Tuesday 15th June 2010

What can i say Mistress Adira but my 14th day in chastity has just passed. Who would ever have thought that being so good could be so boring Mistress! It has been a very interesting last few days as my cock is no longer happy within the confines of its small CB3000 black cage! For the 1st 4 or 5 days my cock showed little signs of arousal, the after effect of a most wonderful orgasm under the hand of Mistress Adira but over the last 4 or 5 days, my cock has been anything but flaccid! my cock has been constantly straining against its small black cage. Any thoughts on "the joys of being a slave" cause immense stirring and luckily for me i am not wearing any points of intrigue so there is no pain, just the agony and frustration of not being able to have the normal pleasure of an erection Mistress! In a perverse way the straining of my cock against the black cage is stimulating in itself but i can never reach full pleasure Mistress. Unfortunately it is always restricted to about 30% maximum satisfaction for Your slave Mistress!

Being in chastity seems to be so boring but i am sure being in chastity is not "boring" Mistress, it is just the effect of not being able to have stimulation that leads me to feeling frustrated and bored Mistress! i am still excited about being a slave, being branded as the Property of Mistress Adira, wearing panties every day, the key to my chastity device being held by You Mistress, the length of time i will be in chastity unknown Mistress. How could i be bored Mistress? my mind is at a loss to think of anything else that could be done to make me feel like a male Mistress. How exciting and exhilarating it is to be stripped of all my manhood and male ways Mistress!

The uncertainty of my length of time in chastity has been playing on my mind. Will i be in chastity for just the month of June or for a much longer period? Is there the possibility that i may be kept in chastity forever from 1st June 2010 Mistress? A slave with a pondering mind is always thinking of the worst possible outcome Mistress. But what is the worst outcome for me Mistress? To be released on 30th June 2010 or to be kept in chastity forever Mistress? What confusion reigns in my mind Mistress! At least the good news for me is that the decision will be made for me. What a relief that is Mistress as it would be a very difficult decision if left for Your slave to make!

Apart from being in chastity i have had the privilege of attending dinner with Mistress Adira and some friends at Palazzo Versace the weekend before last for 'Mistress Adira Day' and this weekend has been all about maid marian! It has become very important to me to be able to explore my feminine side: to attempt to dress, act, think and behave like a female is an enormous and exciting challenge! One of the added bonuses in being in chastity as a male is that i get to have more lovely soaking hot baths. One every few days leaves my skin so soft and smooth Mistress that finding the time to do my shaving is no longer a problem at all whilst in chastity Mistress!

Saturday night maid marian had the privilege of attending Retribution with Mistress Adira and i decided that as i was allowed to wear my "winter" uniform for a change, that i would wear some very special stockings - a pair of fully fashioned nylon stockings with seams! Oh my Goddess Mistress, what an absolute wonderful sensation to wear such a sheer garment Mistress. They are just so magnificent to touch and feel Mistress let alone wear Mistress and Your maid was on such a high Mistress just by wearing nylons Mistress! Wearing a hobble uniform and corset it such a magnificent transformation in the shape of my body Mistress. i just shake my head in amazement at the transformation that takes place Mistress! i am now finding that even when i await to be zipped or laced up Mistress, that i feel as though i am standing prouder and 6" taller Mistress. Being feminized it such a wonderful feeling Mistress!

Sunday was a quiet day, a day to recover after a late night at Retribution but with a public holiday on Monday there was no need to cram cleaning duties in for maid marian on Sunday as Mistress Adira could have maid marian around on Monday at Her leisure and convenience! Just before lunch on Monday Mistress informed me that maid marian was required for cleaning duties at 2.30pm but before that She had 2 small but pleasurable tasks for me to do! i had the privilege of picking Mistress Adira's daughter up along my journey as She would be spending the afternoon with Mistress which meant i would have the added bonus of doing my cleaning duties in the presence of another female. i find it just that little bit more exciting to do my cleaning duties in the presence of Mistress Adira and another female! i find the look on the face of the other female to be confirmation when i reappear in my maid's uniform that my transformation from a male to a feminine maid is a complete success!

Before i commenced my cleaning i had the pleasure of enjoying afternoon tea with Mistress Adira, Her 24/7 slave and daughter! Prior to collecting Mistress Adira's daughter i had to visit a bakery and purchase 4 pastries. i did not know which pastry to choose so i choose 4 different pastries hoping that i would have found one that Mistress Adira, her daughter and 24/7 slave would like but as it turned out, i did not have to worry about that as Mistress cut each pastry into quarters and W/we all got to enjoy a small portion of each wonderful pastry! Mistress Adira had plenty of cleaning duties for me to do. In fact i even had some tasks to do twice -2 lots of dishes to wash. What a wonderful way to spend a Monday Mistress.

i wonder what will happen next in the exciting life for Your slave who is hopefully only in temporary chastity Mistress!