slave tate's blog - Property Of Gold Coast Dominatrix Mistress Adira

Monday 8th March 2010

2010-03-08T03:32:00Z

i have been away interstate for the last few days catching up with my family but Mistress Adira has wasted no time in making sure i have returned to my normal disciplined life as Her slave! i left Queensland on Wednesday morning and returned on Sunday morning. Prior to my departure Mistress Adira gave me my limitation: i could have 3 glasses of alcohol on Thursday and Saturday and the rest of the time i was to be a good slave! i always find it a strange to live a normal vanilla lifestyle even for just a few days but for the first time i could not believe what i missed the most Mistress - it was not wearing my lovely soft feminine panties. Wearing male underpants is just so boring Mistress. i could not believe that the one thing i looked forward to mostly upon my return was to wear my lovely feminine lingerie again Mistress!

i was a very good slave whilst i was away llimiting myself to only 3 alcoholic drinks on Thursday and Saturday and generally following my diet as well as i could! i enjoy flying and watching the mannerisms and behaviours of the lovely sensual flight attendants. Femininity abounds when flight attendants are together in a group and i just sit back in complete admiration as they go about their work whilst being meticulously groomed and oozing femininity, poise and elegance! i arrived back on the Gold Coast around 11.00am on Sunday and as soon as i arrived home, i stripped off and selected a lovely pair of panties. i was back home and back to being what i enjoy most - being a slave!!

Mistress contacted me just before lunchtime to advise that maid marian would be required for cleaning duties at 2.30pm but before i arrived for cleaning duties, i could pick Her daughter up along the way! no rest for me, it was straight back into work and i had a further surprise, Mistress was very determined to find out how well behaved i was whilst away and She wanted to know what my weight was. The scales tell all as far as Mistress Adira is concerned, my words mean nothing, and although i was not keen to see what the result was, Mistress Adira was going to know then! The result was not too bad and after weighing myself this morning i have only put on 100 grams during my 4 days away. A very good result (well a satisfactory result) and the good news for me is no punishment as my behaviour was within the acceptable range!

i picked Mistress Adira's daughter up just before 2.30pm, waiting patiently by the car door and opening the rear door as she approached my car. i have to adopt my chauffeur's etiquette for any guests of Mistress Adira even if Mistress is not present! i have been a bit slack, well very slack over the last 2 weeks, failing to shave my legs and i was a very hairy girl when i slipped my stockings on yesterday but i have fixed that this morning Mistress. Your slave has lovely smooth legs again now Mistress!

i do not know why but i have a feeling that a few changes are in store for me over the next few weeks (months) but maybe not, maybe it is Mistress just keeping me guessing, keeping me on edge. Although Mistress, being a slave i am always on edge Mistress, never knowing what may happen tomorrow or the next day is just so exciting Mistress!!

Tuesday 2nd March 2010

2010-03-02T09:45:00Z

i was a slightly worried but very excited slave last night as i was about to appear before Mistress Adira for the 3rd day in a row. i was worried because of one word - chastity. Was Mistress planning to put me back in chastity? i was most fearful that my dream run of orgasms was about to come to an abrupt end. Mistress Adira has tended to start any of my previous periods in chastity on the 1st day of the month which makes it easy for Mistress to keep track of my length in chastity! Still being in chastity is not the worst thing in the world that can happen to a slave but it is close Mistress!

However being in chastity is one of the possibilities of being a slave and if Mistress Adira wants to keep me in chastity then that will happen and i will enjoy it Mistress. At least that is what i will tell myself Mistress but now was not the time to worry about the possibility of chastity, Mistress Adira was waiting for Her slave!!

i arrived at 8.30pm as requested and soon i was ordered to strip and wait in the dungeon, kneeling before the throne, wondering, pondering. What would it be this evening Mistress, chastity, rope bondage? Mistress entered the dungeon shortly after and soon i was laying on my back underneath the throne of Mistress. As i lay there, Mistress Adira placed her heels on my chest and after a few minutes as Her foot rest, i removed Her left shoe and Mistress Adira began to rub Her beautiful stockinged foot over my left nipple! Oh what a wonderful sensually arousing feeling, the rubbing of nylon against my nipple. i was excited, very excited, my cock was excited as i enjoyed the view from my lowly position!

i was instructed to remove Mistress Adira's right shoe and soon Mistress was rubbing Her equally divine right stockinged foot over my right nipple. i was in ecstasy. The absolute sensation of nylon rubbing against my nipples was overwhelming! i began to breath the scent of Mistress Adira's worn stockings and the level of arousal and stimulation increased. i was in heaven. How did i deserve such a privilege? No thoughts about being in chastity now, it was just pure enjoyment!

Mistress Adira was enjoying rubbing Her stockinged feet over my body, face, chest, balls and cock when all of a sudden Mistress Adira left Her throne to return shortly after with Her infamous zebra vibrator! Could it be i was going to be allowed another orgasm? It certainly appeared so but i was resigned to the fact that it would probably be my last orgasm for a while as surely i would have to pay a price for such a luxury of 2 orgasms in 3 days and that price would be chastity! i could do nothing about that now, Mistress Adira was rubbing my nipple with Her stockinged feet, using Her vibrator on my balls, nipples and cock and i began to scream "No mistress." "No Mistress, stop Mistress," as Mistress laughed and responded with "I think you mean yes slave tate." In a few seconds i had achieved the ultimate - an orgasm under the foot and hand of Mistress Adira!

i waited for a few seconds after my orgasm for the words i was not wanting to hear from Mistress Adira: "I am putting you back in chastity slave tate." But somehow the words never happened. Mistress dismissed me and i was ordered to leave the dungeon and get dressed. i could not believe how i was not being put back into chastity. i was resigned to the fact Mistress but once again i was pleasantly surprised Mistress. Life as Your slave is certainly full of surprises Mistress!

Sunday 28th February 2010

2010-02-28T11:48:00Z

Saturday morning was a special day - a trip to the Post Office to collect my gift for Mistress Adira, red Jute rope. Before i could get to the Post Office i had to step on the scales for my Saturday morning weigh-in! The result was very good 74.6 kilograms, down 0.1 kilograms from last week. It is just so fantastic to still lose a small amount of weight each week and yet be able to enjoy pizza, one beer, potato chips and/or ice cream!!! i was a very happy slave when i saw the jute rope had arrived and could not wait to get home to inform Mistress Adira that my present had arrived as hoped!

Mistress was very excited about Her new rope and i was required to appear before Mistress Adira at 2.00pm for a session! Shortly after arrival i was naked kneeling on the floor of the dungeon with 7 x 8 metre lengths of lovely red jute rope! Mistress Adira was keen to use Her new rope but before that i had some work to do as the rope had to be prepared before Mistress could christen it! Within minutes i was soaking my hands in baby oil and sliding the red rope through my slippery smooth hands. The rope was now ready to use and my hands were as soft as a new born baby's skin. Mistress Adira was now ready to tease and torment me!

Mistress used the 1st piece of red jute rope around my upper chest and within minutes Mistress had a very tight secure upper chest harness in place. my breasts and nipples so beautifully raised and exposed as Mistress searched for another piece of rope! A 2nd rope harness was applied on my lower chest and soon Mistress was down passing rope between my legs and around my balls - things were getting very exciting now Mistress! Mistress was plotting, planning as She worked away, placing my hands here and seeing if i could hold them there but no it was not quite possible so my arms were soon strapped tightly against my thighs. i was now tightly bound in red jute rope. Mistress Adira had used 5 lengths of rope and i was as snug as a bug in rug, paralyzed and unable to move!

Mistress had that wicked evil grin on Her face as She looked down at my vulnerable nipples just begging to be played with and Mistress did not need any long winged invitation. Holy toledo i was excited. my nipples were aroused and my cock was aroused, everything was aroused! Red jute rope is just so arousing Mistress!! i was ready to explode but Mistress was not going to let that happen till She was ready for it to happen! This is why i love nipple play so much Mistress. The moment takes so much longer to eventuate until it reaches the ultimate climax Mistress! After what seemed like an eternity to me Mistress Adira was finally ready to allow me a most wonderful orgasm. my cock was on absolute fire at the time of release and my cries of delight could be heard far and loud!!

Mistress now had plenty of work to do folding rope to be stored and i had a job to do, washing dishes. A slave never stops working although seriously Mistress, i am far better skilled at washing dishes than looping rope Mistress! It was now almost 4.30pm by the time i had finished washing the dishes and it was time to leave. Mistress Adira had a special surprise for me, i had to take Mistress home. Why was this a surprise? It was a big surprise as it was raining. No, it was not just raining, it was absolutely pouring with a monsoonal type rain but that was of no importance to Mistress Adira. It was time to leave which meant i was about to get soaking wet as i had no umbrella and i had to walk about 100 yards in the rain and then drive the car back to the gate for Mistress Adira to get in the car without getting wet!

By the time i got to my car i was saturated and that only became worse as although i now had an umbrella (i did have one in the car Mistress which was not much use to me Mistress) but the umbrella was to be used to keep Mistress Adira as dry as possible and not me. i was about to get saturated for the 2nd time! Still my main aim was to try and ensure Mistress Adira did not get too wet, a task that i completed reasonably well considering how heavy the rain was and now there was only one more problem for me, i would have to repeat the whole process of getting wet whilst protecting Mistress from the rain when Mistress had to get out of the car. The life of a slave Mistress!

Somehow i managed to get Mistress Adira home without getting too wet, unfortunately the same could not be said for me. i was like a drowned rat but it was fun Mistress!!! Well, that was yesterday, this afternoon maid marian was required for cleaning duties and i was allowed to have pizza and a glass of red wine with Mistress Adira and Her 24/7 slave. What a great way to finish a fabulous weekend Mistress!

Sunday 21st February 2010

2010-02-21T10:48:00Z

Mistress Adira had a pleasant surprise for me on Wednesday evening, Mistress announced that i would be having a session on Saturday and just to keep me focused on my Goddess, i should tie a ribbon around my balls on Thursday whilst i was at work! Mistress Adira had caught me completely by surprise with this little task. It has been quite a while since i have a had a task to do during the day, the big question was would i still be able to find my ribbon? When i first became a collared slave Mistress Adira gave me 2 pieces of ribbon - one red and one purple - both with "Property of Mistress Adira" printed on them! i now had to try and find my 2 ribbons. Luckily for me i could find my red ribbon Mistress but unfortunately i cannot find my purple ribbon. i must have put it in such a safe place Mistress so that i would not lose it Mistress that i cannot remember where i put it Mistress! i have searched everywhere Mistress but alas it appears my purple ribbon is missing Mistress! The good news was that i still had my red ribbon and i was a very excited slave when i went to bed Mistress!

After showering i gathered my red ribbon and placed it around my cock and then around my balls, tying it as tight as i could knowing that i had to wear it all day. It certainly had an impact Mistress, Your cock was very aroused Mistress as i slipped my black lace panties on Mistress. What cruelty Mistress!! my cock stayed in place for most of the morning but around lunchtime the excitement of the ribbon started to wear off Mistress and unfortunately by the time i arrived home from work, 12 hours after i had placed the ribbon around my balls and cock, my cock and balls were in a very disheveled and sad looking state Mistress, hanging limply and loose Mistress!! Oh well it was an exciting start to the day Mistress!

i was feeling in a good slave mode that night. Nothing like a small task to keep me focused Mistress so Wednesday night was washing lingerie night! Pink and black maid's panties, pink and white garter belts, stockings (3 pairs of black and 1 pair of brown stockings) and my red bra were all hand washed and yet still i was not satisfied Mistress, i still wanted to do more Mistress! Petticoats Mistress. i hand washed my white petticoat and machine washed my pink trimmed petticoat and by the time i had finished it was almost time to go to bed Mistress. A happy and excited slave looking forward to the weekend immensely Mistress!

Saturday morning saw my weigh-in ritual, 74.7 kilograms, down 0.1 kilograms from last week. Somehow i was still able to lose a small amount of weight with being allowed the extra privileges Mistress has just afforded me: pizza, 1 beer, 1 small packet of potato chips and yet i still could lose weight Mistress! An unbelievable result Mistress but one that i am very pleased with Mistress. It has been very important to me to have been able to keep my weight under O/our goal weight of 75 kilograms Mistress. By lunchtime i was not sure if/when i would be having a session as i had not heard anything from Mistress but just before 1.00pm, Mistress advised my session would be at 3.15pm! Yay i was a very happy and excited slave. What torment and fun would Mistress have planned for me?

i arrived at 3.15pm and Mistress Adira was busy filing Her nails and after a short conversation Mistress ordered me to strip and to prepare a foot bath! Oh that was a surprise Mistress, it has been a long time since i have had to prepare a foot bath but some things a slave never forgets Mistress and getting the temperature right for Your foot bath is one of them Mistress! As Mistress Adira soaked Her feet in the foot bath i knelt before Mistress with head down and eyes focused only on Mistress' divine feet! After about 10 minutes Mistress was ready to have Her feet dried and then it was time - time to go into the dungeon!!

