Tuesday 26th January 2010

It has been a relatively quiet time for me over the last few weeks as Mistress Adira has been busy looking after Her overseas visitor and the festive season! That does not mean that i have not seen Mistress. Mistress has been very kind in inviting me to farewell afternoon teas and dinners for O/our overseas friend! Being allowed such privileges and treats is a bit difficult for me as i am not used to such luxuries or at least so many so often and i am still required somehow to manage my weight! Mistress Adira has made it very clear that i am not permitted to gain weight no matter what privileges i have been given! For some reason i feel as though being required to manage my weight so carefully that i am just how i imagine all females feel - always being conscious of the impact of what i eat will have on my weight and figure!
 
my desire to live as a slave continues to drive me and i am feeling a stronger and stronger desire to behave as a slave should whenever in Mistress Adira's presence e.g. sitting on the floor instead of a chair or seat feels as though it is the right place for me. i do not need or require the luxury of sitting anywhere else but on the floor as that is where a slave should always sit! i am also very keen to assist Mistress whenever possible and if there is ever a chance for me to do some cleaning up or tidying, then i am quick to do it without being asked. i just go off quietly and quickly to the kitchen to wash the dishes and put them away. After all, why should Mistress Adira have a huge pile of dishes to do after we leave - that is what Her slave is for!!

my reward for attending the farewell's for O/our overseas friend was dinner at the Ashmore Steak and Seafood Restaurant with butch and connor. Oysters and Moreton Bay bugs were my choice and they were simply sensational whilst for the afternoon tea, it was the incredible and wonderful Mistress Adira's now famous Tiramisu - i was even allowed a 2nd serving!!! At the afternoon tea Mistress also invited some other close BDSM friends and it was a great relaxing afternoon! In addition Mistress Adira has been making good use of Her chauffeur. Mistress says it is very handy having a chauffeur to drive Her to dinner etc which allows Her to relax and enjoy Herself and the bonus for me is, i get to wear my chauffeur's uniform in full view of the many guests dining at nearby restaurants! 

Although i am completely comfortable and understand my role within Your realm Mistress, it does become difficult at times to adjust to not being required and of assistance as often Mistress! Whilst it is not easy to cope with Mistress, it has been very helpful to me Mistress as it gives me time to realize just what a special privilege and honour it is when i am deemed worthy of Your most valuable and important time Mistress. However the down side is that it can be a little boring at home waiting/hoping for You to communicate with me Mistress and i do try and amuse myself at home Mistress! i have had plenty of thinking time Mistress. Thinking is not good for a slave Mistress - the mind wanders, ponders, fantasizes Mistress. Some of my fantasies have included that i was on an Orgasm Denial program, maid marian was being feminised more and more by learning all about wearing make up and other beauty techniques and tips, being locked in my collar and/or full maid's uniform all day. Whilst all this helps pass the time of the day and keeps me aroused and excited whilst i wait patiently and quietly for Mistress Adira to deem me worthy of Her most valuable time!!

What a lucky slave i was today as Mistress decided to spend most of Australia Day with Her slave and i had a fabulous session this morning followed by some lunch and then maid marian did some cleaning. All up i was in the presence of Mistress Adira for more than 7 hours - what a very fortunate slave Mistress! Any thoughts of being on an orgasm denial program Mistress have disappeared as i was allowed a most intense orgasm this morning. It had been a few weeks since my last orgasm and although Mistress' cock has been getting aroused big time, it has been relatively well behaved considering Mistress. It seems to be very happy being allowed an orgasm every couple of weeks Mistress!

Mistress Adira was keen to experiment with some practice for my longest Hogtie Record attempt next month. Mistress needed to make sure She had sufficient length of rope and the ropes were in the right place not to cause any great level of unnecessary discomfort. After all i do have to spend at least 1 hour in the hogtie to break the record - not an easy task! Mistress Adira was happy with my position and i spent quite a time in my hogtie position just to get me used to the position and what a position it is Mistress! Perfect for this slave who has a fascination with the floor Mistress - face turned sideways. The floor is my best friend in the hogtie position and the view is very limited Mistress although Mistress there was one major benefit for me Mistress!

The only thing i could see from time to time was Mistress Adira's feet. What a great sight for a slave Mistress to be able to only view the divine feet of Mistress. i could see nothing else bar the beautiful painted toenails of Mistress Adira. If only i could have worshiped them Mistress but being permitted to see Your divine feet made the time pass quickly Mistress! Painted toes look so wonderful and feminine Mistress! It was good to have a test run for my hogtie record attempt. i am pretty confident that i will be able to beat the previous record Mistress but whether i will be the holder of the record by the end of the Records night, time will only tell as there now may be a few other people attempting this record on the night as well! It will be fun to see just how long i can remain hogtied Mistress!!!

After lunch Mistress Adira was requiring maid marian to do some cleaning. It had been a great day so far and hopefully i would not ruin it by doing something silly! i was confident that i had not forgotten anything although i am never really confident until i have everything on and girl was i in for a shock! After all my care and effort i had still managed to leave something behind, my red bra was nowhere to be found. It was not in my suitcase Mistress! Luckily for me and i do mean very luckily for me Mistress, i had bought another bra only a few weeks ago Mistress when on holidays Mistress, a nice purple bra that i had placed in my bag just in case of emergencies like today Mistress!! Phew what a close call and lucky escape for me Mistress. It is almost like i need 2 of everything Mistress just to be sure that i do not forget anything Mistress! Still a slave needs a little fortune sometimes and today i was fortunate enough to have my "new" bra in the suitcase and i had a wonderful time dressed in my maid's uniform!

Time to continue my feminine desire this evening by just wearing my black nylon slip and black panties. In fact i find myself just wearing my black nylon slip and panties at home more often than my normal male attire lately. It is just so cool and free hanging i feel so comfortable and fabulous wearing my feminine lingerie at home! i just feel so natural and comfortable living as a slave Mistress!

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