strokes were about to commence!
If i thought the fierceness of each stroke maybe reduced for my handbrake failure, i was soon left in no doubt there was to be no mercy this evening - the last 6 cuts were delivered with the same force and power as each of the previous 24 strokes! Finally my punishment had finished, 30 strokes of the cane had been administered and i was ordered onto my hands and knees to kiss the divine feet of Mistress Adira! An undeserved privilege for me to be afforded such a treat, smelling the aroma of Her toes and shoes allowing me to thank Mistress for administering my punishment by worshiping Her divine feet!
i am glad that my punishment is now over. There is no worse a feeling for a slave Mistress than to have a punishment pending Mistress and i am sure that i will be feeling the effects of this punishment for a few days Mistress! i have a feeling that punishments may be a lot more frequent for me in 2010 as i think any leniency previously given by Mistress Adira has disappeared and that i will be punished for each and every mistake that i make in 2010. If i am correct in this assumption Mistress, it is going to make a 2010 a very interesting and challenging year for Your slave Mistress!
my plan was to try and keep myself busy this morning as i did have small task to do for Mistress, a visit to the cosmetic section to purchase an eyebrow pencil. What a privilege for a male slave to enter the feminine world of cosmetics! The cosmetics section of any large shop just ooze everything about femininity that i adore - so clean, so precise, so beautiful. Just heavenly and i was a very excited slave as i arrived at the cosmetics section! i had a quick search through all the different brand of cosmetics and then i found the brand i was looking for and luckily for me they had 1 eyebrow pencil in the shade Mistress uses! It was now my turn to take my purchase and meet the graceful and naturally beautiful sales assistant Rachel. i think female sales assistant enjoy serving a male cosmetics, they think i am such a kind and loving person for purchasing cosmetics for my partner and i am certainly not going to destroy their illusion of me! Unfortunately they do not have any more eyebrow pencils in stock so i am only able to purchase 1 pencil today but most importantly, i have achieved my task - always a wonderful feeling for a slave Mistress!
In fact my morning had gone extremely well i had also made a booking for a stretch limousine for Mistress Adira's birthday party. i have a feeling it is going to be such a fantastic night Mistress!! i began to wonder about my punishment, the countdown was now on Mistress - three hours and counting Mistress! i had come to the conclusion that i deserved probably at least 36 strokes and that was not a pleasant prospect Mistress but i could not see that i could hope for anything less. Mistress is always fair with Her punishments and if i was to receive more i only had myself to blame Mistress. At least it made it easier to accept my punishment Mistress! Two hours i was getting more and more nervous. There would be nothing worse than not being able to take my punishment, how embarrassing would that be for a slave, unable to cope with a punishment. That must not happen today Mistress, no matter what Mistress, i had to take my punishment Mistress.
Time passes so slowly when waiting for bad news and i was getting so worried that i left 15 minutes earlier than i would normally leave Mistress. There was no way i was going to be late for my punishment Mistress and risk getting an even greater punishment Mistress!! i arrived just before 4.45pm - 15 minutes before my punishment time so i spent a few minutes down by the river watching the quiet peaceful water flow back and forth. i was as relaxed as i could be Mistress - hopefully i was ready to accept my punishment like a "good" slave Mistress.
i arrived at Mistress Adira's dungeon and i could immediately tell things were not looking good, Mistress was in Her very strict disciplinarian mood. No idle chat, straight into the cross dressing room to get undressed and into the dungeon were the only words spoken! As i headed into the dungeon Mistress Adira was only one step behind giving instructions to move the chair and spanking bench into position. Mistress is very, very precise where the spanking bench must be placed to ensure She has maximum swinging room. If i wasn't scared before Mistress, i was now Mistress! Mistress went to Her canes and selected a thick shiny cane, a few swishes in the air and there was not enough swish for Mistress. She selected another thinner, wispier cane, the type that stings and cuts the skin, the worse type of cane from my point of view! The cane Mistress chose was one of Her favorites i feared. It had no leather grip on the end but Mistress had the perfect solution for that as She left the dungeon for a few seconds returning with a pair of black leather gloves to give Her the grip required!