Mistress Adira arrived a few minutes later announcing that She has 2 or 3 things in mind for me today. "Which one to choose?" Mistress mused. No choices for me, i am a slave and i allow Mistress to choose what happens in my session! After a few seconds Mistress ordered me to stand over by the wall. i moved over to the wall and decided that i should remain facing the wall until Mistress Adira had finished organizing the dungeon. After all a slave should keep out of the way Mistress and facing the wall was the best way of doing that it thought Mistress!

Mistress had placed the bench in the middle of the dungeon and i was ordered to lay down on the bench as Mistress appeared with a length of jute rope! Mistress began to tie a band of rope around my upper thigh, lower thigh and finally around my ankle. What was Mistress planning? Would it be more one legged suspension when all of a sudden, rope was being passed around, over and between my toes!!! my mind was beginning to race, what was Mistress doing down there? As soon as i felt the rope pulled tight, my toes were now wrapped in rope secured to my right leg and i could no longer move my toes. What an exciting development Mistress as my cock became aroused Mistress. i could feel it getting more and more aroused with every twist of the rope but there was just nothing i could do to control my cock Mistress, it just loves rope Mistress!

After securing my right foot to the bench Mistress Adira moved to my left side and began to tie a band of rope around my left upper thigh. i was expecting Mistress to complete the same bands on my left leg as had been completed on my right leg. Obviously a slave should not ever think it knows what is going to happen next Mistress as my left hand was pulled down and alongside my left thigh! Mistress was now threading rope around, over and between my fingers on my left hand and then a band of rope was applied to my left wrist and soon my left hand was secured tightly to my left side. Just what was Mistress planning to do? i obviously had no idea and i was just going to lay back and enjoy...or that is what i thought i would do Mistress!

After securing my left side Mistress began to smile that wicked evil smile and that means something good is about to happen. Mistress announced that She has had a change of plan. Mistress was intending to tie me to the bench but now Mistress wanted to tie me to Her rope web. "Stand up slave tate" Mistress ordered and soon i was standing legs spread against the rope web, waiting and pondering Mistress! Mistress secured my right leg to the edge of the web and then my left side to the other side of the web and then Mistress turned Her attention to my "free" right hand which was to remain free for not much longer as Mistress placed the rope over, around and between the fingers of my right hand and within seconds my right hand was placed across my lap, secured to my already fixed left hand! Mistress Adira now had me in a completely vulnerable position with feet and arms secured, nipples and cock free, just the position Mistress wanted and just the position i adore Mistress!

Mistress was pleased with my "position" and soon i heard the whirring sound of Mistress' zebra patterned vibrator pressing ever so gently against my nipple. Oh what ecstasy Mistress. Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide Mistress and it was only going to be a matter of seconds Mistress before i screamed in delight Mistress with another intense orgasm at the hand of Mistress Adira!!! What a lucky slave Mistress!!!

Monday 15th February 2010

2010-02-15T10:01:00Z

Compared to the great day i had last Wednesday with Mistress Adira, things have been a bit quiet over the last few days. Still they cannot last that good forever can they Mistress? Saturday was my normal weigh-in. How would my weight cope with all my added treats and luxuries? To my amazement (and i am sure to Mistress Adira), my weight was 74.8 kilograms, the exact same weight as last week. A truly remarkable effort considering that i have had more alcohol, lunches with desserts, ice creams and potato chips in the last week than i have had for the whole of this year Mistress!!! Although i am very appreciative of the treats Mistress Adira is now affording me, it does feel a bit strange Mistress being able to enjoy so many luxuries as a slave Mistress!!

Mistress Adira was attending Retribution on Saturday night and i was looking forward to going as well. maid marian enjoys going to social events and Retribution is just such a great venue to get all dressed up! In the afternoon Mistress asked if i had any preference as to which uniform i would like to wear i.e. my pink or black uniform. i responded that i had no preference and Mistress then quickly made the decision for me - i would be wearing my black uniform to Retribution! i was happy with that choice but it was only until later i realized just how lucky i was that Mistress Adira chose the black uniform. Whilst i enjoy wearing my very feminine and pretty pink uniform the adrenalin rush i get from being potentially locked in my black maid's uniform is enormous. As it turned out, Mistress decided not to lock me in my maid's uniform but that did not mean that there was a shortage of locks, both my collar and heels were locked on for the evening!!

However i did not need my maid's uniform to be locked on to get an adrenalin rush, Mistress Adira gave me the greatest thrill of excitement and pleasure imaginable from the lacing of my corset. Mistress laced my corset tight as tight could be from the top of my corset to the bottom. It was a great feel Mistress. Just how tight can i wear a corset Mistress? my mind is agog with such possibilities Mistress!!! Retribution was a very social night for me, not too many maid duties to perform, just the odd glass of water/wine for Mistress and take some pics of Mistress in action. W/we arrived at about 9.00pm and did not leave till after 1.30am. my feet were feeling fine. i continue to be amazed and enthralled as to how well and for how long i can wear my 4" heels Mistress! Mistress Adira had another submissive called 'holly' attend Retribution as well and she looked lovely in her false eyelashes and nails. Are they next for maid marian Mistress?

Yesterday Mistress Adira required maid marian for cleaning duties. i am not sure if i like Sundays so much because i usually get to do my favourite task Mistress, cleaning duties, or is it because of late i also get to have pizza and 1 beer for dinner Mistress! i am sure the answer is the opportunity of doing cleaning duties for You Mistress and the pizza and beer for dinner is just a bonus Mistress!

Wednesday 10th February 2010

2010-02-10T10:25:00Z

What a great day i had today - chauffeur duties in the morning for Mistress Adira followed by a session in the dungeon and then a beautiful lunch with Mistress, connor and butch!! The lead up to today has not been without drama after my good weigh-in result on Saturday. Keeping my weight under O/our goal weight of 75 kilograms i was feeling quite chuffed but that feeling did not last long as i was about to cop a good ol bollocking from Mistress Adira! Lately i have developed a routine of shaving my legs and lower half of my body on Saturday and just after midday, i was off sitting in a nice hot bath relaxing and shaving my legs like a good slave...or so i thought Mistress!

After i finished shaving i returned to my lounge room where i saw Mistress had tried to contact me on Messenger and my phone was ringing, it was Mistress Adira! i answered the phone and was interrogated as to where i had been and what i was doing! Mistress had been trying to contact me for about 20 minutes leaving an SMS on my phone, sending a message on Messenger and i did not answer! As i tried to explain to Mistress that i had been at home in the bathroom shaving my legs, i was then informed that: a) i should have changed my Messenger status to 'Away' instead of leaving it as 'available', then Mistress would not have been expecting an immediate response. When i show my status as 'available', that means that i am sitting at my computer; b) that i should take my phone with me wherever i am so that if Mistress needs to contact me She can! Mistress, yes Mistress, Your slave was certainly left in no doubt as to how it should show its status and be contactable in future Mistress!!!

Luckily for me, i think the fact that i was doing something useful and not wasting mine and Mistress Adira's time that i had avoided another punishment! Mistress required me to do some chauffeur duties within the hour and that was the reason She was trying to contact me so urgently! Luckily i still had plenty of time to get changed and be on the road with lots of time to spare! i completed my chauffeur duties around 5.30pm and Saturday night was a free night for me and then on Sunday Mistress Adira required maid marian for cleaning duties!! Sundays are becoming one of my favourite days of the week as i slip on my maid's uniform, corset, nylons and 4" heels. What a great feeling Mistress!

After i had completed my cleaning duties Mistress Adira had a further few surprises for me - a relaxation in my diet. i am now allowed a small packet of potato chips per week and/or an ice cream together with my small box of scorched almonds but it did not stop there, i am also allowed 1 beer or alcoholic drink per week! Woohoo, party time for Your slave Mistress so it was a very enjoyable evening watching the cricket eating pizza and drinking 1 beer!! Mistress Adira's other little surprise was for me to arrange to have a day off work on Wednesday. If i could, Mistress required Her chauffeur in the morning and then W/we could have a session after Mistress said. How could i refuse an offer like that Mistress! So i quickly arranged to have today off work - thank Goddess for flex time Mistress!!

Once it was arranged that i would be able to have today off, reality hit me like a brick wall. Exactly this time 1 month ago i made possibly my biggest mistake as a slave ever - mixing the pick up time for Mistress Adira to attend Her nail appointment. There was no way it was going to happen again Mistress!! Part of my chauffeur's rules are that i must wash my car prior to every use so Tuesday night after work i was out in the Car park washing my car, cleaning the windows and vacuuming the interior, In the poor light my car looked reasonably clean but what would it look like in bright sunshine Mistress? my only instructions were to be at Mistress Adira's at 8.00am. No chance of me getting confused this time Mistress and it meant a 7.30am start for me!

i decided not to change my alarm and was up at 6.00am. Nothing was going to make me late today Mistress and just as i arrived at Mistress' house just before 8.00am, i received a text message advising me to advise Mistress when i was waiting outside and then i was to wait outside! i was feeling really focused today and after i arrived i stood outside my car, standing straight and tall. For the first time in my chauffeur's uniform i just wanted to stand at attention and it did not matter who saw me, i was Mistress Adira's chauffeur and i was proud to be Mistress Adira's chauffeur - so much so Mistress that as i was standing outside Your cock was getting aroused Mistress. Your slave was standing erect in more ways than one Mistress! i remained standing at attention on the footpath for a few minutes. It is amazing just how many cars go down Your street at 8.00am in the morning Mistress and just after 8.05am W/we were on the road!

Mistress Adira's nail appointment was for 8.30am and W/we arrived at 8.27am. What a difference a month makes Mistress - everything was running smoothly Mistress! Mistress Adira required Her chauffeur back at 10.00am so i had around 90 minutes to fill in. Just enough time for a visit to the nearby local shopping centre for a cup of coffee and before i knew it, it was almost 10.0 am and time to pick Mistress up!

Chauffeur duties were now complete and it was time for my session!!! Mistress Adira instructed me to strip off and then wait on the floor. i chose to kneel, after all what other position is there for a slave Mistress and i waited and waited, kneeling. i could not believe it but as i was kneeling and waiting, Mistress' cock was getting aroused again. What a lucky slave i am Mistress that i get excited about just being kept waiting kneeling naked Mistress! After about 5 minutes Mistress instructed me to move into the dungeon and wait on my knees again before Her throne! i was now well and truly in the right frame of mind but what did Mistress Adira have planned for me? i had a feeling that Mistress Adira had something special planned for me today - and i was right!

Within minutes my head was placed in a secure head harness and attached to the ceiling. i was standing 8 feet tall Mistress or at least that is how it felt Mistress. Being in the head harness is very interesting, unable to look down, it is head and eyes up looking straight ahead, a most unusual sensation for a slave Mistress who is usually head bowed and eyes down Mistress! Mistress was giving no indication as to what may happen next until Mistress went to the rope basket and within minutes my hands were tied securely behind my back, an upper chest harness was tied and soon i was unable to move anything an inch. Mistress Adira had bound me as tight as i had ever been bound for me and it was an absolutely fantastic feeling Mistress. i could not move a muscle, my head was fixed, my arms were fixed, it was impossible to move anything Mistress. It was just the most extreme and fantastic chest harness ever Mistress!

Mistress Adira teased and tormented me for a short period with the odd tickle, the odd tweak of my nipple and all the while i remained totally and absolutely motionless!! Mistress Adira then began to tie some rope around my right leg and after the bands of rope around my right leg were secure, very secure, i was eventually informed what was planned for me - some more one legged rope suspension!! Mistress Adira quickly and expertly hoisted my right leg out in front of my body. With the rest of my body almost fixed in position unable to move, my leg was raised and raised, it was almost at the 90 degree angle and yet all the while there was no real strain on either my left leg or my body. The firm base was making this a far easier assignment than last time Mistress which also meant Mistress Adira could get my leg much higher without any fear of me tumbling over or losing balance!

