Tuesday 17th August 2010

Well it has been an interesting time for me over the last 8 days with some thinking time for me as i have had a few days off work to relax and enjoy myself! Chastity has been at the forefront of my thoughts for the week as i have just completed my 77th day in chastity but the good news is i think there is some light at the end of the tunnel. i think Mistress Adira is actually thinking about when i will be released! my previous record of 88 days looks like it is going to be surpassed and i will be spending my season in chastity. Mistress Adira previously stated that winter was a perfect time for chastity for me so hopefully that will not extend too much into spring Mistress! i have begun to feel that being in chastity is waste of time now after all, the main reason of being in chastity i had thought was to be denied the ability to have an orgasm! After Mistress managed the impossible, being in chastity no longer seems to hold the same level of excitement and attraction to me although i am not sure it has changed Mistress Adira's desire to keep me in chastity. Perhaps it still is impossible for me to have an orgasm in chastity without Your help Mistress but who knows Mistress, perhaps i have just had enough Mistress - 77 days is too long Mistress not to feel swinging balls Mistress!

Feminization continues to play an important role in my life. On Wednesday Mistress Adira decided i should spend the day in my lingerie - bra, panties, garter belt, stockings and heels. How lucky Females are to be able to wear such lovely garments every minute of every day Mistress. Girls are just so privileged Mistress! Speaking of female garments, i am a very excited slave about 2 purchases i have been given permission to purchase this past week: a custom fit corset and a pair of silk bottomless knockers. i really was not too excited initially about buying some bottomless knickers but i have certainly changed my mind Mistress over the last few weeks Mistress. i cannot think of a more erotic piece of feminine lingerie to wear than a lovely made-to-fit pair of pink satin bottomless knickers. To not only wear pink satin knickers but bottomless Mistress, to have my lovely cheeks exposed. What a naughty girl i will feel Mistress! At this stage i have only bought one pair of bottomless knickers but who knows how many pairs i may need to buy in future Mistress.

However if there was some level of initial apprehension about the bottomless knickers there has never been any lingering doubts about purchasing my new 30" waist custom made corset Mistress. i just adore wearing a corset Mistress and with all the added intrigue and torment Mistress has added over the last few weeks about how much more exciting a custom made corset will be, i cannot wait till my new corset arrives Mistress! If only i could lace my own corset i would wear it every day Mistress but i will be more than happy to wear it when required in my fabulous role as Your maid Mistress!

During my days off i pondered my predicament as a collared slave and wondered as to how fortunate i was. Here i am branded as the "Property of Mistress Adira", locked in chastity for an unknown period with the key held by Mistress Adira! There is no better feeling for me Mistress to feel totally under Your control Mistress and during my days off, i extended my feeling of complete servitude by wearing my slave collar as often as i could when at home! Wearing my slave collar at home instead of my "day" collar made me feel like a slave Mistress and is something that i will be attempting to do more often Mistress as being Your collared slave is something of which i am very proud Mistress!

During the week i was afforded the luxury of having a pizza and beer and lunch with Mistress Adira on Tuesday and i was slightly concerned about the effect of such privileges would have on my weigh-in but to my pleasant surprise my weight had gone up only 0.1 kilograms staying well under O/our goal weight of 74.2 kilograms! However i am confident of having a good result this week as i have not been afforded any treats so it may just be possible that i will be under 74 kilograms for the very first time Mistress. Perhaps i will need to be that little bit slimmer to wear my new corset when it arrives Mistress!

Saturday evening i was afforded the privilege of attending a BDSM private play party with Mistress Adira, slave connor, Ms Servitude and her hubby kane! When i say i attended, it was actually slave tate who attended the play party. It is a very rare occasion that i attend a function with Mistress as myself - normally i am in attendance in a role as either Mistress Adira's maid or chauffeur! i enjoy attending a function in a "role" as my expectations and what is expected of me are very clear and well defined before the event and i can just concentrate on performing my "role" for the evening to the very best of my ability. When i attend as myself i am never sure what may happen. Will it be a purely social evening? Or will there be some BDSM play involved? Sometimes i am hoping some play may occur but due to circumstances it does not eventuate! Oh well, unfortunately Saturday night was one of those nights where i was hoping some play may take place but it was not to be. Maybe next time Mistress!