Gulp, i was really in for it this time, Mistress has never used Her black leather gloves when caning me before. She has never had to get such a good solid grip. i immediately thought i was getting the full swing today, there was going to be no holding back from Mistress Adira for this punishment! i was getting slightly embarrassed as Mistress' cock was getting aroused. Please cock i muttered to myself, do not get into an aroused state. i thought that may only add to my punishment if Mistress saw Her cock was getting excited about my punishment! The moment of truth had arrived - just what would my punishment be? Mistress announced in the sternest of voices "36 strokes for your stuff up yesterday slave tate. However, as the impact on attending My nail appointment late was minimal, I have decided to reduce your punishment by 12 strokes so you will receive 24 strokes boy." Before i had a chance to say anything, Mistress Adira continued: "And you will receive 6 strokes of the cane for your handbrake failure last week making your total punishment 30 strokes!"
"Do you have anything to say slave tate?" Mistress said. This was the time when a slave's bravado can get it into big trouble. Did i deserve a deduction on my original sentence? Should i offer to accept 36 strokes for my mistake? Although i was tempted, luckily sense prevailed and i politely replied, "Mistress, no thank You Mistress." What a good move that turned out to be as Mistress Adira was determined to make sure every single stroke hurt! i was in position, bent over the spanking bench, buttocks exposed. i do think how cruel it is that i get caned with no fat on my buttocks to minimize the effect of the stinging blows, a consequence of losing so much weight i never imagined possible Mistress, but there was no more time to waste, Mistress had finished Her practice swings and the swish was ringing in my ears. Mistress Adira looked frighteningly terrifying - the effect of Her wearing Her black leather gloves had taken my punishment to a new level Mistress!
The cold cane was placed against my buttocks: "30 strokes in sets of 6 at a time" Mistress said and then my punishment commenced with as strong a blow Mistress has ever delivered across the middle of my buttocks. "1, thank You Mistress" i responded. Jesus, 29 more of these Mistress and i was going to have some very sore buttocks Mistress! Mistress applied the next 5 strokes in quick succession, each of the same strong force. Most of the blows were across the middle of my buttocks and after the 6th stroke, Mistress Adira walked slowly, ever so slowly around the spanking bench. Oh, what an awesome and scary sight Mistress it was from my lowly position bent over the spanking bench, watching each slow precise step Mistress. It was creating an intense sensation of the strict disciplinarian going about Her task and unfortunately i was the sole focus of Your attention Mistress!
i was not sure what the impact would be of receiving my punishment 6 strokes at a time. Would it be easier for me to accept or was it for Mistress to regain Her strength? It did not take long for me to realize that it certainly was not for my benefit as the 7th blazing stroke was placed across my buttocks. So far so good, Mistress had not delivered one blow low around the crease in my buttocks but i thought too soon as the 8th blow was perfectly placed right in the crease of my buttocks. This blow almost takes my breath away so a quick small deep breath before i respond with "8, thank You Mistress." Jesus, i still have 22 more strokes to come Mistress. i was now glad that i did not volunteer to take Your original punishment in full Mistress! Mistress applied the next 4 strokes in quick succession and then the slow precise walk around the spanking bench occurred again. Not a word was spoken, Mistress just walked around Her prey before resuming Her position to commence my next set of 6 strokes!
The 3rd group of 6 strokes was the hardest and most difficult for me to take Mistress. The middle period of any punishment is always the worst and the full effect of each blow was having an impact on me. my willingness to accept my punishment as a "good" slave was now being tested but thankfully i managed to take each blow and the 3rd walk around was in progress!! The effect of each walk around Mistress was chilling Mistress. i watched each precise step within my view. What an awesome feeling Mistress but there was no time for me to relax, i had 2 very sore buttocks but still had 12 more strokes to suffer Mistress!
The 4th series of 6 strokes were much easier to take Mistress. i was finally in sight of the finishing line Mistress and i was going to be able to take my punishment but that does not mean Mistress, that i did not feel each and every stroke Mistress! i felt each stroke Mistress, especially the ever more so often low blows Mistress. my buttocks were on fire now as my first punishment was completed, now i had to receive my punishment for my handbrake failure but only after Mistress had done Her death walk around me once again. It certainly did not get any easier Mistress as Mistress was now back in place and the final 6 strokes were about to commence!
i am glad that my punishment is now over. There is no worse a feeling for a slave Mistress than to have a punishment pending Mistress and i am sure that i will be feeling the effects of this punishment for a few days Mistress! i have a feeling that punishments may be a lot more frequent for me in 2010 as i think any leniency previously given by Mistress Adira has disappeared and that i will be punished for each and every mistake that i make in 2010. If i am correct in this assumption Mistress, it is going to make a 2010 a very interesting and challenging year for Your slave Mistress!
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