Mistress Adira left me in this position for quite a few minutes and i enjoyed every second of it Mistress. It was far easier and placed less stress and strain on my body than last time Mistress. In fact i was coping so well that Mistress even had some time to do some more tickle torment and nipple tweaking!! i was in a very aroused state now. i was able to relax and enjoy this fabulous position and eventually Mistress Adira released my right leg back onto terra firma but my fun was not over yet as Mistress had one more thing to do!

Within seconds of having both feet back on the ground Mistress had rearranged the rope around my right leg so that She could now pull my right leg up behind my body!! In this position the strain on my left calf was more severe. i think my calf muscle was struggling to cope with such prolonged intensity in one direction and then in the opposite direction and although it was not uncontrollable, it just made it more difficult to stand like a statue and so i did not remain in this position as long as the first position! Having both feet on the ground has never been such a relief Mistress but before my session was over Mistress Adira was going to allow me another orgasm!!

With my upper chest harness still in place keeping my arms firmly fixed behind my back, i was ordered to kneel before Mistress Adira's throne just as the session had started and whilst Mistress Adira tidied up some of the rope i was blindfolded and left kneeling and waiting before Mistress' throne! my whole body was on edge. What a great session it had been so far and now i was bound and blindfolded kneeling on the floor of the dungeon. It does not get any better than this for Your slave Mistress! The odd prod and poke from Mistress just to keep me awake and after a few minutes Mistress's cock was exploding as i screamed in delight as i experienced another wonderful deep intense orgasm at the hand of my Mistress!!!

It was just the best and most fabulous session Mistress. i was so aroused throughout Mistress. Even withy the most simple things that a slave is required to do Mistress, kneeling naked with a blindfold and arms tied behind my back, my desire and excitement to live the life of a slave has never been greater Mistress!

my fabulous day had not finished yet as it was almost time for lunch. Mistress Adira had also been able to arrange for connor and butch to be off work for lunch and W/we went to a most beautiful restaurant called the Evergreen Pavilion Restaurant! The garden setting of the restaurant is just wonderful, the food is absolutely delicious and the service is friendly and helpful! Luckily for me i chose a good NZ Sauv Blanc and apparently not all NZ Sauv Blancs are good as i had previously thought as W/we were all given a taste of the not so nice Sauv Blanc, but O/our wine was just perfect! Lunch finished around 3.00pm and i had been in the presence of Mistress Adira since 8.00am. Seven hours of total exhilaration and wonderment Mistress. Your slave cannot wait to have another day off work Mistress!!!!

Wednesday 3rd February 2010

2010-02-03T10:23:00Z

Wow, what a way to spend a Tuesday evening. Mistress Adira decided it was time to have an evening session and i was in a very excited state when i arrived at 8.00pm! i had no idea what Mistress had planned for this evening's session which just adds to the excitement but the time had arrived and i was standing naked in the dungeon waiting, waiting, waiting!

As soon as Mistress entered the dungeon She went straight to Her rope basket. i could not think of a better way to spend a Tuesday evening Mistress than being bound in a rope corset! Mistress Adira had been wanting to do a rope corset on a willing rope bunny and i am one of the most willing rope bunnies around Mistress! i had never had a rope corset done before so it was all virgin territory and experience for me. What would it feel like? Would it feel like a real corset? i was eager to find out Mistress!

Mistress Adira selected jute rope first to make an upper chest harness as the base and then it was some red hemp applied around my upper stomach, around and around Mistress wrapped the hemp rope and when it was time for some more rope, it was a switch back to jute rope! Mistress continued to switch between jute and hemp rope as slowly but surely Mistress Adira began to make the rope corset. It was beginning to feel fantastic, just like a real corset as my stomach was being pushed down lower and lower. i was holding my arms above my head, sucking my tummy in, standing taller with every loop of the rope corset.

Mistress Adira decided there was enough room for 1 more length of jute rope and finally my rope corset was bound securely and tightly. i was getting very aroused being bound in my rope corset and what a fantastic feeling Mistress! It really was just like a real corset Mistress and the bonus for me was that it covered all of the lower half of my body Mistress, much more like a corset that a female would be able to wear! i was a very happy slave as Mistress Adira inspected Her work and took some pics! i was thinking my night of fun was rapidly coming to an end but Mistress Adira had a surprise for me, the rope corset was only part 1 of the session Mistress had planned. What else could there be Mistress? i was an extremely curious slave as i stood tall in my wonderful rope corset wondering what would happen next Mistress!

Mistress Adira was in full swing now and soon my hands were tied securely behind my back and shackled to the ceiling beam. my mind was working overtime now. What was Mistress going to do next? Mistress Adira then began working on tying some violet hemp rope around my right leg. Was i going to be bound together on my legs? i had no idea but i was soon to find out! Mistress Adira continued working on my right leg with a band of rope around my upper thigh, just above my knee and ankle and i was ready. But ready for what Mistress?

i soon found out what Mistress had in store for me - leg suspension - as my right leg was hoisted off the ground, i was left to stand on my left leg and balance against the rope holding my arms! i soon realized that i would only be able to maintain my position by trusting the rope holding my arms and i have no problems trusting my rope bonds and soon i was standing quite comfortably on my left leg, with my right leg raised 2 feet in the air in front! Holding my balance was quite simple provided i did not move a muscle in my body. The slightest eye movement caused me to wobble so i had to concentrate to the max if i was going to be able to remain in this position! i was able to hold my position quite well as long as i did not move but that is not easy when i want to see what Mistress Adira is doing as She was moving around the dungeon having a good look at Her slave from all angles, suspended on one leg!

my left leg was beginning to feel the strain after a while when Mistress Adira released my right leg from its suspended position and i returned to having both feet back on the ground but not for long! Mistress Adira decided to change the band of rope around my right leg and soon i was being suspended in a different position! Mistress Adira had now pulled my right leg back behind my body and i was back standing on one leg again! This position was far easier to maintain than having my leg suspended in front and i was able to move the odd muscle whilst in this position!

i had often admired pictures of slaves being suspended by one or more limbs of the body and to think tonight i was experiencing the sensation myself - what a dream come true Mistress. i was a very ecstatic slave as anything to do with rope suspension just proves to be a great adrenalin rush for me Mistress! Mistress Adira decided to release my leg from being suspended behind me and i was now back with 2 feet on the ground, thinking my night of fun was over as Mistress began untying the band of rope around my right leg!

After undoing the band of rope around my leg Mistress Adira was about to release my arms from behind my back when i was ordered against the web and within seconds i was tied to the web. Mistress had one more surprise left - Her cock had been in a very aroused state and was ready to explode and after a few tweaks of my nipples, there would be no holding back as Mistress allowed me the privilege of a most intense and satisfying orgasm!! What an unexpected way to finish such a fabulous and memorable session Mistress!

i arrived home just after 10.00pm and when i arrived home i was completely drained of energy. Who would have thought standing on one leg in a rope corset could be so physically and mentally exhausting Mistress!

Monday 1st February 2010

2010-02-01T10:23:00Z

75.0 kilograms. Yes Mistress Adira, that was the result of my weigh-in on Saturday morning. W/we have finally achieved O/our goal weight Mistress and what a fantastic feeling it is Mistress to lose that last 100 grams Mistress to get down to O/our goal weight! Two years and 10 months of hard work, dedication and discipline Mistress to go from 106.4 kilograms to just 75.0 kilograms. It seems so surreal Mistress. Is it really true Mistress? Mistress, yes Mistress, of course it is true and i have been enjoying the benefits of my new body and healthy lifestyle for many months now. What a change it has been Mistress!

i still remember the day when You announced that i would be going on a strict diet and exercise regime Mistress on the 8th April 2007 Mistress - Easter - what a time to commence a new lifestyle Mistress. At the time Mistress i was quite happy to go on a strict diet and exercise regime, lose a few kilograms and i would feel much better and healthier Mistress. Perhaps get my weight under 100 kilograms or if i was really fortunate, get my weight down to 95 kilograms Mistress, that would be my limit, that would be my ultimate achievement i thought Mistress!

Little did i realize at the time that You had other ideas Mistress. That i would become a very slim and much healthier slave Mistress and 95 kilograms was only the beginning!!!

Mistress has been very generous in allowing me to celebrate the achievement of reaching O/our goal weight - a breakfast with Mistress Adira, butch and connor yesterday and then pizza and beer last night for dinner whilst i was allowed to watch the tennis! Almost like the bad old days for Your slave Mistress but they will never reoccur Mistress, it is only going to be healthy food and exercise for Your slave from now on Mistress!

It is going to be very interesting how my weight fluctuates now that W/we have achieved O/our goal weight. Obviously i will be trying very hard to keep my weight at the 75 kilogram mark but i am sure that Mistress Adira will be keeping a very close eye on my weight from now on and i am sure that Mistress will have some plans to deal with any unacceptable variations in my weight!!

This week is a very special week for me: on 4th February 2007 my life changed forever, that was the day Mistress Adira approved my request to do some email training!!! It is hard to believe that so much has happened in such a short time Mistress. my hopes and expectations were exceeded within the first few months Mistress and it really has been the most incredible journey ever since Mistress, a journey that Your slave hopes will continue for a very long time Mistress.

Tuesday 26th January 2010

2010-01-26T10:23:00Z

It has been a relatively quiet time for me over the last few weeks as Mistress Adira has been busy looking after Her overseas visitor and the festive season! That does not mean that i have not seen Mistress. Mistress has been very kind in inviting me to farewell afternoon teas and dinners for O/our overseas friend! Being allowed such privileges and treats is a bit difficult for me as i am not used to such luxuries or at least so many so often and i am still required somehow to manage my weight! Mistress Adira has made it very clear that i am not permitted to gain weight no matter what privileges i have been given! For some reason i feel as though being required to manage my weight so carefully that i am just how i imagine all females feel - always being conscious of the impact of what i eat will have on my weight and figure!

my desire to live as a slave continues to drive me and i am feeling a stronger and stronger desire to behave as a slave should whenever in Mistress Adira's presence e.g. sitting on the floor instead of a chair or seat feels as though it is the right place for me. i do not need or require the luxury of sitting anywhere else but on the floor as that is where a slave should always sit! i am also very keen to assist Mistress whenever possible and if there is ever a chance for me to do some cleaning up or tidying, then i am quick to do it without being asked. i just go off quietly and quickly to the kitchen to wash the dishes and put them away. After all, why should Mistress Adira have a huge pile of dishes to do after we leave - that is what Her slave is for!!

my reward for attending the farewell's for O/our overseas friend was dinner at the Ashmore Steak and Seafood Restaurant with butch and connor. Oysters and Moreton Bay bugs were my choice and they were simply sensational whilst for the afternoon tea, it was the incredible and wonderful Mistress Adira's now famous Tiramisu - i was even allowed a 2nd serving!!! At the afternoon tea Mistress also invited some other close BDSM friends and it was a great relaxing afternoon! In addition Mistress Adira has been making good use of Her chauffeur. Mistress says it is very handy having a chauffeur to drive Her to dinner etc which allows Her to relax and enjoy Herself and the bonus for me is, i get to wear my chauffeur's uniform in full view of the many guests dining at nearby restaurants!

Although i am completely comfortable and understand my role within Your realm Mistress, it does become difficult at times to adjust to not being required and of assistance as often Mistress! Whilst it is not easy to cope with Mistress, it has been very helpful to me Mistress as it gives me time to realize just what a special privilege and honour it is when i am deemed worthy of Your most valuable and important time Mistress. However the down side is that it can be a little boring at home waiting/hoping for You to communicate with me Mistress and i do try and amuse myself at home Mistress! i have had plenty of thinking time Mistress. Thinking is not good for a slave Mistress - the mind wanders, ponders, fantasizes Mistress. Some of my fantasies have included that i was on an Orgasm Denial program, maid marian was being feminised more and more by learning all about wearing make up and other beauty techniques and tips, being locked in my collar and/or full maid's uniform all day. Whilst all this helps pass the time of the day and keeps me aroused and excited whilst i wait patiently and quietly for Mistress Adira to deem me worthy of Her most valuable time!!

What a lucky slave i was today as Mistress decided to spend most of Australia Day with Her slave and i had a fabulous session this morning followed by some lunch and then maid marian did some cleaning. All up i was in the presence of Mistress Adira for more than 7 hours - what a very fortunate slave Mistress! Any thoughts of being on an orgasm denial program Mistress have disappeared as i was allowed a most intense orgasm this morning. It had been a few weeks since my last orgasm and although Mistress' cock has been getting aroused big time, it has been relatively well behaved considering Mistress. It seems to be very happy being allowed an orgasm every couple of weeks Mistress!

