Monday 26th July 2010

Well Mistress Adira i am not sure what to say Mistress, but after more than 50 days in chastity my cock appears to have finally given up Mistress. i am finding it so much more difficult, almost impossible, to get any form of stimulation through that damn small black plastic cage Mistress! Things had been progressing very well until this week Mistress, plenty of excitement, plenty of stimulation but not any more. Nothing i seem to do makes any difference now Mistress - not even catching a glimpse of stockinged thighs under Your short black skirt caused a great reaction Mistress. my cock is just useless now Mistress! And all this was before i found out Mistress Adira had no intention of releasing me from chastity anytime soon. No wonder i cannot get my cock interested anything Mistress, it is just hopeless Mistress!!

Although my cock has been a great disappointment to me, my life certainly has not: plenty of action, excitement and things to look forward to. Early last week i was feeling bored and wanted to wear something feminine but it was a cold, very cold, evening on the Gold Coast and just wearing my lingerie was not an option. i was not keen to wear my maid's uniform but what to do when all of a sudden i had what i thought was brainwave. About 2 years ago maid marian went to a pajama party and Mistress Adira had selected some lovely pajama pants and a purple top for me to wear. i could wear that i thought!! As i was getting dressed i realized just how sexy and cute my purple top was. It was long enough just to cover a few inches down my thighs. Oh yes i could wear some lovely stockings with that and would look sexy and feel very feminine! i was most impressed with my new look and i think i will be wearing my purple top as a dress more often Mistress as i continue to get further desires to wear feminine clothing Mistress!

Mistress Adira was very excited in the middle of the week as She has some big plans for this Wednesday and Her plans would mean that She would require Her chauffeur from 8.00am till around 6.00pm. If Mistress Adira was excited, then that was nothing about how i felt Mistress! Your slave is really looking forward to Wednesday Mistress when it is afforded the privilege of being Your chauffeur! It is going to be a very busy time as Mistress Adira has already placed me on notice that my car must be clean and spotless for chauffeur duties on Wednesday and that is something i am not looking forward to as i always fear that my car will never quite meet the high standard Mistress Adira expects and demands!

Due to the timing of my upcoming chauffeur duties i am left with no option but to wash and clean the interior of my car tomorrow night under poor light in my underground car park! To show how difficult a task this is i decided to try and be clever and vacuum the inside of my car on Sunday. my thinking was sound - if i cleaned the back seats and floor of my car together with the front passenger side, my car should still be clean on Wednesday morning as nobody would be sitting in those positions! It sounded such a good idea in theory that just after midday on Sunday i ventured down to the car park with my portable vacuum cleaner and cleaned the inside of my car. After about 20 minutes i was as happy as i could be that it was now spotless and the rest of my plan was that i would then be able to check it in the afternoon sunlight later. When i did, shock, horror! my so called spotless car was NOT spotless Mistress. It was still covered in rubbish Mistress so i am now a very worried slave about how i will be able to ensure my car is spotless by Wednesday morning Mistress. But somehow it will be Mistress. It has to be Mistress. Isn't that correct Mistress?

Saturday was going to be a very good and busy day: weigh-in followed by my weekly walk, a session with Mistress Adira in the afternoon and then i had invited slave connor around to visit me for the first time at home to have chat, watch some TV together and share a pizza for dinner! my weigh-in was very good, down a few hundred grams once again which means my weight is now down to 74.2 kilograms. i am not sure how i manage to keep losing weight but somehow i have Mistress which keeps the prospect of a punishment just that much further away Mistress!

my session with Mistress Adira was an experimental type session. Mistress wanted to see how i could cope with some rope bondage and using Her pulley system. These experimental sessions are very beneficial for me as it allows me to sort out my position and test my endurance before being exposed to a more intense session where failure is not acceptable! Mistress Adira advised me that i was going to be standing a bit like a pelican, standing on one leg with arms outstretched and head looking down at the ground. It sounded exciting and it was Mistress! Mistress Adira secured a rope harness around my chest and then after a discussion about which leg i should stand on, a rope harness was attached to my left ankle and Mistress Adira was ready to use Her fabulous new pulley system to secure me and then hoist my left leg into the air!

i was facing the ground horizontally as Mistress Adira hoisted my left leg up and behind me and soon i was standing like a pelican on one leg - a very elegant pelican too Mistress! Too my amazement my cock only had a few surges of stimulation even with the advent of rope and not even staring at the divine feet of Mistress Adira caused any stirrings. my cock was dead - no interest whatsoever Mistress - alas my poor cock Mistress! i managed to stand for about 10 minutes and now knowing what to expect Mistress, Your slave is ready and willing for some intense rope bondage using Your pulley systems for added excitement Mistress!

By the time i had left my session with Mistress Adira it was time for me to get home as slave connor was due any time soon and i did not want to keep my special guest waiting! slave connor and i had a wonderful time together for about 4 hours talking about all collared slave things and just general conversation topics, watching the footy on tv and having pizza for dinner. It is something that i hope slave connor and i can do more often as we do share a lot of thoughts and interests in common and enjoy each other's company!

Yesterday maid marian was required for cleaning duties and Mistress Adira worked Her maid hard, very hard, possibly the hardest 3 hours cleaning maid marian has done for a long time Mistress and by the time i arrived home and had finished dinner, i was feeling very tired. In fact i was buggered Mistress and was in bed by 10.00pm Mistress - a very rare occurrence for me indeed Mistress! However the good news is Mistress i had a great night's sleep and feel fabulous again Mistress and looking forward to Wednesday Mistress, another very busy day as Your chauffeur Mistress! Now if only i could get my cock re energized Mistress then everything would be fabulous but i have a feeling that my cock will not come back to life until it is released from chastity sometime in the future Mistress. Well i hope there will be a time when i will be released from chastity Mistress!!!