Mistress Adira was keen to experiment with some practice for my longest Hogtie Record attempt next month. Mistress needed to make sure She had sufficient length of rope and the ropes were in the right place not to cause any great level of unnecessary discomfort. After all i do have to spend at least 1 hour in the hogtie to break the record - not an easy task! Mistress Adira was happy with my position and i spent quite a time in my hogtie position just to get me used to the position and what a position it is Mistress! Perfect for this slave who has a fascination with the floor Mistress - face turned sideways. The floor is my best friend in the hogtie position and the view is very limited Mistress although Mistress there was one major benefit for me Mistress!

The only thing i could see from time to time was Mistress Adira's feet. What a great sight for a slave Mistress to be able to only view the divine feet of Mistress. i could see nothing else bar the beautiful painted toenails of Mistress Adira. If only i could have worshiped them Mistress but being permitted to see Your divine feet made the time pass quickly Mistress! Painted toes look so wonderful and feminine Mistress! It was good to have a test run for my hogtie record attempt. i am pretty confident that i will be able to beat the previous record Mistress but whether i will be the holder of the record by the end of the Records night, time will only tell as there now may be a few other people attempting this record on the night as well! It will be fun to see just how long i can remain hogtied Mistress!!!

After lunch Mistress Adira was requiring maid marian to do some cleaning. It had been a great day so far and hopefully i would not ruin it by doing something silly! i was confident that i had not forgotten anything although i am never really confident until i have everything on and girl was i in for a shock! After all my care and effort i had still managed to leave something behind, my red bra was nowhere to be found. It was not in my suitcase Mistress! Luckily for me and i do mean very luckily for me Mistress, i had bought another bra only a few weeks ago Mistress when on holidays Mistress, a nice purple bra that i had placed in my bag just in case of emergencies like today Mistress!! Phew what a close call and lucky escape for me Mistress. It is almost like i need 2 of everything Mistress just to be sure that i do not forget anything Mistress! Still a slave needs a little fortune sometimes and today i was fortunate enough to have my "new" bra in the suitcase and i had a wonderful time dressed in my maid's uniform!

Time to continue my feminine desire this evening by just wearing my black nylon slip and black panties. In fact i find myself just wearing my black nylon slip and panties at home more often than my normal male attire lately. It is just so cool and free hanging i feel so comfortable and fabulous wearing my feminine lingerie at home! i just feel so natural and comfortable living as a slave Mistress!

Sunday 17th January 2010

2010-01-17T01:09:00Z

Last night Mistress Adira was attending a BDSM event at the fabulous Castle Rumble and i was being afforded the privilege of accompanying Mistress to this event. During the week Mistress and i had numerous and quite lengthy discussions as to whether i would go as myself or maid marian as Mistress was concerned about how hot it would be for me dressed in my full maid's uniform! Whilst i appreciated Mistress' concern about it possibly being too hot initially in my stockings and petticoat etc, it really is a no brainer for me when it comes to getting dressed in feminine attire or going as a mere male! There is just so much more excitement and anticipation about me going to an event dressed as maid marian compared to going as myself and if maid marian could cope with attending a BDSM event in the heart of the city in Melbourne on a Friday night, then she can cope with anything Mistress!!

As the weather forecast was for a slightly cooler evening than it first appeared, Mistress Adira kindly allowed me to go as maid marian. The choice of what i wear is not mine, like most decisions in my life, and Mistress announced that i would be wearing my black uniform! my excitement levels always go up a notch or two when Mistress Adira says that i am required to wear my black uniform as my black uniform is capable of being padlocked on. Will i be padlocked into my uniform for the evening? Will i be released from my dress to go home? The possibilities are endless whenever i am locked into my uniform but before that happened, i had some grooming matters to attend to - shaving!

i try to make sure that i am feeling and looking as feminine as possible when i am going out. After all a girl has to look nice Mistress and it was time to shave my legs again, it had been just over a week since i had last shaved and they were looking and feeling a bit rough! i have become more and more conscious of my body hair lately and last time i shaved not only my legs, but around my breasts and upper chest. Certainly a different look and feeling Mistress and yesterday i went one step further as well as shaving my legs, breasts and upper chest, i shaved my underarms. What a transformation Mistress!! How much more feminine does a male look with lovely hair free shaved underarms Mistress? A most sensational feeling and look for me Mistress!! i was now ready to go out!

After i was dressed in my maid's uniform, i was standing before Mistress Adira with corset in hand and Mistress places my corset around my stomach. The shape of my body is changed, i stand much taller, my tummy is tucked in, my breaths are shorter as i adjust my body to its lovely new feminine shape! Then my moment of truth is about to arrive: will i be locked into anything for the evening? This is always the biggest moment of the night so far. Will Mistress padlock my uniform, collar, heels and if so, is there the possibility that for the first time i may be sent home after the event is finished still locked in my collar, uniform or heels? The prospect although highly unlikely to ever happen, is always there and the result is always unknown till i am finally unlocked!

Tonight Mistress Adira decides to only lock my heels on. At least i do not have to worry about going home still dressed in my maid's uniform or wearing my posture collar but it does mean my feet will be in for a long and painful night! As it turned out, i wore my maid's uniform for more than 9 hours - 5.00pm till 2.00am. What a sensual feeling to be dressed in my feminine attire for such a long period Mistress! i had a fabulous time at the BDSM event. It is amazing just how much i learn about being feminine - the difference between male and female attitudes and behaviours is just so amazing Mistress, it is mind blowing! Last night the attention females pay to the important accessories and i received so many compliments about my appearance. Females truly appreciate the effort a girl makes to complete her outfit, from the purple padlocks, matching lace wrist cuffs to the matching maid purse. Females are just so much more appreciative of the little things Mistress!

After getting changed at 2.00am last night as i removed my bra and breast forms, i could not believe just how hard and erect my nipples were Mistress - like bullets they were Mistress. If my nipples are any way to judge how good a night Your slave had dressed as Your maid Mistress, it was up there with the very best Mistress - it was a 10 out of 10 night Mistress!!! There is no time for me rest today as Mistress Adira requires Her maid for cleaning duties again this afternoon and i get to wear my lovely feminine lingerie and maid's uniforms again today. What a lucky male, but more importantly, what a lucky slave i am Mistress!

Saturday 16th January 2010

2010-01-16T01:29:00Z

It has been a most fascinating last 40 hours for me since i received my most severe punishment yet. i just cannot get out of my mind the most amazing image i have ever seen: Mistress Adira, the cruel sadistic Mistress holding a cane wearing Her black leather gloves. It has just been mind blowing Mistress! Your demeanor and execution of my punishment Mistress was the most chilling experience i have ever had Mistress! It is now apparent to me that my life as a slave has been reasonably easy till now. i have not been exposed to the cruel sadistic streak that exists within Mistress Adira but after Thursday, i am now aware that i am a slave to the most amazing Mistress who exists in the world!

As a slave who craves to be under the control of a strict Mistress, i have not realized just how lucky i have been until now but my level of submission will be taken to a new level and why is that Mistress? i now know that should i ever break any of Your rules, that i may be subjected to a punishment that will be administered without mercy just as it should be Mistress! Punishments are a unique experience in the life of a slave where i realize that i am truly at the mercy of Mistress Adira. Appearing before Mistress when i have been found guilty of breaching Your rules Mistress, awaiting my sentence, is a most chilling experience Mistress.

The effect of this punishment on Your cock has been enormous Mistress, it has been hard and erect for most of the time - Your image of holding the cane with Your black gloves still remains vivid in my memory Mistress and will remain forever Mistress! my buttocks looked fabulous Mistress, the dark crimson stripes across both buttocks Mistres, one of the best sights a slave can ever see in the mirror especially when they appear just below my tattoo Mistress, "Property of Mistress Adira". i am indeed feeling very much like Your property Mistress and there is no better feeling for a slave Mistress. It is a most satisfying and awesome feeling Mistress.

After receiving my punishment i did not know what to do. After such an emotional high, most people would go out and celebrate, have a few drinks and relax, but as a slave i am not deserving of and afforded such privileges and it was home to a ham and tomato sandwich for me as i always have my dreaded weigh-in on Saturday! Being on holidays is difficult as i have so much more time to be tempted to eat but i have been reasonably well controlled for a change and my result this morning was down 0.1 kilograms. i am now at my lowest weight ever of 75.1 kilograms - only 0.1 kilograms to go Mistress till W/we reach O/our current goal weight Mistress, which hopefully W/we will achieve next week Mistress!

Off to a BDSM event tonight at the fabulous Castle Rumble. What a great way to finish my holidays Mistress!!

Thursday 14th January 2010

2010-01-14T08:54:00Z

It has been a very hard 24 hours for me waiting for my punishment time to arrive Mistress. i found it difficult to sleep, in fact i found it hard to do anything last night. How severe would my punishment be from Mistress Adira? i had mucked up big time and my punishment had to be my most severe yet, but how severe was the big question Mistress! Although i was not pleased with position in which i found myself in, i had no doubts about whether any punishment was deserved. Deserved it was, most certainly deserved Mistress, there was absolutely no doubt about that Mistress. i was reconciled to accept my fate whatever that would be Mistress!

my plan was to try and keep myself busy this morning as i did have small task to do for Mistress, a visit to the cosmetic section to purchase an eyebrow pencil. What a privilege for a male slave to enter the feminine world of cosmetics! The cosmetics section of any large shop just ooze everything about femininity that i adore - so clean, so precise, so beautiful. Just heavenly and i was a very excited slave as i arrived at the cosmetics section! i had a quick search through all the different brand of cosmetics and then i found the brand i was looking for and luckily for me they had 1 eyebrow pencil in the shade Mistress uses! It was now my turn to take my purchase and meet the graceful and naturally beautiful sales assistant Rachel. i think female sales assistant enjoy serving a male cosmetics, they think i am such a kind and loving person for purchasing cosmetics for my partner and i am certainly not going to destroy their illusion of me! Unfortunately they do not have any more eyebrow pencils in stock so i am only able to purchase 1 pencil today but most importantly, i have achieved my task - always a wonderful feeling for a slave Mistress!

In fact my morning had gone extremely well i had also made a booking for a stretch limousine for Mistress Adira's birthday party. i have a feeling it is going to be such a fantastic night Mistress!! i began to wonder about my punishment, the countdown was now on Mistress - three hours and counting Mistress! i had come to the conclusion that i deserved probably at least 36 strokes and that was not a pleasant prospect Mistress but i could not see that i could hope for anything less. Mistress is always fair with Her punishments and if i was to receive more i only had myself to blame Mistress. At least it made it easier to accept my punishment Mistress! Two hours i was getting more and more nervous. There would be nothing worse than not being able to take my punishment, how embarrassing would that be for a slave, unable to cope with a punishment. That must not happen today Mistress, no matter what Mistress, i had to take my punishment Mistress.

Time passes so slowly when waiting for bad news and i was getting so worried that i left 15 minutes earlier than i would normally leave Mistress. There was no way i was going to be late for my punishment Mistress and risk getting an even greater punishment Mistress!! i arrived just before 4.45pm - 15 minutes before my punishment time so i spent a few minutes down by the river watching the quiet peaceful water flow back and forth. i was as relaxed as i could be Mistress - hopefully i was ready to accept my punishment like a "good" slave Mistress.

i arrived at Mistress Adira's dungeon and i could immediately tell things were not looking good, Mistress was in Her very strict disciplinarian mood. No idle chat, straight into the cross dressing room to get undressed and into the dungeon were the only words spoken! As i headed into the dungeon Mistress Adira was only one step behind giving instructions to move the chair and spanking bench into position. Mistress is very, very precise where the spanking bench must be placed to ensure She has maximum swinging room. If i wasn't scared before Mistress, i was now Mistress! Mistress went to Her canes and selected a thick shiny cane, a few swishes in the air and there was not enough swish for Mistress. She selected another thinner, wispier cane, the type that stings and cuts the skin, the worse type of cane from my point of view! The cane Mistress chose was one of Her favorites i feared. It had no leather grip on the end but Mistress had the perfect solution for that as She left the dungeon for a few seconds returning with a pair of black leather gloves to give Her the grip required!

Gulp, i was really in for it this time, Mistress has never used Her black leather gloves when caning me before. She has never had to get such a good solid grip. i immediately thought i was getting the full swing today, there was going to be no holding back from Mistress Adira for this punishment! i was getting slightly embarrassed as Mistress' cock was getting aroused. Please cock i muttered to myself, do not get into an aroused state. i thought that may only add to my punishment if Mistress saw Her cock was getting excited about my punishment! The moment of truth had arrived - just what would my punishment be? Mistress announced in the sternest of voices "36 strokes for your stuff up yesterday slave tate. However, as the impact on attending My nail appointment late was minimal, I have decided to reduce your punishment by 12 strokes so you will receive 24 strokes boy." Before i had a chance to say anything, Mistress Adira continued: "And you will receive 6 strokes of the cane for your handbrake failure last week making your total punishment 30 strokes!"

"Do you have anything to say slave tate?" Mistress said. This was the time when a slave's bravado can get it into big trouble. Did i deserve a deduction on my original sentence? Should i offer to accept 36 strokes for my mistake? Although i was tempted, luckily sense prevailed and i politely replied, "Mistress, no thank You Mistress." What a good move that turned out to be as Mistress Adira was determined to make sure every single stroke hurt! i was in position, bent over the spanking bench, buttocks exposed. i do think how cruel it is that i get caned with no fat on my buttocks to minimize the effect of the stinging blows, a consequence of losing so much weight i never imagined possible Mistress, but there was no more time to waste, Mistress had finished Her practice swings and the swish was ringing in my ears. Mistress Adira looked frighteningly terrifying - the effect of Her wearing Her black leather gloves had taken my punishment to a new level Mistress!

The cold cane was placed against my buttocks: "30 strokes in sets of 6 at a time" Mistress said and then my punishment commenced with as strong a blow Mistress has ever delivered across the middle of my buttocks. "1, thank You Mistress" i responded. Jesus, 29 more of these Mistress and i was going to have some very sore buttocks Mistress! Mistress applied the next 5 strokes in quick succession, each of the same strong force. Most of the blows were across the middle of my buttocks and after the 6th stroke, Mistress Adira walked slowly, ever so slowly around the spanking bench. Oh, what an awesome and scary sight Mistress it was from my lowly position bent over the spanking bench, watching each slow precise step Mistress. It was creating an intense sensation of the strict disciplinarian going about Her task and unfortunately i was the sole focus of Your attention Mistress!

i was not sure what the impact would be of receiving my punishment 6 strokes at a time. Would it be easier for me to accept or was it for Mistress to regain Her strength? It did not take long for me to realize that it certainly was not for my benefit as the 7th blazing stroke was placed across my buttocks. So far so good, Mistress had not delivered one blow low around the crease in my buttocks but i thought too soon as the 8th blow was perfectly placed right in the crease of my buttocks. This blow almost takes my breath away so a quick small deep breath before i respond with "8, thank You Mistress." Jesus, i still have 22 more strokes to come Mistress. i was now glad that i did not volunteer to take Your original punishment in full Mistress! Mistress applied the next 4 strokes in quick succession and then the slow precise walk around the spanking bench occurred again. Not a word was spoken, Mistress just walked around Her prey before resuming Her position to commence my next set of 6 strokes!

The 3rd group of 6 strokes was the hardest and most difficult for me to take Mistress. The middle period of any punishment is always the worst and the full effect of each blow was having an impact on me. my willingness to accept my punishment as a "good" slave was now being tested but thankfully i managed to take each blow and the 3rd walk around was in progress!! The effect of each walk around Mistress was chilling Mistress. i watched each precise step within my view. What an awesome feeling Mistress but there was no time for me to relax, i had 2 very sore buttocks but still had 12 more strokes to suffer Mistress!

The 4th series of 6 strokes were much easier to take Mistress. i was finally in sight of the finishing line Mistress and i was going to be able to take my punishment but that does not mean Mistress, that i did not feel each and every stroke Mistress! i felt each stroke Mistress, especially the ever more so often low blows Mistress. my buttocks were on fire now as my first punishment was completed, now i had to receive my punishment for my handbrake failure but only after Mistress had done Her death walk around me once again. It certainly did not get any easier Mistress as Mistress was now back in place and the final 6 strokes were about to commence!

If i thought the fierceness of each stroke maybe reduced for my handbrake failure, i was soon left in no doubt there was to be no mercy this evening - the last 6 cuts were delivered with the same force and power as each of the previous 24 strokes! Finally my punishment had finished, 30 strokes of the cane had been administered and i was ordered onto my hands and knees to kiss the divine feet of Mistress Adira! An undeserved privilege for me to be afforded such a treat, smelling the aroma of Her toes and shoes allowing me to thank Mistress for administering my punishment by worshiping Her divine feet!

i am glad that my punishment is now over. There is no worse a feeling for a slave Mistress than to have a punishment pending Mistress and i am sure that i will be feeling the effects of this punishment for a few days Mistress! i have a feeling that punishments may be a lot more frequent for me in 2010 as i think any leniency previously given by Mistress Adira has disappeared and that i will be punished for each and every mistake that i make in 2010. If i am correct in this assumption Mistress, it is going to make a 2010 a very interesting and challenging year for Your slave Mistress!

Wednesday 13th January 2010

2010-01-13T06:54:00Z

Today was supposed to be a very good and exciting day for me as a slave as Mistress Adira required Her chauffeur this morning but it has turned out to be to be an absolute disaster for me, and it is all my fault! i mucked up BIG time Mistress! Yesterday was just a normal day for me, washing and cleaning my car in preparation for chauffeur duties today. Mistress even had a special task for me to do in the afternoon - find a stretch limousine for U/us to travel in to Mistress Adira's birthday party on 17th April 2010.

All went well from my point of view, my car was spotless and in pristine condition and i had sought quotes from 3 car companies and after dinner Mistress Adira was online, life as a slave had returned to normal...or so i thought Mistress...everything was going swimmingly Mistress! During O/our conversations online Mistress Adira announced that She wished to be picked up at 8.00am to give Her plenty of time to get to Her nail appointment at 8.30am. Yes Mistress, no problems i thought and i was looking forward to a busy day tomorrow as i signed off my computer with the message "Mistress, see You at 8.00am tomorrow Mistress. Goodnight Mistress."

It normally takes me 45 minutes to get ready so i had everything planned, i would set my alarm for 7.00am and give myself plenty of time to shower, get dressed have some breakfast and leave plenty of time to leave home at 8.00am and be waiting outside Mistress Adira's house at 8.30am!!! Yes Mistress, this is where Your slave fucked up big time Mistress. For some reason Your slave had it in his head that he had to be at Your house at 8.30am Mistress!!! i awoke at 7.00am feeling very happy and was showered and dressed by 7.30am. Plenty of time for breakfast, i would be able to leave easily by 8.00am even allowing an extra 10 minutes for any traffic delays. What a good and organized slave (or so i thought Mistress)!!!

After breakfast i sat around for 10 minutes or so waiting for the time to get closer to 8.00am when i could leave and not have to sit around too long outside Mistress Adira's house waiting for my arrival time of 8.30am. At 7.59am it was time to leave, i collected my chauffeur's cap, locked my unit walked down my stairwell feeling very happy as to how well my day had begun when suddenly as I was walking the 20 yards to my car, i went white with shock. A shiver went through my entire body as i approached my car. i thought holy shit, what have you done you idiot, you were supposed to be at Mistress Adira's house at 8.00am, not leave home at 8.00am! i could not believe the mistake i had just made. How could i have got it so wrong? It did not really matter now and there was only two things i could do: 1) was to try and get to Mistress' house as quickly as possible and hope that my mistake would not cause Her to be too late, and 2) ring Mistress Adira immediately to advise Her that i had mucked up big time!!!

i was on the road by 8.01am and ringing Mistress to advise of my horrendous mistake. There was no other way of describing my mistake, there was no excuse, there was nothing unforeseen that had happened, i just had the "wrong time" in my head! i could tell in Mistress Adira's voice that She was slightly worried why Her Chauffeur was not waiting outside as i have been on every other occasion. In a sense i think Mistress was relieved that nothing had happened to me and i advised that i would be there as soon as possible!! Mistress was trying to minimize the probable lateness of attending Her nail appointment by waiting on the side of the road and at 8.22am i was picking Mistress Adira up!

It did not really matter what i felt, at this time the most important thing i could now was to get Mistress to Her nail appointment as close as possible to Her scheduled appointment time of 8.30am! Mistress was quite rightly annoyed by my failure and i was instantly informed that i would be punished for my mistake. That was to be expected Mistress, i have no excuse for my failure Mistress, it was all my fault Mistress! The good news was that i managed to minimize the damage by getting Mistress Adira to Her nail appointment at 8.33am - only 3 minutes late. To a normal person all is well that ends reasonably well but i am not a "normal" person, i am a collared slave and i should not make mistakes and when i do make a mistake, i will be punished and fully deserve to be punished Mistress!

After dropping Mistress off at Her nail appointment, Mistress advised that She had a special task for me, She needed a new eyebrow pencil which i may be able to get at a Chemist or i may have to go to Myer, wherever i went i had to be back at 10.10am!!! "Mistress, yes Mistress" i said, making a big mental note of 10.10am - i could not afford any more mistakes today!!! i went to the nearby shopping centre and made a visit to the Chemist to see if i could be lucky and purchase the eyebrow pencil for Mistress but no luck, they did not keep that brand in their store. So i just had a walk around the shopping centre and i was the most dressed person in the shopping centre in my chauffeur's uniform (without my cap). It was very warm in my uniform but i still had the desire to have a cup of coffee and before i knew it, it was approaching 10.00am and it was time for me to head back to meet and await the return of Mistress Adira.

Waiting for Mistress was not good for me as i had plenty of time to think about what, when, where and how severe my punishment will be. Whatever it is Mistress, it is throughly deserved Mistress. Your slave is the only person responsible for this mistake Mistress! Mistress Adira was ready soon after my arrival and wished to be returned to Her house which was only a short 15 minute journey. Upon arriving at Mistress Adira's house at approximately 10.30am i was informed Mistress had a 10.45 hair appointment which should take around 45 minutes so i would be required again around 11.30 am but Mistress Adira would contact me when She is ready!

Normally i enjoy waiting for Mistress Adira but today i did not just want to sit in my car and ponder my fate too much so i decided to use my time wisely and visited a local shopping centre where maybe i would be able to purchase Mistress Adira's eyebrow pencil! The added bonus was that it was also much cooler inside the air conditioned shopping centre than inside my car Mistress so it was not all gloom and doom Mistress!! i enjoyed my time in the shopping centre, having a good long look around the Cosmetics section. So many wonderful things for a male to look at and be envious but alas for me, they did not have the exact brand of eyebrow pencil Mistress uses!! Time passed quickly, i even had time to look around the female lingerie section. i was thinking maybe it is time to buy maid marian a new bra. It is amazing how special i felt wearing my chauffeur's uniform in the female section. i think everybody was impressed by my look Mistress!

The time was now well after 11.30am and still no word from Mistress. i could nothing other than wait. The joys of being a chauffeur. Midday passed and still no contact. Was i being punished already by being made to wait a longer time? slave's do think strange thoughts at times but Mistress did say She was not sure how long Her hair appointment would take as it depended on just how much they had to do! At around 12.20pm, Mistress contacted me and my waiting was finally over, i was instructed to get back home as soon as possible!

Mistress' hair looked sensational and i was now being given my next set of instructions: Mistress would like to have some lunch and then do some shopping at Spotlight! W/we arrived at the Shopping Centre of Mistress' choice and i was allowed to leave my chauffeur's cap in the car but the big question was, would i be allowed to eat anything? Mistress had made a passing comment in the car that part of my punishment maybe bread and water. i certainly was hoping not as i was famished. i was feeling very hungry and as Mistress looked over the menu, Mistress made Her choice, a Thai Veggie burger and a cappucino. i was then informed that i could have a plain sandwich and a coffee as well! Great relief for me - at least i was being allowed something to eat - a delightful ham sandwich. Yes that is all i was allowed and that is all i had, 2 pieces of buttered bread with slices of ham inside! Still it was a very nice sandwich Mistress. Anything would have tasted nice Mistress as i was so hungry. Lunch was over and now it was time to go to Spotlight!

Mistress Adira commenced looking around Spotlight for various items whilst i followed one step behind! i was feeling slightly confused as i stood often waiting for Mistress to make Her choices. i felt as though i should be standing at attention, tall and straight, but i just did not feel comfortable standing like that in the shop. my natural stance is far more relaxed normally with one knee bent and shoulders slumped. i remained standing in my normal stance. i enjoy looking around Spotlight, it is an eye opener for a male to be in a shop full of such lovely material and other feminine orientated ornaments and bric a brac. After about an hour, Mistress has collected all She needs and it is time to head back to Her house!

Although the journey is short it is long enough for Mistress Adira to announce that my punishment will be at 5.00 pm tomorrow, "that should be long enough for you to think about your punishment" Mistress Adira said. Too long if you ask me especially when i have been given NO indication as to what cane Mistress Adira will use and how many strokes i deserve!! i am not going to try and surmise what may happen Mistress as i know You will decide upon an appropriate punishment and whatever You decide Mistress, i humbly admit it is thoroughly deserved Mistress! The only thing i am not sure about is: will my caning be the only punishment i will receive or will there be more to my punishment this time Mistress? Although i am not going to surmise what my happen that does not mean i will not be wondering, pondering the endless possibilities for the next 24 hours Mistress!!! Mistress there is one thing of which i am certain Mistress and that is, it is going to be a very long 24 hours for Your slave Mistress!!

Sunday 10th Janaury 2010

2010-01-10T05:07:00Z

i was having a quiet relaxing day on Thursday when Mistress Adira contacted me late in the afternoon with a task for me - Her sister was in need of a lift to the airport and Mistress was unavailable so it was a perfect job for Her chauffeur. i am more than happy to assist Mistress Adira in anyway possible and so i was excited that Mistress trusted me with such responsibility, that was until i found out what time her flight was: a 5.00am flight Friday morning!!! Mistress so calmly then announced that i would be required in my full chauffeur's uniform at 4.15am. "Yes Mistress," i responded. After all, what else could i say? A chauffeur is available whenever he is required but in reality, i found it quite exciting to be getting up out of bed at 3.45am in the morning to do a task for my Mistress. i was a very lucky and fortunate slave to have something to do so early in the day!

i planned the rest of my day around getting up at 3.30am. It was going to be a quiet night for me Mistress!!! i did not have any further contact with Mistress Adira until about 10.00pm that night when Mistress advised that Her sister's flight had been cancelled and she was no longer leaving on the 5.00am flight, she had been transferred to a flight leaving the Gold Coast at 8.00am. you beauty i thought, i get to sleep in after all Mistress, that was until Mistress advised the 8.00am flight was an International flight which meant check-in closes at 6.00am and i would be required to pick Her sister up at 5.15am now!! Oh well, the news was not quite as good as it seemed Mistress but it did mean that i would get an extra hours sleep Mistress!

i awoke at 4.30am and was soon dressed in my full chauffeur's uniform and ready to go to work. i arrived at my designated time, collected my passenger and dropped her off by the required time. my morning's work was completed by 6.00am but my days work from far over so i went back to bed for a few more hours sleep until i was to meet Mistress Adira again at midday! Mistress was allowing me to have lunch with Her. It is always a special privilege to accompany Mistress for a meal especially when Mistress allows me free choice of the menu! Although i was not sure it would be good for me, my weight for the week was not looking good, in fact it was looking terrible Mistress. Up quite a bit Mistress and then to go out to lunch on Friday may make the result worse Mistress! i tried to gauge what Mistress' reaction would be to a weigh-in result of an increase in weight. Much to my shock (but expected Mistress), i was quickly informed that no increase in weight would be acceptable. Oh well, may as well enjoy my food today as i may not be eating much over the weekend Mistress i thought!

i decided to have grilled fish with salad and chips whilst Mistress elected a Warm Calamari salad with a glass of wine followed by a cappucino. It was a really nice meal, a perfect way to end my first week of holidays but one which i feared would have huge consequences tomorrow - my dreaded weekly weigh-in! After lunch Mistress Adira required maid marian's assistance to remove the Christmas decorations from Her Christmas tree. A pleasant and not too onerous task and about 4.00pm W/we had finished and it was time to go home and await my fate! i did not have too much too eat on Friday night (a ham and tomato sandwich), for 2 reasons: the most important being Mistress i was not actually feeling too hungry Mistress and secondly, i just hoped against all hoped that maybe i could limit the damage Mistress!!! i went from being a very satisfied and happy slave, having been up very early, to being more apprehensive and concerned about what my weight would be in the morning!!

i had a good nights sleep and awoke just after 8.00am and just before my weigh-in cut off time of 8.30am i stepped on the scales. my fate was about to be determined before my very eyes as i glanced down in the direction of the scales: 75.2. i looked again and again. i must have been dreaming, my weight was actually down 0.3 kilograms from last week! If the scales were correct, i was back to my equal lowest weight ever of 2 weeks ago 75.2 kilograms! i stepped on and off the scales 3 more times Mistress and each time the scales said the same thing. Yes indeed Mistress, Your slave's weight was 75.2 kilograms. Somehow Your slave had survived a most unlikely situation Mistress!

i was feeling fantastic but in a mild state of shock as i seriously expected to maybe have put on as much as 1 kilogram Mistress but the Mistress Goddess' were smiling on me Mistress, i was back feeling slim and terrific again Mistress! Mistress Adira was very pleased with the result and my reward was that i would be permitted to have 1 beer at Retribution that night! What a pleasant surprise for Your slave Mistress as it thought it was going to be quite a long time before i would ever be allowed an alcoholic drink again Mistress!

i had a good time at Retribution last night. Mistress Adira had asked me if i wished to go as myself or maid marian as the weather on the Gold Coast was very warm but there is no choice for me, i just enjoy the opportunity to dress up in my maid's uniform and have a night out in public as maid marian! No matter how hot the weather is it is never too hot for me to not want to wear my lovely feminine lingerie Mistress! Mistress Adira tightened my corset very tight last night. Each time i wear my corset, Mistress tightens the laces that little bit tighter. It is an awesome feeling to have my body encased in such a wonderful designed but restrictive garment Mistress. Females are so lucky Mistress!

i wore my 4" heels for more than 7 hours last night and my legs paid the price - my legs were very, very tired and aching all night Mistress. If the saying "no pain, no gain" is true Mistress, then Your slave gained plenty last night Mistress!!! Only 1 more week of my leave to go. Last week was such a busy and fabulous time for me as a slave, i could not be so lucky to have such another massive week again this week. Or could i Mistress???

Wednesday 6th January 2010

2010-01-06T09:12:00Z

Last night Mistress Adira advised that maid marian maybe required to assist with taking down Her Christmas tree today! i went to sleep a happy slave in the hope that i would be seeing Mistress Adira 4 days in a row - what a lucky slave i would be Mistress! Whilst i have been on holidays, Wednesday has become my shaving day and as maid marian may need to look her best today, i decided that i would get up early and do my shaving so that i would be available to serve Mistress Adira! It is good when i have an incentive to get out of bed early whilst on holidays otherwise i fear i would be very lazy Mistress and spend most of the mornings in bed Mistress!!

i was up and in the bath by 9.00am having a nice soak before it was time to shave my legs. my legs feel nice and refreshed after being shaved - very soft and sexy. It does bring out my strong feminine desires Mistress but after completing my shaving i had an SMS to read! Mistress Adira advised that W/we would not be taking down the Christmas tree today but more than likely tomorrow! i was disappointed at not being able to serve Mistress Adira but that is the life of a collared slave - i serve Mistress only when required! Still my initial disappointment with this news soon disappeared as i was still feeling very girlie so i just had to wear some female lingerie and within minutes i was wearing red bra, brown stockings, white panties and white garter belt! What a sexy look Mistress!!!

i had no idea how long i would wear my feminine lingerie. As long as i wanted too i guessed Mistress but just before 1.00pm my lazy day took a wild and fabulous turn. Mistress Adira sent another SMS, She required Her chauffeur at 1.50pm!! You beauty, what a lucky slave after all. It did not matter that i had less than 20 minutes to get ready, i was going to be afforded the privilege of serving Mistress Adira again today! No other details were given in the message. i had no idea how long i would be required, where Mistress wanted to go etc but then again i do not need to know any of these details Mistress as i just do as i am told Mistress!

i arrived at 1.50pm precisely. i was standing in my chauffeur's uniform cap on, ready for work where i was met at the front door by Mistress Adira's sister and i was ushered inside! Mistress stated She would be ready shortly. i removed my cap and stood at attention with my cap being held behind my back and waited! i remained standing at attention for a few minutes. i would have remained for hours if required but after about 10 minutes Mistress Adira was ready to leave! i was given my instructions: Mistress wished to be driven to the Post Office and then She would be collecting Her son where Mistress, Her sister and son would then be going into Surfers for a celebratory drink!

i dropped Mistress Adira off in Surfers at approximately 2.15pm where Mistress advised me that i would be required to be available to pick Her up from 3.30pm. No other instructions, i am the chauffeur, i am to be available whenever required! i did what all good chauffeur's do, went and had a cup of coffee and then waited in my car, and waited and waited. After all, what else does a chauffeur do Mistress? i enjoy just sitting, waiting for Mistress to require me. Loss of my freedom is important to me as a slave, it is not up to me to choose how i spend my time, i spend my time as Mistress Adira requires! Time passes very quickly when i am waiting for Mistress Adira and as it gets closer and closer to 3.30pm and i get more and more excited as i am about to resume service again!

Just after 3.30pm i drove closer to my pick-up point waiting for Mistress Adira to contact me! i waited, waited and waited, checking my phone constantly making sure i did not miss a message or a call. The one thing i do not want to do as a chauffeur is keep Mistress Adira waiting! Just after 3.45pm Mistress Adira contacted to advise She would be ready to be picked up in 5 minutes! i arrived at the designated pick-up point at 3.50pm - no sign of Mistress Adira. I waited in a no-standing zone for a few minutes and still no sign of Mistress Adira. Not wanting to incur a parking fine, i drove off and went for a short lap tour returning in about 3 minutes. still no sign of Mistress Adira. i began to panic. Had i missed something? Was Mistress waiting somewhere different to be picked up? i was getting myself in a mild state of panic, it was so unlike Mistress not to be waiting at the designated time and place!

It was now getting onto 4.05pm, 15 minutes had passed since Mistress Adira had contacted me. i was getting desperate so i rang Mistress hoping to confirm the pick up point, no answer. There was nothing i could do but do another lap! Just before completing my lap Mistress Adira contacted me wanting to know where i was as She was now waiting to be picked up. i breathed a huge sigh of relief. i had not mucked up after all, Mistress Adira had just been delayed and within seconds i was opening the rear doors for Mistress Adira and Her sister to take their place in the back seat for the short journey home!

i always start to panic when things do not appear to be going to schedule as the last thing that i ever want to do is being responsible for keeping Mistress Adira waiting! As it turned out there was nothing to worry about at all. i had had a wonderful 3 hours as Mistress Adira's chauffeur. Whoever thought waiting for Mistress could be so exciting and such an exhilarating time for Your slave Mistress!!

Tuesday 5th January 2010

2010-01-05T10:29:00Z

Mistress Adira has been back from Her Christmas break for a few days now and i have been kept a very busy slave since then! Today Mistress required Her chauffeur at 2.00pm so my day was planned wash my car and clean the inside of my car this morning, have some lunch then get dressed in my chauffeur's uniform - sounds simple Mistress! To my surprise i did not wake up till 9.00am and soon i realized i had no time to waste with just enough time for a cup of coffee, then it was out with my bucket and sponge and washing my car again! i seem to be washing my car weekly now Mistress but it is anything but a chore when washing my car for You Mistress. It is a pleasure Mistress and something that i now look forward to and enjoy doing Mistress! Being a chauffeur means i must have a spotlessly clean car and i now realize that having a clean car is just part of the job (albeit a part of the role i did not appreciate prior to becoming Your chauffeur Mistress!)

my car was not that dirty for a change. All that heavy rain on Sunday had left my car quite clean but that does not matter as i was washing and drying my car. That is the easy part as Mistress Adira's chauffeur, the hard part is doing the windows and interior of the car to Mistress' demanding standard! i normally use newspaper to wash my windows to keep streaks to a minimum but unfortunately i had no old newspapers around so it was a soft cloth today and what a difference it made. my windows were sparkling and spotless, even i was impressed and pleased with my effort today Mistress - they did look fantastic!

The next part of my task is the most difficult, cleaning the interior of my car, a task that i have failed in previous attempts! i cleaned the interior in my car park and then took my car out into the sunshine and although i thought it was clean it was not in the real light of day Mistress! So it was a further cleaning outside and yes my car was clean, very clean. i was reasonably confident that my car would pass a Mistress Adira inspection on this occasion. That is always a nice feeling for Your slave Mistress! It was now approaching 11.00am. It takes me just under 90 minutes to clean inside and outside my car and when i returned to my unit i had a message waiting!! Mistress was advising that She now required Her chauffeur at 12.15pm and not 2.00pm as originally advised!! Holy toledo Mistress, in less than 45 minutes i had to be on the road. Luckily for me i had not dilly dallied this morning or i would have been in a right state of panic Mistress. Most unfair to change the time of Your chauffeur being required Mistress!!

At 11.45am i was on the road, looking forward to preforming my duties as Mistress Adira's chauffeur! Mistress did a quick inspection of my vehicle. "Nice clean car slave tate," Mistress stated with a smile but then shock horror, "although there is dust on your console slave." Nothing like having all my self confidence drained in an instant Mistress but Mistress decided that the dust on my console did not warrant a punishment this time. Thank You Mistress!!

Mistress Adira did not require Her chauffeur for too long this afternoon, about 30 minutes in total when i was informed that i was required again at 3.20pm to collect Mistress and take Her back home!! During my waiting time i made good use of my time Mistress, a wet cloth was used to remove all the dust from around the console and steering wheel etc Mistress, Nothing like a slave taking a friendly tip Mistress!!

i returned just before 3.20pm and Mistress Adira contacted me at 3.25pm to say She was ready to be collected! i enjoy being Mistress Adira's chauffeur as Mistress just ignores me completely when i am in my chauffeur's role. Mistress goes about Her business, making phone calls, sending and reading SMS's whilst i concentrate on my job at hand - driving! That is all i am there to do, that is all i have to worry about! There is very little conversation, just eyes on the road for me!!

i returned Mistress back home just after 3.30pm my day's work as Mistress Adira's chauffeur was finished and i was a happy slave heading home! It is amazing just how being Your chauffeur Mistress can take up so much of my time Mistress. From 9.30am to 4.00pm Mistress i was busy doing something in relation to being Your chauffeur Mistress, washing my car, cleaning the inside of my car, driving, waiting and dusting. It is just so exciting and a privilege to be given so many tasks to do as Your slave Mistress!!

Monday 4th January 2010

2010-01-04T04:51:00Z

my exciting life as a collared slave has resumed as Mistress Adira is making full use of Her slave whilst i am still on leave! Last night Mistress' cock was in a very aroused state. It is like that once i have an orgasm, my cock is awoken from its slumber and there is very little i can do to keep it under control! It is quite amazing the transformation in my cock. It has been very flaccid over the last 2 weeks, almost as if it has known that Mistress has been away and now that She is back, it is action time once again! Therefore it was a restless night for me - plenty of dreams about what i like and enjoy in being a slave!

Mistress Adira had a small private party on New Years Eve for Her collared boys and it was a very sociable and enjoyable evening. Mistress allowed me to have a few alcoholic drinks and i was even allowed the privilege of sleeping over! As a slave i was quite prepared and expecting to sleep on the floor, after all that is the place where a slave belongs but Mistress Adira was allowing me to sleep in comfort, i was allowed to sleep on a blow up mattress! However whilst i was not required to sleep on the floor this time i was able to take up my "slave" position by sitting on the floor! When i arrived i did not even feel tempted to sit on a seat. i am a slave and to me, slaves should always sit or be kneeling on the floor. i was a very happy slave to be able to spend most of the evening sitting on the floor, eating nibblies and drinking champagne and wine!!!

In the morning i had the opportunity to show Mistress Adira how appreciative i was at being afforded the privilege of sleeping over by doing the dishes, the many dishes that were used during the party and by the time i was ready to leave it was mid morning and Mistress Adira's house was looking spick and span and it was time for me to go home!!

Sometimes my mind gets more excited about things than what could happen in reality and last night i could not get the thought out of my head of wearing a bra under my male clothes. The thought had been generated by a passing comment yesterday by Mistress Adira's sister as to why i was not wearing a bra. A good question i thought but obviously not one that is practical for me! It is humiliating enough for me having to wear feminine panties all the time - not a single pair of male jocks in my wardrobe now. It is panties every day for me but at least i can hide the "embarrassing garment" from the view of the general public where with a bra, it is not possible to hide the strap buckles etc. It is important to grasp the difference between fantasy and reality: whilst wearing panties and a bra seem to be a similar humiliation, one is a reality, the other is just a fantasy. Although some fantasies are very arousing and stimulating for Your cock Mistress!

Had breakfast with Mistress Adira, Her sister and butch this morning and then it was time for maid marian to do some cleaning - in fact 3 hours of cleaning! i had not thought about wearing a corset today, especially after having a big breakfast, but Mistress Adira was quite intent on having Her maid looking at Her most feminine best and soon i was standing 3" taller as Mistress Adira tightened the laces of my corset. "Tight enough?" Mistress enquired. "No Mistress, You can go tighter if You wish" i replied. i sensed a smile on Mistress' face at my response and soon the laces were being tightened even further. i was feeling my corset now and i was feeling fantastic and Mistress Adira's cock was happy hidden away under it's pretty frilly pink maid panties!!

Tomorrow is going to be another busy day for me, Mistress Adira requires Her chauffeur tomorrow afternoon and that means only one thing, car cleaning time for me! i have never washed my car so many times in the past few months but instead of it being a chore it is a wonderful opportunity for me to do another special task for my Mistress. It is amazing the difference in attitude and effort i have when doing a task for Mistress Adira. No effort is too much so hopefully my car will be spotless tomorrow afternoon and it will be another memorable day for me in my life as a collared slave!

Sunday 3rd January 2010

2010-01-03T11:18:00Z

Mistress Adira has returned from her Christmas break and that means my period of rest has finished, not that i was able to relax too much during my rest period as i always have my weekly weigh-in to worry about!!! The first thing Mistress Adira wanted to know when She returned from Her Christmas break was my weight. i did not send my normal weekly email as Mistress Adira had no access to email whilst away although i did not take into account how interested She would be upon Her return! Mistress Adira had given me no "instructions" during Her break. Was i expected to keep my weight under control or was i allowed a free period? No instruction meant no change as far as i was concerned! i had been pretty good during my 2 week period and on Saturday morning the result was 75.5 kilograms - my weight had only increased 0.3 kilograms over the 2 week Christmas/New Year period. i was hoping even a slave was allowed a slight gain in weight during this period! Luckily for me Mistress considered my small weight gain was just within the acceptable range. Phew, a deep sigh of relief and no punishment for me but to be honest Mistress, i am just pleased that i was able to enjoy the Christmas and New Year period and still maintain my weight reasonably well Mistress!

Today Mistress Adira informed me that i would be having a session at 2.00pm. What great excitement and anticipation for me. It had been 3 weeks since i had my last session and Your cock was really looking forward to it Mistress! After arriving at the scheduled time it was time for me to strip naked, place my collar on and wait till Mistress was ready to deal with me! i enjoy some of the basics of being a slave and today i spent some time on my knees waiting for Mistress. Nothing like a period of kneeling to get me in the right frame of slave mind and after kneeling before Mistress for a few minutes in the lounge room, admiring Mistress' divine feet, i was ordered in to the dungeon to do some more kneeling and wait! i was quite shocked just how excited Your cock had become at just being given such a simple instruction as kneeling. The more basic my treatment as a slave the better i enjoy it Mistress!

i had no idea what to expect at today's session. i am more than happy to allow Mistress Adira to decide how She would like to play or torment me and within minutes i was being tied to the metal overhead arm spreaders and then metal leg spreaders were locked in place. i was in a most vulnerable state - cock, balls and nipples fully exposed but just what was Mistress Adira going to do next? I was waiting with great anticipation when i felt a flogger between my legs gently flicking my balls and cock and soon Mistress Adira was standing in front of me flicking my balls and cock with Her flogger!

my cock was getting aroused at such attention. It had been 3 weeks since i had been allowed an orgasm and to my amazement i was soon being chastised as apparently my cock was not supposed to be getting aroused when it is being punished! That was news to me Mistress as it was getting more and more aroused with each gentle flick of the flogger. Mistress had the solution to my problem and Mistress always gets Her cock to behave in the way She wishes by using a penis flogger and penis cane. The penis cane in particular had a big impact on controlling Her cock - with each sharp stinging cut Mistress's cock was becoming less and less aroused!!! Mistress was happy with the state of Her cock now and so it was time for cock and ball torture. my balls were bound in rope, secured and spread as Mistress disappeared from the dungeon for a short period of time!

Mistress returned within a few minutes with Her Tens Unit. Oh yes electric play, i love electric play, a great form of torture and soon the 2 bands were being secured, one around the base of my cock and the second just under the head! Mistress took up Her seat nearby as She began to turn on the machine! Tensing with anticipation, i was waiting for that sudden surge of electricity, waiting...waiting...nothing...then whammo...the short sharp electric pulses come surging through my cock getting stronger and stronger until my cock is singing!! Mistress is happy with my position and a quick check to make sure the bands are still in place and then it is time to use the full array of the TENS machine!

Mistress goes through the different electric surges generated by Her TENS unit: pulses, voice activated waves are the ones i can remember. i always the remember the ones i either don't enjoy or i like Mistress! i enjoy the wave effect the best, to feel the power increase as the wave comes in and then it reaches it's peak and then nothing till the next wave develops!!! i enjoy the waves for a reason - i know when the crescendo is coming. With the the other 2 options, pulse and voice activated, i have no idea when the surge is coming and the short stinging sensations certainly get me jumping, as much as i can jump in my metal spreaders Mistress!

Mistress plays with Her TENS unit for quite a while, increasing the power up to 3 and half, maybe nearly to 4 at one point but that is my limit today. The thought of being charged at 10 Mistress, ouch Mistress, that would have some impact upon Your cock Mistress! Mistress decides that my cock has been taught a reasonable lesson now and maybe it is time for some pleasure. Mistress soon returns with 2 vibrators and cock vibrator!! Mistress places the cock vibrator band around the base of my cock and turns the vibrator on, pulsating my cock to a point of a near orgasm but Mistress has the key to any orgasm for me - nipple stimulation. Orgasms through nipple stimulation for me are easily the most intense and Mistress is after intense this afternoon and soon both nipples are being attacked by a vibrator each!!!

i cannot move, i cannot do anything. i have no control over any part of my body and mind and i am at the complete mercy of Mistress and Mistress has only one thing in mind - pleasure for Her slave! my groans become louder and higher. Mistress enquires if i am trying to resist Her. Resist Mistress? You must be joking Mistress! i am not in control of anything Mistress, i am up in the clouds Mistress. i am not in this stratosphere Mistress as Mistress gets me to the point of complete ecstasy: my knees slump, my head slumps as i come back down to terra firma. i have had the most sensational and beautiful orgasm ever. Well at least for this year Mistress!!!

Thinking my time with Mistress Adira is over, i am in for a quite a surprise, Mistress Adira is having afternoon tea with Her sister and has decided that i can attend as well! Wow, what a fantastic privilege and honour for me and a few minutes later W/we are on O/our way to meet Mistress' sister! The weather on the Gold Coast was very stormy and rain was falling when W/we arrived at the pick-up point to meet Her sister! i parked the car as close as i could to the pick-up point and Mistress Adira tried to ring Her sister to tell her W/we were waiting outside! Unfortunately for me (as it turned out), Mistress Adira could not get through to Her sister and i offered to go and meet her. Mistress agreed that was a good idea and i left my car to get Mistress Adira's sister! A few minutes later i was feeling pleased that i had located Her sister and W/we returned to the car when Mistress Adira had some rather unpleasant news for me. Mistress had noticed that i had left my parked car without putting my hand brake on. i was gob smacked Mistress a) that you had noticed that and, b) considered that i should be punished for this mistake!

i was gob smacked because putting my hand brake on had not even entered my thought process Mistress. Two minutes ago i was sitting in my car waiting for a person to arrive and now i was having to try and explain my failure to put my hand brake on!!! Once i was over the shock over the accusation Mistress, yes indeed Mistress, i was in breech of Your rule Mistress but surely extenuating circumstances are allowed sometimes Mistress! Tried as hard as i did to explain my lack of action, i am not sure if i was successful as Mistress has not yet advised if i will be punished for my mistake, and yes Mistress, as always Your slave was wrong and any punishment considered appropriate is warranted Mistress!

W/we went for afternoon tea: dessert pizzas and coffee. What a lucky slave i am to be allowed such treats Mistress and somehow i managed to keep myself from getting further into trouble although i did become concerned as to a brief discussion about whether i should be wearing a bra under my clothes!!! After completing O/our afternoon tea, Mistress Adira and Her sister went on a short shopping spree and it was quite a difficult task for me to keep up with them in my thongs in the wet and slippery conditions! Mistress Adira and Her sister finished their shopping just after 5.00pm and it was time for me to head back home. The good news for me it is only going to be a short absence as tomorrow morning i am being allowed the privilege of having breakfast with Mistress Adira and then maid marian has some cleaning to do! What a lucky slave Mistress and what a great start to what i hope Mistress is another fabulous new year as Your slave Mistress.

Monday 21st December 2009

2009-12-21T09:18:00Z

It has been a relatively quiet time for me over the last week although i did go to a fabulous BDSM Christmas party on Saturday night with Mistress Adira. Sometimes when it is relatively quiet time it gives me an opportunity to reflect on my behaviour and gives me a chance to see if i am improving in my quest to become a disciplined slave. During the last 2 weeks Mistress Adira has allowed me the rare privilege of having some alcoholic drinks whilst not in Her presence - the ultimate test of my discipline to be a slave! Mistress allowed me to have 2 alcoholic drinks at my first christmas party which in reality was not much of a test as i was only going to be in attendance at the party for about 1 hour so to restrict myself to just 2 drinks was relatively easy Mistress however the bigger test was still to come Mistress!

Mistress Adira asked me how many drinks i would like to be able to have - i responded with 5 or 6 Mistress, hoping that i would be allowed that many as i was attending a lunch at a pub and i would be staying at the pub for the afternoon! Mistress Adira considered my request carefully and then responded that She likes even numbers. you beauty i thought, what a lucky slave, i was going to be allowed 6 alcoholic drinks when Mistress Adira announced Her decision: i would be allowed 4 alcoholic drinks - that was all and no more Mistress said!

Previously i have found it virtually impossible to abide by Mistress Adira's rules at these parties - the temptation to drink has been too much without Mistress Adira present to keep me in check and it has been a very expensive and painful learning experience for me! i consider that i have matured and developed greatly as a slave over the last 12 months and i was about to face my biggest temptation Mistress - could i succeed in the face of the devil Mistress? Luckily for me it was a relatively sedate party and i was able to pace myself accordingly and after 4 hours in the pub it was time for me to leave Mistress (even though there were still plenty of people present Mistress). It was time to go home Mistress i had only had 4 alcoholic drinks Mistress! For some reason Mistress the train journey home was enjoyable Mistress. i was feeling very satisfied with myself Mistress, i had been able to keep control of myself Mistress under the most tempting of circumstances Mistress!

What a great feeling it was for me when i arrived home Mistress - feeling fabulous Mistress - i had abided by the wishes of My Mistress - yay Mistress! Although i was feeling happy (and very sober) Mistress, i had no-one to tell as Mistress Adira decided that She did not wish to speak with her slave that night. Perhaps Mistress knew that Her slave would behave itself this time. Whatever the reason was Mistress it did not matter, Your slave was feeling on a fabulous high Mistress. There is no better feeling for a slave than for a slave to have remained disciplined no matter how great the temptation Mistress!

i now only had one more problem to worry about (a slave never stops worrying Mistress. my Saturday morning weigh-in was due in less than 36 hours after the Christmas party and i was not confident of a good result Mistress after cake on Monday, pizza on Tuesday, alcohol and lunch at the pub on Thursday and pancakes for breakfast on Friday Mistress. Could there have been any more interruptions to my "normal" week Mistress? i doubt it Mistress! Pancakes with bacon for breakfast was a new experience for me but very nice Mistress however there was to be no other little snacks for me during this week Mistress, i just could not take the chance Mistress!

i stepped on the scales at 8.30am on Saturday morning Mistress and the result was 75.2 kilograms - down 0.2 kilograms. Unbelievable Mistress! i was stoked to have managed to lose a small amount of weight during this particular week Mistress. A remarkable effort Mistress but then i was slightly disappointed Mistress, i was now so close to O/our goal weight Mistress. It was within reach Mistress i could almost touch it Mistress, just 0.2 kilograms away Mistress!

i find that i am liking my new body shape Mistress - it is not unusual for me now Mistress to feel my flat tummy Mistress, my rib cage Mistress, my hip bones Mistress. What a great feeling it is Mistress. i think my new body shape is having a great influence on my desire to be feminized Mistress. Is there any better feeling than having a slim waist and protruding hip bones Mistress? i am enjoying the change in my body shape immensely Mistress - i feel fantastic Mistress.

Saturday night was party night - butch was continuing to celebrate his 60th birthday and W/we were all attending a BDSM Christmas/Birthday party at a private home! Before W/we could go to the party W/we had to buy 5 secret Santa presents - a quick trip to Surfers Paradise proved to be the ideal venue for such a task and just after 5.00pm W/we were on O/our way to collect a female friend of Mistress Adira's. W/we arrived at a slave friend's house to have a quick christmas drink and collect Mistress' friend and it was time to party!

W/we arrived at the party just after 7.30pm and the party was in full swing - Mistress Adira was giving and receiving many gifts. i am not sure why some people think of me when selecting some presents for You Mistress, You do not need any more toys to torment Your slave with Mistress! The food was served and then it was time to cut the cakes for butch and doormat and then it was time for Wenchie's famous pavlova. Mistress allowed me to have some dessert but the highlight of the night was still to come - Father Christmas was due in his cart being pulled by a zebra (or as Mistress Adira cleverly pointed out - a "Zebradeer")!!

slave connor was dressed in his zebra suit and was to pull the cart with Santa in it with his elf running alongside when there was a late change, Father Christmas was replaced by Wenchie. W/we were having a Mrs Claus instead as only kinksters can! Wenchie was hilarious as Mrs Claus taking advantage of the privileged position she was now occupying and there were a few scared and timid slaves/submissives, Dommes and Doms as it was their turn to get their present from Mrs Claus!!! It was an hilarious time for about an hour and before W/we realized it, it was after 2.00am and almost time for Mistress Adira to leave! i had a fabulous time at the christmas party and it was definitely one of the best parties ever Mistress and it was an interesting drive home as Mistress Adira and Her female friend relived some of the more incredible moments!

i have started 4 weeks holiday from work today and Mistress Adira required maid marian for cleaning duties this afternoon and i am required for Chauffeur duties tomorrow so there should be plenty of exciting times ahead for me over the next few weeks. A slave never has a day off does it Mistress!!

Monday 14th December 2009

2009-12-14T10:24:00Z

Christmas is rapidly approaching and means party time, although how much i get to party is dependent upon Mistress Adira! Last Thursday i had a small work party to attend and Mistress Adira allowed me to have two alcoholic drinks. Two drinks are better than none and i have learnt from past experience that drinking too much alcohol can be very expensive Mistress so it was 2 beers for me only at the party! i have another work party to attend next Thursday and i am hoping that i will be permitted to have more than 2 alcoholic drinks but how many more? That will be the big question. Hopefully Mistress will be in a very generous mood. After all, it is the festive season Mistress.

Saturday morning was my normal weigh-in and my weight has been constant for the last 3 weeks. Had i reached my limit? Mistress was beginning to think that maybe i would not be able to reach O/our goal weight of 75.0 kilograms however my weight during the week was good so i was confident that i would get a good result this week Mistress! i was correct as my weight was down to 75.4 kilograms, down 0.4 kilograms from last week and i have now lost 31.0 kilograms in just under 3 years. Only 0.4 kilograms to go Mistress, what a wonderful feeling it is Mistress. Pity Christmas is fast approaching as i may not be able to achieve O/our goal this year but it is sure W/we will early in the new year at the latest Mistress!

Saturday was a busy day for me as maid marian, helping Mistress Adira put up Her Christmas tree and then attending Retribution later that night. All up i spent an unbelievable 9 hours in my maid's uniform and 4" heels. What a mammoth day it was Mistress. An absolutely awesome feeling to be feminized for such a long time Mistress! Mistress Adira finally let maid marian see Her new toy, a Humiliation Gag with special attachments: an ashtray, serving tray and toilet brush. What an amazing gag Mistress. It fears that there will be plenty of object training ahead for maid marian Mistress as she learns to hold the trays in their correct position Mistress. It is about time maid marian suffered a little humiliation Mistress!!

Whilst maid marian was at Retribution she received a christmas card from Miss Katie Rose and woobieman for me. What a lucky slave to have such nice and thoughtful friends. After spending 9 hours in my maid's uniform and 4" heels, by the time i went to bed around 3.00am my legs were killing me. Every part of my lower body was in agony - my calf muscles, my ankles, my thighs, my buttocks. You name it Mistress, it hurt Mistress. Somehow i still managed to get some sleep. i was so tired Mistress that it was a struggle to get out of bed around 10.00am Mistress!

Yesterday was a quiet day as Mistress Adira required maid marian for cleaning duties - another 3 fabulous hours in my maid's uniform and 4" heels. i am certainly getting closer and closer to living a day in the life as a maid Mistress and what a fabulous feeling it is. my energy, enthusiasm and commitment to be a "good maid" is growing stronger and stronger Mistress. After such a busy weekend as maid marian i was feeling pretty tired by Sunday night and as i had today off i decided to have a rest and relax last night. i watched a movie for change and went to bed around 11.30pm!

i did my chores around my unit this morning and this afternoon Mistress Adira was having an afternoon tea to celebrate butch's 60th birthday and then W/we would be exchanging Christmas presents. Mistress had invited a few other boys to attend and i arranged to meet Bryan for a cup of coffee before attending the afternoon tea at 3.30pm! When Bryan and i arrived at 3.30pm, everybody else was already there and Mistress Adira lit the candles on butch's lovely caramel mud cake. It was very nice Mistress!! After the singing of happy birthday it was time to exchange Christmas presents and Mistress gave me my 2 gifts combining my 2 favorite pastimes - horses and rope. Mistress had found a beautiful horse made out of rope and i also received a framed picture of the rope horse. Thank You Mistress, what a perfect gift for Your slave Mistress!

Mistress Adira received Her Christmas gift from connor and myself - a combined christmas/birthday present us collared boys are buying together. It will be a sensational present Mistress when completed in April for Your birthday Mistress! Mistress was happy, everybody was happy and i was about to get happier as the other people left, i remained as Mistress was going to have some play with me!! Soon i was ordered into the dungeon where i stripped off and knelt before Mistress Adira's throne, waiting patiently for Mistress to enter! Mistress' cock has been totally out of control over the last 2 weeks. It has been in a constant state of arousal and i was very concerned about how it would react today as there is nothing worse for a slave than to cum too soon!!

After a few minutes of kneeling Mistress Adira appeared as i waited nervously to see what pleasure awaited me. After a short stay Mistress left the dungeon only to return a minute later with a wooden chair! After placing the chair in the middle of the dungeon with that wicked smile that only Mistress Adira possesses, i was ordered to take my seat on the chair!! Mistress picked up some red hemp rope and soon my chest was being tied to the chair and then my arms and hands were tied firmly to the chair with some hemp rope. i was feeling totally helpless already and Mistress' cock was in a very aroused state. Things were looking promising that maybe Mistress's cock would behave after all!

Mistress Adira continued to secure me to the chair - my thighs and ankles were secured tightly to the chair and i was now completely at Mistress Adira's mercy, unable to move, nowhere to go except wait and enjoy what evil things Mistress wanted to do with me! Mistress Adira decided to increase my sense of helplessness by applying a blindfold and gag. i was now unable to speak and in my own dark world! Mistress Adira was now happy as it did not take too long before i began to dribble freely from wearing my gag as Mistress then began to tweak my nipple. my whole body was on fire. The sensation of Mistress Adira's fingers on my nipples sent me into heaven and i writhed in excitement but i could not go far, Mistress had me tied firmly in position as She continued to play with a vibrator and/or Her fingers on my nipples!

It is amazing just how excited and how much pleasure i get from playing with or having my nipples played with. i much prefer to reach an orgasm through pure nipple stimulation rather than playing with Your cock Mistress! Mistress Adira sensed my high state of arousal and soon i was sent to the moon as Mistress began tweaking both of nipples at the same time. i screamed, i yelled, i cried out aloud but nobody heard my cries of delirious pleasure as the gag was working overtime. my cries were thankfully muffled as Mistress brought me closer and ever so closer to climax! Finally Mistress Adira granted me permission to cum...as if i was in any form of control Mistress...and soon i was crying with delight as Mistress brought me to orgasm. Oh what an intense and beautiful orgasm Mistress, one of the best i have ever had Mistress. i am so fortunate with a little help from Your magic fingers Mistress to be able to achieve orgasm through nipple stimulation Mistress!